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    Ilya wished he hadn’t chosen Shane. He said it himself. It may have been in Russian, but Shane understood him. And now, Shane had to fix it. He could make Ilya happy again. He could.

    After the almost-plane crash, Shane comes to the gut-wrenching realization that if he wants Ilya to be happy, he'll have to do the most painful thing imaginable.

    He'll have to let Ilya go.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    On the morning of his twenty-sixth birthday, Ilya Rozanov receives exactly one gift from his Husband: a whispered "Happy birthday, baby."
    And then Shane Hollander goes back to answering emails.
    By 6 p.m., Ilya is convinced he's forgotten.
    By 7 p.m., Shane has accidentally broken Instagram.
    By 9 p.m., Ilya is crying over a boarding pass from six years ago.
    And by midnight, he discovers that Shane has apparently been collecting evidence of their love story since before either of them knew they were in one.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    It’s perhaps the sweetest Svetlana has ever known Ilyusha to be. She has always been granted access to the more affectionate side of Ilyusha, the one that he rarely shows to anyone else, but it was never anything compared to this. This tenderness, this adoration, that he gives so freely to Shane. It’s like her best friend is a completely different person right now, and she starts to wonder if maybe she was wrong earlier.

    Maybe, instead of being too boring for Ilyusha, perhaps Shane Hollander is giving him the space to become something soft. Something without walls, or masks, or armour.

    (Or, 5 times people doubt their love for each other, and 1 time they are certain of it.)

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Hayden watches Shane, almost expecting him to go, "wow, I was hacked while we were at practice, look at these weird messages!". But no such luck. Shane smiles.

    A real smile, a big one, his text from Lily smile. God, Hayden was so sure they were sending each other endless strings of heart emojis and "I miss you more" "no, I miss you more"s, not…that. Never in a million years would he have guessed that.

    Or: 5 times someone's shocked to learn that Shane's a little freaky, +1 time someone isn't

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    18 Jun 2026

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    On June 17th, 2017, Ilya Rozanov is declared dead following the crash of Air Canada Flight 11040.

    On June 24th, he comes back to life.

    Shane spends the intervening week on a silent retreat, more or less.

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    17 Jun 2026