EmilytheSlayer
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a melancholic sense towards ambivalence by EmilytheSlayer
Fandoms: Girl Interrupted (1999)
27 Jun 2024
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She’s ambivalent about change. She just wants out. She wants a new life.
A year after her experience at Claymoore, Susanna is trying to live her life as a writer after recovering from the events the year before. When she receives an unexpected phone call from Valerie, Susanna finds herself reconnecting with past friends and past experiences, all the while trying to determine whether or not “ambivalence” is still her favourite word, or perhaps, she has found it already within herself. However, life isn’t always fair, and the brain can be a bit messy sometimes.
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lost behaviours of a self-destructive mind by EmilytheSlayer
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
08 Apr 2024
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(working title, might change)
a collection of random "missing" scenes in my version of season 6 - exploring Buffy's depression further - self-harm, experimenting with drugs, and other methods of self-destructive behaviours that I believe should've been shown, diving into her relationship with Spike, the relationship with her friends, their own internal struggles, and the battle she fights in her mind after being torn away from Heaven. All she wants it so feel it again.
(eventually i plan for the "missing" scenes to connect together like an anthology over time)
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i think you're really beautiful by EmilytheSlayer
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
30 Mar 2024
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set during season 6.
buffy and spike share a moment of solace under the moonlit sky.
(not a part of the "self-destructive" series)
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Buffy is having a bad day. Things are hard. She wants nothing more than to sleep and ignore her responsibilities.
When she decides to get a hold of her life and take a trip to the grocery store, she runs into a familiar someone, and her day quickly unfolds into something potentially better.
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Coming back hasn't been easy for Buffy, and her friends aren't helping. Feeling more miserable than she already was, knowing her self-control has disappeared, Buffy feels useless. Her self-control was the only thing that kept her from falling apart. Now that it's gone, Buffy struggles to try and find it again.
Her friends want to see their leader get better, they want their leader to be happy and perfect again. Under all that pressure, how far will Buffy go to reach perfection and get back the control she once had?
Meanwhile, Spike struggles on coming to terms of his relationship with Buffy. But when he sees that she's falling apart, her friends too blind to notice, he knows he's the only one that can save her from the demons inside.
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Buffy's afraid of drowning. She figures she should be afraid of heights now, too. Set early/mid season six.
Bookmarked by EmilytheSlayer
10 Oct 2015
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They say that being born is the most traumatic thing that will ever happen to you; that's why no one remembers it.
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- Part 3 of Buffy Drabbles
Bookmarked by EmilytheSlayer
10 Oct 2015
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red turns into green turning into yellow by lionheartedgirl
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
29 Jun 2015
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It comes back to quickly and too slow. The violence comes easily. She has it down, throws her body into it. It is muscle memory as she destroys the monsters around her. She was made to destroy, to change the world, to be strong and make sure the world did not suffer. She was not made to be indestructible herself, to not suffer herself.
(set very early S6, my look into how Buffy was adjusting to life again, the little things, and her dealing with her depression and the expectations of the world around her.)
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10 Oct 2015
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oneshot. At the end of the series, after the battle & they're all looking back at the destroyed Sunnydale. Instead of being happy about winning the fight, Buffy can't seem to get her mind or heart off of something else, something that could still kill her.
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10 Oct 2015
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Buffy looks at Dawn and feels nothing.
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10 Oct 2015