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    “Hey,” Shane said quickly, breathless. “It’s me.”

    “...Hello, Hollander.” Rozanov’s voice was deep and solemn.

    “Are you okay?”

    A short laugh echoed down the phone. “What do you think?”

    Shane cringed at himself. “Right, sorry. Stupid question.”

    “Is fine.” Rozanov sighed. “I am okay, I suppose… I do not know.”

    “I’m… I’m sorry.”

    “Why? You are not the one who sold story.”

    ~~

    The coach's son from Ilya's youth sells his story, and Ilya is left to pick up the pieces. Hollander helps more than he could have ever expected.

     

    set early 2016, pre-tuna melt

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane realizes that Ilya has no emergency contacts and that it takes three years of being married to a Canadian before you can apply for citizenship. Ever the practical man he is, Shane decides they should get married that summer. Ever the sentimental man, Ilya refuses to take off the ring all summer. When the season starts up again, Ilya is in his last season at Boston, and someone realizes that the playboy Ilya Rozanov has a ring tan.

    —-----

    Or, I force Ilya to finally reach out and get a support system because that man needs community.

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    19 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Svetlana and Ilya do not talk about their mothers, or Sasha, or the first woman Svetlana falls in love with. They fuck, and they watch hockey, and somewhere down the line, Svetlana decides that this has to be enough.
    Svetlana does not call her mother, and she will not talk about Ilya’s mother with him. God, she wonders, why did it have to be Irina?

    Svetlana Vetrova is smart enough to know when to keep her mouth shut. Shane Hollander is too stupid to ever let Ilya open his.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    When Ilya casually suggests marrying Svetlana, Shane remembers he's The Shane Hollander and calls Ilya on his bluff.

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    19 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    "Promise me you will not freak out."
    "Now I'm starting to worry."
    "You know those stories people read on internet? About drunk people making bad choices..."
    Shane tilted his head slightly, his eyebrows raised, his eyes pleading for him to just get to the point.
    "It turns out that last night..."
    Ilya was cut off by a notification on Shane’s phone.
    "‘I deny all responsibility for decisions made by your husband this weekend,’" Shane read aloud, showing the screen to Ilya.

     

    or

    Ilya leaves for Boston to meet Cliff, ready for a reunion weekend with his best friend that promises plenty of action…

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “Alright,” Harris says. “Since Luca brought it up, how well do you know your teammate?”

    “We are married. You know this, yes?” Ilya stresses with a small smile.

    “Exactly.” Harris says with a wink.

    Ilya nudges Shane’s leg with his knee. “Don’t embarrass yourself.”

    (ie. centaurs media day goes off the rails but it also was never on the rails to begin with. feat. public hollanov)

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    18 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 19

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    An inside through the Secret Society of Stick Handlers group chat

    Ilya: I just realized something!
    Ilya: Most of you came out to me first!!!
    Dinosaur 🦖: What are you talking about?
    Dinosaur 🦖: Eric came out to Kyle first and I doubt Pricey did either
    Dinosaur 🦖: Hate to break it to you but Hollander and Barrett aren't most
    Sugar Daddy 🍼💸: Roz, I don't think going up to someone and saying ‘you're gay, and you're into that guy’ counts as coming out to you
    Dinosaur 🦖: Wait what? How many of you have had that particular conversation with Rozanov?

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    18 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 52

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    Cens Media📷📱: now
    Emily: Okay. We will see what….
    + 20 more

    Instagram:
    (@censnhl) Ottawa Centaurs DM from TimGagnon:
    On veut pas un autre "mec" gay sur notre équipe. Échange-les.
    +99 more

    Twitter:
    @censnhl is homosexuality contagious in your locker room?
    + 99 more

    Facebook:
    (Ottawa Centaurs) Comment on your recent post: Barrett and now Rozy?....
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    Roz Support System
    Coach Wiebe🏒: I’m going to his place to talk to him. Will let you all…
    +24 more

    or: the centaurs react to the fanmail video

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    18 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 49

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    During the Summer before his first season as a Centaur, Shane is asked what advice he would give himself if he could go back to his draft day. He might have let something a little too honest out.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    "Shane, do you have any comment on allegations that your on-ice performance declined after you started your affair with Rozanov? Have you seen the blogger who has been re-analyzing your stats and making that case?"

    Shane wrinkled his brow. "Don't call it an affair," he said, reflexively. "That makes it sound like we were cheating. And no, no comment."

    "I will comment," Ilya said. "It is ridiculous."

    "I'm sorry," Shane said, his brain just now catching up to the second half of the question. He really hated the word "affair." It had distracted him. Too much, apparently. "Did you say something about my stats?"

    ----

    Or: Shane had no intention of giving the press any information about when he and Ilya started hooking up. Ever. It was so thoroughly nobody's business.

    But what was he supposed to do, just let people be wrong about his stats?

    (Set post-Long Game, with vague Long Game spoilers.)

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    18 Jun 2026

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    More than a year after they were outed, Shane and Ilya finally decide to give a joint interview where they watch videos and comment on six different moments from their relationship before they were outed. It's time to address the fans' biggest questions and finally tell the world the truth about their relationship.

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    18 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 8

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    “Do you…” Sophie stops herself for a minute before deciding she needs to finish. “Do you wanna talk about it?”

    Shane is quiet for a long time and Sophie starts to become convinced that he’s not going to answer. His head stays in his hands, his body stays tense, and his breathing continues to be ragged. Sophie wouldn’t blame him for ignoring her, especially if he came to her hotel room because he just needed a break from everyone else.

    “I would like to do anything else right now” Shane grits out.

    Sophie glances around, trying to think of an activity that could make Shane feel better right now. When Sophie’s angry, she always goes on a run, because she has terrible endurance and after a few minutes, her anger is trumped by her lungs' desperate need for air. Shane definitely doesn’t have that problem, but maybe the train of thought isn’t the worst thing in the world.

    “This place has a pretty nice gym. Do you wanna work out?”

    or it's Shane Hollander's turn for a midnight emotional conversation with Sophie Carver

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    18 Jun 2026

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    So good!!!
    Thank you so much for this bonus chapter :) it was perfection

  13. Public Bookmark 53

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    He’ll start the fight himself, to have the number retired. No one else will ever wear that number on their back. No one except for Shane, curled up in bed, wearing the jersey long after it stops smelling like him…

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    An AU where Ilya didn't text Shane before he saw the Instagram messages, and Shane thinks he's lost him.

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    17 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 84

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    The hottest selfie on hockey Twitter accidentally summons Ilya Rozanov's entire hookup history.
    Everyone expects Shane to be jealous.
    Everyone is spectacularly wrong.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being quiet.

    Troy Barrett trying to make nice was the straw that finally broke the camel's back

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “Sweater, hat, shoot from the waist up. Come on, Barrett.”

    Harris loved this idea, but only if Troy was into it. “It would be awesome to have two of you in the photo.”

    “The fans will like you more,” Ilya said bluntly. “You, me, puppy, Christmas shit. No one can resist that.”

    They took a bunch of photos of the two men standing together, holding the puppy between them. They looked like an absurdly attractive couple, but Harris kept that to himself.

    —Excerpt from Role Model by Rachel Reid

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    A fix-it fic where I use the books’ plots to make Hollanov communicate after their big fight in TLG. But not before Shane sees the pictures of Ilya and Troy, and he handles it about as well as can be expected while crashing out over the rest of Ilya’s Instagram photos.

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    17 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 64

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    Ilya may seemingly have forgiven Troy’s homophobic and racist past. But Shane hasn’t forgotten. And he sure as hell isn’t gonna forgive Troy as easily as Ilya has.
    A what-if where Shane stands up for himself, with the help of his friends, and Troy earns his forgiveness instead of it being handed to him because he’s the poor white gay boy.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    After Shane comes out as gay to his team, the Metros, they start talking shit and Shane has had ENOUGH. What if Shane Hollander humbles and clears the ENTIRE Metros room after the infamous trip? What if Shane Hollander is well aware of is status of the NHL IT BOY and reads the metros to filth for the absolute shit show they are? Grab yourself by your boot straps because WE are about to witness greatness.

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    17 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 78

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    Shane stared down at his hands. He was almost certain that J.J. was there to ask him about Ilya, which would be the perfect opportunity to tell the truth. The thought of that felt like a large weight had settled on his chest, but Shane tried to ignore it. This was the first test of whether he was brave enough to do what Ilya deserved. Coming out to the Centaurs had been terrifying, but even after knowing them for only a couple of hours he’d been confident that they would accept his and Ilya’s relationship.

    Shane had known J.J. for a decade, and he still wasn’t sure what to expect.

    Or, a continuation of my "what if Shane hadn't left after the argument on boxing day" ft the almost plane crash, Hayden and J.J.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    @ottawacentaurs
    Shane Hollander ranks hockey players; number five will surprise you!

    “Who’s the third?” Shane asked with seemingly genuine confusion.
    “What?”
    “The third player.” Shane clarified, “In the big three of active players? I mean it’s me and Ilya, right?”
    Amelia nodded mutely whilst Luca Haas, who had been asked the question, stared at Shane with wide eyes.
    “So, who’s the third?” Shane’s face took on a contemplative look.
    “Scott Hunter?” Amelia said with confusion.
    “Hunter?” Shane looked surprised. “Why?”
    Across the room Roz let out a bark of laughter.

    Russian translation available

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    17 Jun 2026

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