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    The wolf beneath Shane's skin is not some committed leader, intent on controlling others. Yes, his designation fits well with his need to protect those he loves. To protect innocents. But, his alpha status is not the same caliber as Ilya Rozanov's.

            In this moment, it's both good and bad news. If Ilya manages to do what his brother has tasked him with, Shane won't suffer too much in changing designations. The pride in him is attached to his accomplishments, not whether or not he can pop a knot. But on the other hand, his flexibility practically guarantees that, with enough time and effort, Ilya will succeed. They will end up permanently mated. All because Shane couldn't sleuth stealthily enough.

    Or, Agent Shane Hollander gets caught, cover blown. It's up to Ilya, their confidential informant, to save him. But will the price be worth it?

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    06 Jul 2026

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    After a brutal game full of cheap shots and uglier words, Shane is furious that Luca threw himself into danger to defend him. Luca is just as furious that Shane thinks he could have done anything else.

    In the visitors’ locker room, with Ilya watching and years of restraint unraveling, a fight about hockey becomes a confession none of them can take back.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Going so long without that type of mind-melting, pure relief had Shane wound tight and buzzing, despite the sheer amount of orgasms Ilya had wrung out of him already. He wanted Ilya’s dick, long and thick, occupying every inch of his mouth. He wanted to run his tongue along it, suck at the tip, choke and gag as it hit the back of his throat. It had Shane wanting to claw his own skin off, or maybe bury himself underneath Ilya’s.

    He just needed it, okay? And was that really so bad? To need to choke on your boyfriend’s thick cock, filling up your mouth to the point you can’t think of anything else?

    …Okay, maybe it was a little bad.

    or; Shane is embarrassed of his all-consuming need to get his mouth on his boyfriend's dick. Ilya is more than happy to oblige.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

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    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    17 May 2026

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    Chapter 5