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    It’s okay during the day—well no, it’s not okay. Sam will clap Dean on the back or shoulder, Jack will brush against his arm when they’re standing side by side at the stove. And what used to feel so normal—good even—will feel like too much to handle. 

    Eileen and Sam will hold hands or give each other cheek kisses, and Dean will have to bear feeling so happy for his brother and yet so jealous at the same time. That’s just it, during the day, Dean’s distracted and has reason to keep a tight lid on his crap. But at night—

    He keeps himself awake until he absolutely can’t keep his eyes open anymore. Then he lies alone in his bed in the dark, and the monster comes—like a hermit crab, it tries to claw its way out of its shell, out of him. It knows nothing but want, and fear of what it wants. 

    Unable to stand it, Dean’s fingers will curl into the sheets and his heart will race and his throat will feel like there’s a scream lodged in it. Not even his old trick with the hot water bottle can lull his body into believing it's not alone. It’s not working anymore, not since his body got a taste of the real deal. Not since he’s been hugged and kissed and his hand has been held.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    "Castiel?" Sam calls out, carefully. Both of them lower their guns but don’t put them away, yet: there’s no sign of a struggle, but the guy did just break out of an insane asylum by squishing an orderly. With a bureau that he shouldn't have been able to move. "We're not gonna hurt you. We're here to help. My name is Sam. This is my brother, Dean."

    There's a loud silence. Dean can hear the wind rustling through the structure.

    A deep voice suddenly speaks up. It’s coarse and raspy and sounds like it hurts coming out; he’s never heard anything like it. It sends shivers down Dean's spine.

    "Dean?” the man asks. “Dean Winchester?"

    (A Season 4 AU: what if the fallen angel Dean and Sam ran into was Castiel, not Anna?)

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    04 Jun 2026

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    15 May 2026

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    Castiel doesn’t know how he got from the Empty to the floor of a barn. The last thing he remembers is saying his confession before falling with Dean onto the hay. And Dean has been different since his rescue, has thrown out all boundaries he’d ever said were customary. Humans always manage to surprise Castiel. Dean surprises him most of all.

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    15 May 2026

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    Cas dies. The world disappears. Dean stops eating.

    Cas dies. The world comes back. Jack leaves. Dean stops eating.

    Cas dies, and Dean stops eating, and he keeps on dreaming.

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    (“You’ll be gone by the time I come back,” Cas says sadly.

    Dean smiled at him, content and serene, and slowly signed, rusty from lack of use, “I can’t stop.”)

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    14 May 2026

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    “Take me,” Dean says. He doesn’t have to think about it. “Take me as your vessel, Cas.”

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    or: Cas is cursed into an endless sleep. Dean offers himself up as his vessel while they try to break it.

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    13 May 2026

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    When Castiel receives a text from a stranger, he finds himself engaging in conversations daily. He's drawn to the outgoing college student and longs to interact with the other man as often as he can. Slowly, he finds himself falling in love with the other and can't imagine ever meeting a more beautiful person.

    The only problem?

    He's never actually met this other man.

    *A/N: Time Stamps continually added at the end.

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    09 May 2026

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    A 14.13 Lebanon rewrite. When Dean uses a wish-granting pearl to try and kill the archangel Michael before he can escape the cage in Dean's head, they instead wind up with a newly-resurrected John Winchester.

    It's been more than a decade since John died, and a lot has changed: Mary is alive, Sam and Dean have what passes for a proper home in the Men of Letters Bunker, and they're living with angels. John doesn't know angels are real, he doesn't know about the fragile new relationship between Dean and Castiel, and most of all, he doesn't know that Dean said yes to Michael, or that Dean's plan to defeat Michael would send him to a fate worse than death.

    Now Dean must contend with both his father asking questions he can't answer, and his loved ones learning about the darker truths of his childhood, all while constantly battling the archangel trapped inside him. But Dean coming to terms with his history may be the difference between this being the beginning of a journey—or the end.

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    08 May 2026

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    Dean’s expression is dubious where he cocks up one eyebrow. “Cas, this isn’t- There’s nothing I can do about it, okay?” The walls of him, the barb of him that had been there when Castiel stepped into the bathroom, has been reduced to nothing. In these sorts of moments, Dean willingly shows his hurt. And maybe- maybe he will let Castiel help after all. “It’s just… in my head.”

    “There’s nothing you can do about it.”

    Dean blinks at him, startled.

    “Like I said, there’s something I could try.”

    Looking down to his hands, then back up to Castiel, Dean seems to hesitate. “And it’ll- it’s not just more soap is it?”

    “No, Dean,” the beginnings of something fond make the corners of Castiel’s lips twitch, “it’s not more soap.”

    or the one where castiel imagines them all a peaceful cowboy life and helps dean wash his hands

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    04 May 2026

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    When something goes wrong on a hunt and Castiel is exorcised from his vessel, there’s only one option to save him: saying yes. And of course Dean’s going to say yes and let Castiel in. That’s his best friend. He just didn’t account for the whole “seeing each other’s thoughts and feelings” part of possession. Oops.

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    01 May 2026

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    A Curse of Obedience is cast on Dean. Dean finds himself forced to obey every “order” given to him (very literally). Worse, the witch made sure that he can’t even tip off Sam or Cas with what’s going on. Will either of them figure it out? Or will Dean be stuck doing what they say (even if it isn’t what they mean)?

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    30 Apr 2026

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    The Winchesters, Castiel, and Jack discover the Men of Letters hid away a weapon that may be able to kill Michael. The only problem: it can only be used with John Winchester's blood. When Rowena performs a spell to temporarily bring John back, Dean runs into another problem. His father doesn't approve of his angel, and Castiel isn't too impressed with John either.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    When Dean accidentally gets his first look at Cas’s true form, he freaks out. After that, he also notices a couple things: Cas’s wings look like they need some serious TLC, and his eyes are almost all the same shade of red.

    Cas never thought Dean would see his angel form. He never thought Dean would see how disheveled his wings were, and more importantly, he never thought Dean would see his true eyes. The red signifies love for a human, and Dean can’t know about that.

    But when Dean offers to groom Cas’s wings, Cas can’t help but let him, even if it means letting Dean see his true form again. As Dean takes care of Cas’s wings, it becomes harder and harder for them both to hide how they feel about each other.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    It’s September 18, 2008. Castiel is being deployed to rescue Dean Winchester from Hell.

    He lands in Dean Winchester’s motel room in 2003. Things go from there.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “How the fuck do you know my name?” Dean hisses.

    The man doesn’t look scared. He is watching Dean like there is nothing else worth watching, lips a little parted, eyes a little soft. And blue. Real blue, like the ocean on a postcard.

    The ice spreading down Dean’s spine makes him shiver.

    “I suppose you could say I’m your guardian angel,” the man murmurs. His breath fogs pale between them. All of him is unnaturally warm, like Dean’s touching somebody with the sun sewn up beneath their skin. “I have known you, Dean Winchester, for a very long time.”

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    Dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. It all gets a lot more complicated from there.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    When Dean's human vulnerabilities expose themselves in the form of sickness, Castiel wrestles with his angelic instincts on protecting and caring for his human in a very non-human way.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Sam's world tips on its axis after his girlfriend dies in a fire and his brother is the only thing that keeps him from drowning. Despite his every intention to hunt down the demon that killed both Jessica and his mother 22 years ago and then returning to his studies, that plan grows more and more distant.
    The ever-presence of Dean's care morphs into something else over time, born from the need for comfort and fueled by danger and desperation, and Sam realizes something about the both of them. But transitioning from being brothers that are just beginning to find their way around each other again to something more, something that could potentially destroy them for good, is anything but easy.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    After the disastrous but effective removal of the Mark, Sam and Dean Winchester suddenly face a life without allies or a reason to keep hunting, so they leave their old life behind them in flames. They re-emerge from the ashes as Sam and Dean Wesson, residents of Misty Luna, Maine-- a town with a personality all its own. As they settle into civilian life, they gain careers, a home, good friendships and the kind of fulfillment they never thought possible. But with nothing left to fight, the underbelly of their particular kind of love is thrown into sharp relief, especially considering the whole town thinks they’re married, anyway. After dancing around their feelings for the past twenty years, Sam and Dean find a peace they never knew existed, and through it all, they find each other again. And maybe, just maybe, forever. Curtain!fic. Canon divergence after 10x21, “Dark Dynasty.”

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “Where am I?”

    The man startled, looking up at him with wide eyes. “Shit.”

    John knew that face, even if he didn’t know every wrinkle and scar on it, he knew his son. “Sam?”

    "Dad,” Sam said, looking down at the book, then up at him. “Uh, look, I can explain.”

    “Explain quicker,” John said, lowering his gun, but not clicking the safety on.

    “Short story? You’re… a memory.” Sam winced.

    “What.”

    “Dean and I were hunting a Baku, someone summoned one to feed on their negative emotions, but it got loose and started feeding on good, bad, any kind of memory it was hungry for. We were looking for a spell to trap it, but, uh, our Japanese isn’t as good as Bobby’s apparently and Dean had disappeared somewhere in his memories with a Baku on his tail. I’m trying to… to pull him out.”

    “And you pulled me out.” John’s eyes flicked down to his journal, open on the table.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Sam has a nightmare about Hell. Dean hears him thrashing and storms into his room, instantly soothing him with the same tone he used when Sam was a kid: steady, protective, grounding.

    “You’re not a problem; you’re my favorite thing to be good at.”

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    24 Mar 2026

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