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    While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    “Got someone special waiting for you?”

    Shane’s breath hitches and he looks up, big, brown orbs settling on the person behind the camera. There’s a blush crawling across his freckles, his voice unsteady as he answers.

    “I wanted to celebrate with Lily, but she isn’t here.”

    The video ends shortly after, and the internet collectively loses its mind. Within minutes #FindLily is trending across all social media platforms, women from across the globe begging Shane to dump her ass.

    OR on the night that Shane wins the cup for a second year in a row, the internet learns of Lily and goes absolutely nuts.
    Inevitably, so does Ilya Rozanov.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Steve almost whispers, “We’re, uh… we’re doing this then?”

    Eddie swallows, pretends it’s not basically a gulp. He nods, pretends it’s not a little frantic.

    “You’re sure?” Steve says, moving closer to Eddie as if to test the waters.

    “Yes,” Eddie says.

    Steve closes the rest of the distance so they’re sitting with their legs pressed against each other. He tentatively reaches out, taking hold of Eddie’s hand where it rests on his knee, like it’s the easiest way to establish physical contact.

    Steve looks up at him, earnest as Eddie’s ever seen him. “You’re totally, completely, and one-hundred percent sure you want to do this?”

    Eddie tries and fails not to roll his eyes and groan.

    “Like I said, I am sure, so please, for the love of all that is good and holy, do not make me beg you to fuck me,” Eddie says, grateful that his voice isn’t shaking like the rest of his body.

    (or: Eddie tries not to lose his ever loving mind when his best friend Steve offers to take his virginity)

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    14 Apr 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is one of the best hockey players in the world. He has laser focus, incredible coordination, and arguably the softest hands in the league. He's hardworking and passionate and precise, and will not stop at anything until he's happy with his results.

    He's going to completely ace this pottery class.

    OR: Shane vs. his idea of perfection, crammed not-so-neatly into one 3-hour session

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    14 Apr 2026