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    Shane: Did it hurt when I pushed you into the boards?

    Ilya: no not really.

    Shane: i guess you dont need me to kiss it better then. thats all

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    a silly texting fic between Shane and Ilya set in the long game

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    05 Jul 2026

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    The words sliced through Ilya’s confusion. His own voice from over a week ago, echoed in the sudden, ringing silence of his mind: “You can have sex with other men when we’re apart.”

    No.

    No no no.

    Ilya blinked rapidly, fighting back the hot press of his own tears. The sheer, utter wrongness of it all was suffocating. Shane, on his knees, apologizing for being hurt. Shane, calling himself a burden. Shane, begging for the bare minimum of affection because he thought… he thought Ilya wanted this.

    (or, what happens when Shane does go and sleep with another man and utterly breaks because of it)

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    05 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    “Why am I not enough?” Shane sobs out finally. After an eternity of silence between them.
    And Shane throws a brick at Ilya’s chest.
    Ilya freezes and Shane finally looks at him. Broken, ripped open.
    Shane is enough. 
Shane is all he needs.
    He would give up everything if Shane asked him to because Shane is his oxygen.
    Why would he think this?

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    A quiet night apart turns into something neither of them expected when Ilya comes home different, and Shane can’t shake the feeling that something is wrong. What starts as distance and confusion quickly spirals into tension neither of them knows how to name.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Ilya was just making a suggestion. A selfless one, really. If Shane wanted to sleep with other people, he didn’t think it was fair to try to stop him.

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    03 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ilya has been working as a part-time phone sex operator to help pay off his family’s debts back home in Russia. It’s always been just a job to him - an extra way to make ends meet while also playing for the Boston Raiders. That is until a familiar Canadian voice calls, and a deeper connection starts to form.

    Or, what if Ilya worked for a sex hotline and Shane called after draft night

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    03 Jul 2026