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    Taehyung has never doubted the person he was. Until he agreed to let his girlfriend's little brother, Jeongguk, stay with them while he finds his own path in life. What follows is the shift in the entire apartment, leaving Taehyung to question not only his sexuality, but his morals.

     

    Translations: Russian | Spanish | Italian

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    11/11
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    02 May 2023

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    "All I ask is that you let me love you in return."

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    the taekook Christmas Eve fluff that no one asked for ❆

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    28 Jan 2022

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    “God. Who are you?”
    “What do you mean?”
    “That was like, the most romantic hickey I’ve ever gotten, I loved that shit. Who are you??”

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    A story of secrets, of healing, of falling in love and fate.

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    29 Oct 2021

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    “All I know is a fire-breather arrived in Paris that night. He’d been called upon, like I had. This story ends with more than our freedom. He was freed from an endless search, a mother will be freed from lies, and a young dancer will be set free with the truth. Anabel took care of all her family, including you.”

    “Everyone can go home now.”

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    All Taehyung really wants is to get to know and become friends with the boy in his World Literature class with the sad crinkles around his eyes and the penchant for wearing soft, pastel sweaters that are too big for him.

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    26 Oct 2021

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    Hooking his chin over Jungkook’s shoulder, he reaches for his left hand and cradles it in his own, feeling his lip wobble at the haphazard lines. His heart aches like it’s never ached before, but he swallows past it and uncaps a marker at random. It’s purple. Jungkook’s favourite colour.

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    Taehyung stares into his cup of untouched camomile tea. “Can you… can you repeat like. All of that again?”
    Jungkook sips his own tea nervously. “All of it?”
    “Yeah.” Taehyung watches a few errant leaves drift around the bottom of his mug. “Or just like. That part about you being the personification for the concept of fate again?”
    “Well, that’s not quite it,” Jungkook mutters. “It’s more like… I’m the human vessel for it. I help carry out Fate's tasks."
    Taehyung looks up at Jungkook. “Right. Sorry. Go over the part about you being a human vessel for Fate again.”

    [Or: Jungkook knits a lot, and Taehyung learns about the behind-the-scenes of human connection.]

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    10 Sep 2021

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    “Do you know what colour your soul thread is?”

    Jungkook smiles. “My mom told me it’s purple.”

    “Oh!” Taehyung exclaims. “That’s my favourite colour.”

    “Is it?” Jungkook says. He throws a playful arm around Taehyung. “That must mean I’m your favourite person, right?”

    And Taehyung rolls his eyes, makes a face at Jungkook, but inside his heart is singing, you are, you are, I think maybe you are.

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    Taehyung has dedicated his whole life to the cause. Ever since he was seven years old, his only plan has been to dismantle — to demolish, to raze to the ground — a system that’s unjust, unfair, and unequal. For that reason, he has chosen to lead a burdensome life: the life of an unbonded Guide. And until he can kill the man responsible for his fate, he must remain unbonded.

    Fortunately, the bad-tempered Sentinel he has to train is the last man he would ever guide.

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    04 Jul 2021

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    Jeongguk looks stupefied, but still holds onto his doubt, trying to argue, “I don’t—”

    “It makes a man push his hand into your open chest and abandon his duty,” Taehyung states, hoping that his words reach Jeongguk with the solemnity that he means them to. “It makes a man selfish.”

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    Taehyung thinks he knows where this is going now. He smiles to himself. This wouldn’t be the first time after all. It likely won’t be the last. At least this time the man can be excused for not noticing him.

    Or, a one-shot series about this au's Taehyung and Jungkook's story, where Jungkook is a little too admired and Taehyung just puts up with it.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    28 Apr 2021

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    "Taehyung”, he whispers after a while, barely audible, his breath tickling Taehyung’s mouth, “sometimes I think this will never go away.”

    He doesn’t explain what he means with ‘this’, but Taehyung understands perfectly. He feels his heart skip a beat, literally. He closes his eyes, overcome by emotion again. He thinks he may actually be trembling.

    He presses his forehead to Jungkook’s and breathes back, “Me too, baby.”

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    After an accident takes away his sight, Jungkook learns that it’s easier to push people away than dealing with the pain of being pitied, or having them leave him. However, Taehyung is stubborn, attentive, and he wants nothing but to tear down the walls that Jungkook spent years building, guiding him through the dark.

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    28 Apr 2021

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    “I’m such an idiot.” they hear, followed by a fit of giggles. “I dropped my cane down the stairs so I just— sat down and bum slid until I got downstairs because the last time this happened I tripped.” Jungkook explains with another bubbly laugh. “My butt hurts now.”

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    If anything is as routine as Yoongi whining about the room filling with smoke before he helps add to it is Taehyung slipping away sometime throughout the night to feed his kissing addiction. Even though Jungkook has lips and is usually in hands reach of Taehyung, he’ll disappear and reappear moments later with someone else. It’s fine.

     

    It’s torture.

    [Or the one where Jungkook likes frogs, Taehyung, and thinks everyone else sucks.]

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    07 Mar 2021

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    jungkook: I think I want to try THE sex. u no, not just dick touching. like dick touching but with your butt
    taehyung: I’m not sure what you mean. Please explain with a lot of detail. Thx.

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    "I think there are things worse than death, personally." Taehyung says. The emptiness that manifests inside of me when I sleep alone in a bed I cannot fill by myself, the gaps in the human memory, the foolish need to care for things, caring is what he doesn't say.

    "I think you need to become the main voice-over for my documentary. You have some interesting thoughts the world can benefit from." Jeongguk smiles at him and the force of it is as good as a touch. Mere presence is enough, Taehyung finds himself remembering.

    He smiles back.

    (Or: Taehyung and Jeongguk are stuck on a nameless planet after a space mission goes awry. Despite the speedy decline in creative ways to kill time, they’re slow to catch onto each other.)

     

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    30 Jan 2021

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    "You know, sometimes," Jeongguk says leaning into the table to come closer to Taehyung, who's sitting on the opposite side, "You begin to say something like a universal fact and then it begins to sound increasingly personal and then I realize it's about you."

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    “What are you doing?” says Jeongguk, appalled. Why is this idiot trailing after him? Just what is he trying to accomplish?

    The bard snorts. “Isn’t it clear? I’m following you. I thought you witchers were shrewd or something.”

    or: as a witcher, Jeongguk has to deal with monsters and creatures of any kind. A bard by the name of Taehyung turns out to be much more difficult to deal with than everything he has ever encountered.

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    14 Dec 2020

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    Jeongguk doesn't like the name "witcher". It has been spit out at him with venom and hatred, because no one cared for his real name, because you don't give a name to a wild beast. But it sounds so sweet in Taehyung's mouth, like a term of endearment. Something like honey, darling, something like "my lovely witcher" and "Gguk", and Jeongguk, eyes closed, wonders how it’s possible for Taehyung to ruin him with a few syllables.

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    There’s one other thing that’s not changed. Besides the fact that Taehyung is just as bright, and brave, and beautiful as he was the day they met. That’s just fact. That’s just Taehyung. But it helps explain the other thing.

     

     

     

    Being that Jungkook is hopelessly and desperately in love with him.

     

     
    Always has been.

     

     

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    Jungkook has gotten pretty good at the whole tomb raiding gig.

    Taehyung complicates things.

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    02 Dec 2020

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    “You,” Jungkook says quietly, “scare the shit out of me. And you make me want to be brave at the same time.”

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    in the water just off the shore of a small fishing town lives a selkie called taehyung, who takes great joy in collecting treasures. his greatest treasure, one that he could never collect or take with him into the sea, is a fisherman's son called jungkook.

    taehyung's never found the courage to talk to him, until things change, one day.

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    09 Nov 2020

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    "the sea makes me feel that way—not my heart.”
    “then what does your heart long for?”

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    Jeongguk is trouble. Taehyung likes trouble a bit more than he probably should.

    Just don't tell Jimin about it.

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    09 Nov 2020

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    And Taehyung can’t see the piercings or the tattoos, all he sees is how young Jeongguk looks. How much he reminds Taehyung of himself, of how Taehyung was with all the boyfriends that didn’t treat him right in the past. But this time it isn’t Taehyung getting hurt, it’s Jeongguk. Jeongguk isn’t trouble; Taehyung is.

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    Blinking water out of his eyes, he turns to Taehyung. “You coming?"

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    09 Nov 2020

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    But sometimes, Jeongguk gets a feeling. About a place. About a person. He sees someone and thinks, "You. I’m going to know you for the longest time."

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    Jeongguk keeps ending up in Taehyung’s bed.

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    05 Nov 2020

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    He’s so caught up in his own thoughts that he fails to notice a single, telling detail - he never hears the sound of Taehyung’s bedroom door being shut behind him.

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    But every time he signs the inside page, the one with the dedication he wrote after deliberating over it for weeks, he feels his heart crack a little more.

    “To Portree, the fairies and J.J.”

    Taehyung arrives on the Isle of Skye with a suitcase, his writing materials and high hopes of breaking his writer's block. He leaves with his notebooks empty and his heart full and breaking.

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    05 Nov 2020

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    The sky eventually turns pale blue and everything is clear, and they’re both holding their breath, waiting for that sun.

    “Here she comes,” Jeongguk whispers.

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    When Jungkook was a lot younger, and didn’t know how to wall himself off, or that his body was this inexplicable thing liable to betray him, Hoseok used to joke that Jungkook had a huge crush on Taehyung. He teased Jungkook for his crestfallen looks when Taehyung chose another team, when he wouldn’t come watch Jungkook play video games, when he got the chance to leave practice early and actually did. “Give the poor kid a break,” Yoongi broke in at one point. “He won’t always get one.” Jungkook is older now, much more experienced at self-censorship. Sometimes he even just exists for long stretches of time, doesn’t consciously acknowledge how he’s always, always trying not to think too much about it. And then there are times like today in the recording booth, when he’s weak beneath it again.

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    11/11
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    05 Nov 2020

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    “You can kiss me literally wherever. You can kiss me in the middle of Anpanman in the Olympic Stadium.”

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    “You two have so much pent up frustration I can feel it radiating whenever you step in the same room.”

    “I think that’s their sexual tension.”

    “Oh, is that what they call hatred nowadays?”

    (Or, Jungkook just wants to make it through college and play soccer. A mortal enemy with benefits who also happens to be your team captain can make that pretty damn difficult)

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    1,624
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    106,887

    05 Nov 2020

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    He exhales shakily, “I guess I’ve got to face these fucking bees now, don’t I?”

    Yoongi and Seokjin frown, turning to look at each other. “What the hell does that mean?” Yoongi asks.

    “It means…” Jungkook sighs, finally lets it see the light, “Hyung, it means I’m so fucked.”

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    If love is a word, let it be a song.

     

    People rarely get a second chance at growing up. Somehow, Jeongguk lucks out.

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    524,423

    13 May 2020

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    "...he realizes that Jinhyung might have his eyes, might have his grandmother’s hair, but he frowns exactly like Taehyung"

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