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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    Ilya knows that right now, there's that shine on Hollander's waterline, like in the bathroom. He can almost see the scrunch in his eyebrows as he fights to keep the tears from falling. Hollander always, always fights to keep himself together.

    But for a moment, he didn't. He let himself text Ilya, that he wanted. That what they did wasn't enough.

    /He's braver than I ever have been./

    (the "reads an interesting tumblr post" > "starts writing out a concept in the tags" > "gets too long so you add a 1k scene to the post" > "reworks it into a 2k ficlet" pipeline amaright folks)

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    07 Jul 2026

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    After a decade of careful hiding, that’s that.

    Everyone is saying his biggest secret out loud. Ilya Rozanov sucks cock. Ilya Rozanov fucks men. Ilya Rozanov isn’t straight.

    It doesn’t feel quite as life crushing as he imagined it would. A calmness settles into his body. It reminds him of those minutes right after you break a bone, when the damage is already done and you know there’s nothing you can do but sit with it.

    It hasn’t even been four years since Russia passed the excessively named Law for the Purpose of Protecting Children from Information Advocating a Denial of Traditional Family Values.

    He can’t think about that now.

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    Two months after the tuna melt incident, Ilya gets outed when a picture of him texting Jane leaks.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “Shane—“ David eases.

    “—dad, tell me Ilya isn’t the prettiest person to ever exist?” He slurs, and looks up at him with those stupid eyes that he got from Yuna. The ones that convey discipline and planning one moment and then softness and heartbreak the next.

    “He’s very pretty, monkey.” David says. He looks up at Yuna. “When does he tell you that you’re pretty?” He asks.

    “All the timeeee.” Shane says with glee. “I hate it when people say that, but Ilya… Ilya says I’m pretty and I like it.” He takes the effort to sit up on the sofa, as if he’s suddenly become awfully serious, and states “I’m gonna marry him. My pretty boy.”

    He collapses back down and falls straight back to sleep.

     

    Or shane has his wisdom teeth taken out. High Shane is very funny. David also gains a second son.

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    04 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    Slowly, a strange, overwhelming warmth began to bloom deep inside Ilya’s chest. It was a feeling he had never experienced in his twenty-eight years of life. He felt dizzy. What was this feeling?

    He felt claimed. He felt safe. For the first time since he was last held by his Mama, Ilya Rozanov felt entirely shrouded by love and devotion.

    For the first time in his life, he felt protected.

    ”You dropped your gloves for me,” Ilya murmured, still awestruck.

    or; 5 times Ilya Rozanov protected the ones he loved +1 time someone protected him.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “Two losses in a row,” Bood shook his head. “That must be a new record for the great Shane Hollander.”

    Shane snorted. “Yeah. I have it in our Prenup actually that if we lose three games in a row I get to divorce Ilya and keep everything. So if we lose against Detroit, I’m filing for divorce.”

    The team surrounding Shane burst into laughter and continued on with their post game routine, removing gear and taking showers. While Ilya’s world silently fell apart.

    Or, Ilya hears Shane joking about divorce and takes it seriously. He does not handle it well.

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    29 Jun 2026