Eluminium
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- Men's Hockey RPF (1)
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"It came down to, ok, maybe we need to start screaming at guys. I think younger guys need to take it more seriously when it comes to, you know, things change if you don’t win."
Yeah, he remembers saying that. And he's- he's not wrong! That's still true. You can't just coddle your way to the playoffs; sometimes, you need a kick in the ass. That's normal, that's life. That's hockey.
No matter what the kid in the mirror says.
Or: A trip through Jared McCann's fucked up mind palace and perpetuating cycles of trauma.
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The Wire Mother by nopaintjustpain
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
24 May 2026
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I lived with this hunger long before the Hail Mary. This is nothing new. I’m fine.
Right up until Rocky asks another question.
“When last time you touch other human person skin, question?”
Oh. Oh no. “When I… a few days after I first woke up here.”
Rocky starts to relax for a split second, but then tightens when something occurs to him.
“Grace crewmates dead when you wake up. You said this, statement. You not even know your own name, remember nothing, see dead bodies, confirm?”
I nod, because if I open my mouth I will gag.
“When last time Grace touch ALIVE human person, question.”
I swallow thickly. I don’t answer aloud because I know Rocky can hear the hitch in my breath. My stomach churns with fresh bile. He senses my vital signs tick over into stress patterns and goes very, very still again.
“Grace. When last time, question.”
I clench my jaw so hard my temples ache, and beg him with my eyes to just stop.
“Grace. Please say not when… when Evil Stratt humans put you to sleep.”
I can taste grass.
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AKA: Grace starves for more than just food on the journey to Erid.
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- Part 1 of Ave Maria
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16 May 2026
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I bet all I have on that furrowed brow by Lure3808
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
14 Jun 2026
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Grace is dying of all the deficiencies. Rocky is severely traumatized and trying to keep Grace alive and Adrian just had their long lost mate return with their salvation.
Erid meets its saviors.
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15 May 2026
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it's lonely out in space by Likelightinglass
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
19 Mar 2026
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Grace is touch starved.
Rocky can fix.
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- Part 1 of Platonic cuddling
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08 May 2026
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there is a dream and it sleeps in me (keeps me awake in the night crying, "set me free") by mxmarsbars
Fandoms: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
17 Dec 2025
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A sudden noise jolted Jimmy from his thoughts, and there it was. The familiar question and answer boxes on his screen, a timer up at the top. Okay. So he was here to ask him a question. Cool.
Was he going to test his redstone knowledge? Well, Jimmy wasn't all that good at it, but he knew some trap mechanics. Or maybe it was the same old festive game trivia? Not like Jimmy was any better at that, but…
His twitchy eyes flit to the question:
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Did you betray Impulse?
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Jimmy betrayed Impulse. Impulse comes back to make sure Jimmy knows.
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17 Dec 2025
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As Phoenix Wright hurries off through the courtroom doors, Trucy calls out, “See ya later, old boy!” She gets a wave in return, but behind Phoenix’s easy smile, Apollo can sense a deep uncertainty. He wonders if it’s anything like the worry that swirls in his own stomach, even now.
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Or: At nine years old, Apollo is shipped off to America to stay with his mother. The rest, as they say, is history.Series
- Part 1 of heartbreak kid
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22 Jul 2025