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    “Are you going to tell me what you were dreaming about?” Ilya murmurs, once they’ve collected themselves and melted into one another, the world coming to a halt around them. He feels his cock filling up again, now that their bodies are pressed together, Shane warm and solid beneath him.

    “Mm. You."

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    Ilya wakes up one night at the cottage to the love of his life humping his leg in his sleep. He can't think of anywhere else he'd rather be.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    He loves watching it bob between them, big and heavy and lewd, dripping more than it has any right to, as he fucks into the hot wet heat of him.

    “What’s the point of it, so big?”

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    Shane Hollander is hung.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Shane says, “You don’t wanna go raw?”

    Ilya drops the box of condoms. Looks at Shane. Shane looks back.

    “What?”

    “Do you want me to commit a felony?”

    “I think public indecency is usually a misdemeanor.”

    Ilya tries to bite him through his shirt.

    “Ow, ow, Ilya, stop that-”

    Ilya and Shane are thirty-five, married, and living their best happily ever after—until the plane they're in falls out of the sky and they wake up back in 2009. Of course they fuck about it.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Ilya wasn’t trying to kill himself that night. Suicide is something that belongs to his mother- he’s just lazy, and he wishes Shane would stop making excuses for him.

    Shane has everything under control. His body is a tool, the one that’s given him both his career and his relationship, and he wishes Ilya would stop prying into the way he maintains it.

    or: Ilya learns a whole lot more about his mother, Shane remembers a whole lot more about his childhood, and they both get diagnosed.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    In late October, Ilya picks up some kind of freakish Canadian flu that dogs him into November.

    It is the weirdest shit. He has to duck out of practice because his nose starts bleeding twice in one week and he wakes up in a hotel in Columbus with another one that leaves stains on the pillow. On the flight back to Ottawa, Hazy drops into the seat next to Ilya midflight and asks, "This isn't, like, a cocaine thing, right?"

    Ilya laughs so hard it's probably a little rude.

    They have a plan. Ilya's body has a different plan.

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    25 Jul 2026