1 - 20 of 1,450 Bookmarks by Fishball138

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    In his efforts to become the best captain possible, Shane accidentally cultivates among his teammates a debilitating praise kink.

    (Or, the unforeseen consequences of prolonged and repeated exposure to Shane Hollander's beautiful big brown bottom eyes, and its documented effects on a worrisomely increasing number of professional hockey players.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    27,806
    Chapters:
    3/5
    Comments:
    1,379
    Kudos:
    5,881
    Bookmarks:
    2,128
    Hits:
    82,548

    14 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Dnf absolute crack tho hahhajajajaa

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander suffers a career ending injury in Metros training camp derailing his pro hockey dreams before they even start. He is forced to come to terms with who he is without his sport and find a new direction. Ilya Rozanov with nobody around to push him has lost his love for the game. More than a decade later, the new team doctor brings up old feelings that never had the space to grow all those years ago, but are now growing out of control.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    164,575
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
    1,270
    Kudos:
    2,395
    Bookmarks:
    1,149
    Hits:
    94,800

    14 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “I don’t want to wait anymore,” Shane says. “I need the whole fucking world to know how much I love you.”
    “Shane,” Ilya croaks as Shane reveals a fucking ring box. “What the fuck.”
    “I know you said you wanted to propose to me at the cottage on the dock and I’m sorry for stealing your moment -”
    “No you’re not,” Ilya interrupts, tears flowing freely down his cheeks because Shane Fucking Hollander is down on one knee for him in the middle of the fucking ice rink where they just won the fucking Stanley Cup together. The crowd might be silent or they might be screaming - Ilya has no fucking idea because nothing exists outside of Shane Fucking Hollander on one knee for him at centre ice.

    or

    Six times Shane surprised Ilya and one time Ilya surprised Shane. Featuring Shane loving Ilya out loud, torturing Ilya with increasingly NSFW selfies, a wedding, and both of them continuing to be surprised by the depth of their love for each other.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,611
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    70
    Kudos:
    1,236
    Bookmarks:
    307
    Hits:
    11,476

    14 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander was a generational hockey talent. That's over. Now he is going through the motions as a rookie player on Canada's Sled Hockey Paralympic Team.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Captain of the Russian team and the best sled hockey player in the world. The whole world. He'd be the first to tell you.

    A Sled Hockey Heated Rivalry AU where I keep the rivalry and take away all the legs. Parallels the events of the Heated Rivalry book/ Heated Rivalry sn 1.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    133,047
    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    407
    Kudos:
    769
    Bookmarks:
    185
    Hits:
    21,794

    14 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Chpt 3

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya Rozanov is happier than he’s ever been and it’s all due to Jane. And yet, for some reason that Cliff can’t fathom, he refuses to propose to her. Cliff’s had enough. Rozy is going to buy a ring today.

    Cue Ilya buying a men’s engagement ring.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,530
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    161
    Kudos:
    4,930
    Bookmarks:
    496
    Hits:
    17,040

    13 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Rose Landry’s texts are leaked, Shane is outed not only as gay, but as an enthusiastic and talented bottom and deepthroater. He panics over being the literal embodiment of every locker room slur but gets advice for dealing with his next team practice:

    It’s time to get cocky. It’s time to own it.

    Or: Ilya grapples with top privilege and Shane gets to embrace bottom pride in the locker room.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,249
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    218
    Kudos:
    7,376
    Bookmarks:
    1,115
    Hits:
    37,205

    13 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya is sipping a cappuccino and watching Shane do very perverted yoga when he realizes that he doesn’t want to die.

    It’s a dumb series of thoughts. He sees Shane bend over, neatly folding himself into a hunchback as his hands flatten by his feet, and Ilya thinks, I bet he’s going to love it when we’re old and grey and he can outrace me with my stupid hip replacement. And then he realizes that not only does he anticipate being old and grey enough to need a hip replacement, but that he actually wants to get there.

    -

    Or: the existential crisis that happens when you’ve been depressed your whole life and then realize, suddenly, in your thirties, that you’re happy enough with your life that you no longer want to die.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,619
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    283
    Kudos:
    5,529
    Bookmarks:
    980
    Hits:
    28,982

    13 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “It is the worst day of my life,” Ilya declares, throwing himself dramatically onto one of the kitchen stools. “I went to go get lunch at Russian place I like, the one with lamb pelmeni? They had sign on the door. They are closing. Forever.”

    -

    Or: Ilya’s favorite Russian restaurant in Ottawa is going out of business. There is only one thing Shane “Mr. Real Estate” Hollander can do.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,728
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    364
    Kudos:
    13,355
    Bookmarks:
    2,484
    Hits:
    66,452

    13 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Scott can’t stand Ilya Rozanov. Sure, Rozanov is a generational wunderkind, but he’s also annoying as hell and always ready with a chirp.

    “Do you have a spot in the nursing home yet, Hunter? I am hearing from my grandma they go fast!”

    “Are you getting tired? It must be past your bedtime already!”

    “What kind of skating is that? Is your arthritis acting up again?”

    Scott’s age is Rozanov’s favorite topic, but now that Scott has come out, he shudders to think about what Rozanov will throw at him this season.

    Or, 5 times Rozanov makes fun of Scott for being old, and 1 time he makes fun of Scott for being gay.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,885
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    287
    Kudos:
    6,015
    Bookmarks:
    1,146
    Hits:
    26,689

    13 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    His father would accuse him of being weak, of letting his heart lead him to stupid places. But for once in his life, Ilya can’t bring himself to care about this. He wants Shane. He wants to coax his boyfriend into ordering takeout from that place they like around the corner from Ilya’s apartment and cheating on his diet a little. Then he wants to blow him on the couch, and he wants Shane to ride him. They can shower afterwards and put some highlights on the TV before falling asleep and ignoring Shane’s alarm the next morning. He wants the peace they had at the cottage during the season, to steal those moments and get to exhale.

    --
    Inspired by this tweet by @paulasoldestson: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,114
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    412
    Kudos:
    24,630
    Bookmarks:
    4,424
    Hits:
    181,154

    13 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    15,106
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    447

    13 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    @IlyaRozanov_81 ✅

    Hockey season boring right now 😴 so I found a new hobby. OnlyFans coming soon. You want to see my real skills? Not just on the ice 😏

    Follow there for exclusive content: onlyfans.com/ilyarozanov81

    @rozanovmouthguard: An Ilya Rozanov OnlyFans was not on my new year’s bingo card but OKAY

    @hockeydommymommy: If I subscribe and he doesn't post a video of him trying to put on skinny jeans when his thighs are too big I want my money back!

    In which a fake OnlyFans account of Ilya Rozanov goes viral, turning into the NHL’s worst nightmare. Ilya finds the whole thing deeply entertaining and immediately starts encouraging the bit.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,772
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    4
    Comments:
    293
    Kudos:
    6,125
    Bookmarks:
    904
    Hits:
    28,702

    13 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    5+1

    5 times the Centaurs and other GC friends think Ilya is being a pushy or bossy twat to Shane, and one time they see Shane's true colors.

    Aka, that one time Shane walked Ilya like a dog in front of the Cens and they all had to recalibrate their opinion of their captain's relationship

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,203
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    630
    Kudos:
    8,354
    Bookmarks:
    1,219
    Hits:
    51,192

    13 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    'This is what happens when the social media manager for the Ottawa Centaurs just finished rewatching the entirety of The Office for the 3rd time'

    “What a fucking nerd,” Ilya laughed, his eyes following Shane across the ice. The camera swung between them before eventually landing back on Ilya.

    “I want to eat him,”

    Luca blinked at him, horror slowly etching onto his face.

    “Like...sexually or...literally?

    Behind the camera, Harris cleared his throat to remind them of his presence. Ilya’s eyes never left Shane, who was still berating Troy by citing some charts from his clipboard.

    “Yes,” 

    Haas looked into the camera in utter fear.

    Alternatively, The Office Fic

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    39,725
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    1,289
    Kudos:
    22,025
    Bookmarks:
    6,059
    Hits:
    301,507

    13 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    an impulsive decision to snoop through ilya's phone for jane's contact leads to cliff marleau forming one of the closest friendships with someone he's ever had. unbeknownst to him, his new best friend is actually shane hollander.

    a canon divergent in which cliff marleau befriends jane, and accidentally forms the friendship of a lifetime ;-)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    153,456
    Chapters:
    43/?
    Comments:
    3,146
    Kudos:
    7,051
    Bookmarks:
    2,040
    Hits:
    193,496

    12 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Dnf chpt 19

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Hollander as an opponent has always been focused and precise and an absolute nightmare for a defenseman, the kind of player you dread facing.

    Hollander as a teammate is…well, he’s still focused and precise, and intense about every drill and lift and film session to the point of being more than a little intimidating.

    Hollander on five-and-a-half beers and just as many chalupas is something else entirely.

    OR,

    The Centaurs get to know Shane Hollander.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,724
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    14
    Comments:
    694
    Kudos:
    15,634
    Bookmarks:
    3,168
    Hits:
    110,176

    12 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane’s eyes snap open. Wait a second.

    “Ilya,” Shane says, propping himself up on his elbows. “Ilya, wake up.”

    Ilya makes a pained noise, eyes still shut. “I shut curtains already.”

    “It’s not that. Ilya, hey. Don’t go back to sleep.” Ilya tries to bury back into Shane’s chest, but adrenaline knifes through Shane’s hangover long enough for him to peel Ilya off and roll him into his back. Ilya blinks blearily up at him, starfished in the sheets. Beautiful and naked and missing his mother’s cross.

     

    OR: When Ilya’s cross goes missing after the Centaurs celebrate their first Stanley Cup win, Shane is determined to get it back. And so are the Centaurs. And the rest of Ottawa.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,038
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    602
    Kudos:
    19,270
    Bookmarks:
    3,946
    Hits:
    114,156

    12 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Alternate Title: Shane Hollander: Stanley Cup Winner, Accidental Dog Sitter

    Shane: Is this Ilya Rozanov?
    Unknown number: no
    Shane: Oh, but the dog collar had this number.
    Unknown Number: What? What dog collar? What are you talking about?
    Shane: I'm Shane Hollander.
    Shane: I have your dog.
    Unknown Number: Is this ransom threat?
    Unknown Number: Did you kidnap my dog?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,626
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    635
    Kudos:
    18,148
    Bookmarks:
    2,787
    Hits:
    84,559

    12 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    148,928
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    8,472
    Kudos:
    20,239
    Bookmarks:
    8,186
    Hits:
    637,995

    12 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Spoilers for The Long Game. Post-Canon.

    The start of Ottawa's season feels like a promise. Ilya finally has all the people he loves in one place, a team that can keep up with him, the whole world knows he and Shane love each other, and they have the sweetest, most perfect dog. So why is he so nervous about their first game against Montreal?

    AKA Protective Ilya Rozanov momentarily forgets his husband is still the hockey prodigy he fell in love with at first freckle in Saskatchewan.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,496
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    878
    Kudos:
    12,516
    Bookmarks:
    3,936
    Hits:
    264,768

    11 Jun 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation