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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
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02 May 2026
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careful fear and dead devotion by CorvidCordelia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Ember & Ice (Audio Drama), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Jan 2026
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Shane felt Finn’s sudden rage, the way he resented Dane for how nothing ever touched him—and underneath that, the way Finn, inexplicably, wanted to be the thing that could. “Just because your life doesn’t matter doesn’t mean you get to fuck up mine.”
Ilya’s eyes widened, just for a moment, sparking with something close to hurt before narrowing back into coldness. “I’ll be ready for your mandatory tour in the morning, Prince Finn.” He turned his back on the camera, still shirtless of course, but somehow it looked defenseless now, instead of cocky.
“I—” Shane said, and reached toward the screen.
Ilya shook his head, ever so slightly, and walked out of the room. Shane stared at the empty space where he’d been, bereft.
“And cut,” Scott said. “Holy shit.”
Ilya walked back into view, sat down in his chair, smirk firmly back in place. Shane’s hands were trembling.
“Well,” Kip said. “I think it’s safe to say the chemistry is there.”Or, Shane and Ilya are cast in a production of Ember & Ice and eventually they fuck about it.
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26 Apr 2026
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When the Night Calls by heartsmadeofbooks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is finally ready to come to terms with his sexuality... he just isn't sure how to go about that. So, thinking it might make things easier, he hires an escort to take him through the first steps.
Enter Ilya Rozanov, who will give him everything he ever fantasized about, and maybe some more Shane didn't even dare dream of.- Language:
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25 Apr 2026
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Public Bookmark 5157
Mystery Work
Part of Crypto
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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13 Apr 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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12 Apr 2026
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Mutually Assured Exposure by cockatoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Apr 2026
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While at the top of his game, professional porn star Ilya Rozanov is approached by the famous yet boringly untalented OnlyFans creator Shane Hollander who wants to collaborate. What starts as a transactional partnership quickly turns into a war of egos, blurred boundaries, and incredible on-camera chemistry.
As their views climb and the sexual tension thickens they're left to confront the reality that maybe their mutual hatred might be the spark for some thing far more intimate then just sex.
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- 10/10
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12 Apr 2026
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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Feb 2026
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Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
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- Part 1 of win conditions
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- 10/10
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11 Apr 2026
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Shane and Ilya had mutually agreed to keep their whatever-they’re-doing out of Sochi. It was an easy decision to make: this was bigger than any MLH rivalry and definitely bigger than a few hotel hook-ups. There was no room for distractions, not with Olympic gold on the line.
So it’d be really fucking great if their daemons could get on the same page and stop trying to cause an international fucking incident.
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- Part 7 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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11 Apr 2026
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Hold On (I Still Want You) by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.
Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."
And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.
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They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.
“Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”
He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.
Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.
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- Part 1 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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11 Apr 2026
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Russian hitman, Ilya Rozanov, hired to kill Montreal’s star player, Shane Hollander, goes undercover as a Boston player to get close…but the closer he gets, the harder it becomes to pull the trigger.
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09 Apr 2026
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Hungry Ghosts by coyote_was_here
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Mar 2026
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Shane knew what people said about sharing true names: that it made sex better, like fucking bare except with all your witch senses involved, that even for people with no witch gift to speak of it was like your entire body was on fire. It probably wouldn’t be like that with Ilya, because sex with Ilya already felt like his entire body was on fire.
A universe in which the stakes for tuna meltdown are totally different and also kind of the same. Love, witchcraft, and true names.
Note: If you read this before 3/23, I recently realized that a key scene at the end of Chapter 7 didn’t make the leap from my google doc. Now fixed! Now with more feelings!
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- Part 1 of Hungry Ghosts and related stories
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- English
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- 29,937
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- 10/10
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09 Apr 2026
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Stay by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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Episode Four: Shane tries something new to help Ilya come down from the stressful phone call with his dad.
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“You want to try something.” Ilya was still reeling from the call with his dad, but managed a nod. “Ok. What is it?”
“Well, if you want,“ Shane hesitated, half afraid Ilya would laugh at him for asking, half embarrassed over how bad he wanted to do it. “You can tell me if you don’t like it.”
“I like everything you do.” Ilya countered bluntly. “Hollander, everything you do is good. Why are you–”
“Can I hold you?” Shane asked, and Ilya didn’t understand, “You want to hold me?”
“Yeah.” Shane slid off the couch to kneel on the floor. “Like this.” He pulled Ilya’s pants down slowly, licking his lips and exhaling audibly shaky when he saw Ilya’s cock lying soft but thick against his thigh. “Can I hold you,” he inched closer between Ilya’s spread knees, running his fingers over his bottom lip in a purposeful invitation, “Like this?”
“Oh fuck.” Ilya gulped. “Yes.”
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- Part 3 of Heated Rivalry
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- English
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09 Apr 2026
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But the physical calendar that Shane stuck up on their fridge was different, it was what Ilya had nicknamed, their sexy Shane calendar. Although they did write some work related events on it to not draw suspicion, it was first and foremost used to indicate when Shane wanted Ilya to use him. For Ilya to take what he wanted, whenever and wherever. This would be indicated by a red square drawn around the numbered date of whichever day Shane has chosen.
TGIF but make it free use.
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- Part 3 of hollanov’s filthy escapades
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- 11,327
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09 Apr 2026
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ilya rozanov's guide to supportive intimacy by bisexualbuckley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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“I want you to remember how you felt earlier, downstairs, before it was too much,” Ilya pumps his fingers in and out now. “Remember how needy you were, yes?”
“M’not–”
“Yes, you are, Shane. Is good. Is so good. I love when you are needy. Because I love giving you what you need.”
“Yes,” Shane starts panting and grinding into the mattress as he rides the pleasure Ilya’s providing.
“Feel needy and give it all to me, Shane. Let it out. You are safe. I’m right here.” Ilya goes to kiss Shane’s cheek again but Shane turns, taking him by the lips instead.
“Fucking kiss me,” he exhales desperately right up against Ilya’s mouth.
OR; shane gets overwhelmed and ilya gives him exactly what he needs, bottom prep included
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- Part 2 of hollanov bottom prep <3
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- 10,394
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- 1/1
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09 Apr 2026
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bite me, please me, love me (control me) by deddritt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Apr 2026
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Shane stares. He wants nothing more than to take off the boxers and have that cock in his mouth, moaning and drooling around it. He has to hold strong, but fuck.
Shane's fingers skirt under the fabric of the damn boxers, nails digging into the soft flesh of Ilya's upper thigh. Ilya slams his eyes shut, eyebrows pinching together, as his breath deepens.
"Look at me." Shane's voice is quiet, but there's a quality to it that Ilya so rarely hears. It's not his captain voice, something close to it, but not entirely. He keeps his eyes shut.
Shane shakes his head. His hands find Ilya's hipbones, still under the fabric. Shane squeezes, fingers digging into skin.
"Look at me," Shane repeats, voice dangerously low.
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Shane helps Ilya with the burden of control
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08 Apr 2026
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tailored suits and photoshoots by slowdancjng
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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Shane helps out a friend at work, the client is Ilya. He spends the next two weeks manipulating the rest of his schedule just to try and see the Russian again.
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Fashion Intern Shane x Celeb Client Ilya
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08 Apr 2026
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Mystery Work
Part of hidden apex predator
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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08 Apr 2026
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The Spin Instructor by SpiderGoose1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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Shane tries a spinning class. What he doesn't expect is for the instructor to strut in wearing tiny shorts and to be the most stunning man he's ever seen. He takes the bait, and can’t resist the challenge.
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08 Apr 2026
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Shane smiled against the warm skin of Ilya’s thigh, his hands stroking his hips to calm him.
“Easy,” his voice came out low and thick with arousal. “The night is long, Rozanov… and I want to enjoy my boyfriend inside me to the fullest.”
He placed one last light kiss along the still-pulsing shaft—a gesture of ownership and promise—before climbing up Ilya’s body, kissing every inch of skin along the way: the defined abdomen, chest, throat, until he found his lips again in a deep kiss where Ilya could taste, with brutal intensity, his own desire on Shane’s tongue.
“Who are you?” Ilya asked between hungry, rough kisses. “And what did you do with my sweet, shy Shane?”
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08 Apr 2026
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After a life-changing hockey injury, Shane decided that he needed to learn to be okay with losing control. If he is going to be shoved around by the universe like a doll, he should at least be able to build strength internally. He researched a bunch of options, most of them getting progressively more asinine, until he finally found something just on the right side of a bad idea.
Gay BDSM. Or, more specifically, paying for an appointment with a professional male dom: Rozanov.
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ocd exposure therapy and confronting new disabilities through autism-friendly kink exploration amen hallelujah!!!
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08 Apr 2026