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When your grandmother had announced a trip to her old friend's seaside home, Caleb had thought it the perfect way to spend the first week of the summer holidays.
Of course, that had been before all the swimsuits.
Bookmarked by HawkeShepard
15 Jun 2026
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all the names of our bright heaven by advestager
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
25 Aug 2025
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"I'll give you my heart to make a place for it to happen, evidence of a love that transcends hunger." —Richard Siken, Snow and Dirty Rain.
The half-truths of your childhood had died with your brother. In the aftermath of his return, you and Caleb relearn how to speak the same language.
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15 Jun 2026
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(Do You) Feel the Beat in Your Heart by MoonlitRespite
Fandoms: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game)
14 Feb 2025
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V is left reeling from Songbird’s betrayal and plans to leave Dogtown for good. To tie up loose ends, she visits Mr. Hands to collect payment on her work for him. He rewards her in a way she doesn’t anticipate.
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05 Nov 2025
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You’re trying to stay focused. But all common sense leaves your head a second time and you find your fingers pushing up his calf, to the back of his knee. The back of his knees seem to fit your tiny hands like a jigsaw piece. You have always wondered what different parts of his body feels like. Self-restraint was no longer a familiar concept as you foolishly allowed your mind and fingers to keep running. You’re always pushing your luck with Caleb.
Your fingers trail up his thighs, feeling the smooth skin and hard muscle underneath before stopping mid way through.
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Caleb has had a long day training at the Academy. You give him a massage, in his room. Your hands roam a little too far.
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18 Aug 2025
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A harmless trip to the library takes an unexpected turn. Suddenly, you find yourself caught between rows of old books and the heated tension between you and Caleb.
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You turn to face him.
Bad idea.
Caleb’s looking down at you, his gaze dropping to your lips for a second, and suddenly, the library feels much too small.
Your pulse pounds.
“You’re standing really close.”
His lips quirk up slightly. “Am I?”
You could push him away. You should push him away. But you don’t. You hold your ground, meeting his gaze like you’re daring him to do something about it.Bookmarked by HawkeShepard
27 Mar 2025
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Caleb had returned from Skyhaven, eager to see your face as always. Trying to sneak up on you, he finds a more pleasant surprise waiting to welcome him home.
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23 Mar 2025
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haver / holder / keeper by treikhore (kirotaan)
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
11 Mar 2024
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He can’t, he won’t, he shouldn’t let his gaze travel up the length of her thighs, up to where the shirt (his shirt, she’s wearing his shirt) rides up, and certainly not to see where her skin ends and the dark lace of her panties begins— Shit.
Caleb’s sister comes into his room at night. Caleb has A Time of it. (Poor guy.)
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- Part 1 of From This Day Forward
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23 Mar 2025
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You think this is probably the world’s worst kept secret as Caleb’s hand slips beneath your skirt.
Worst kept secret in that there’s no way people can’t see the way you feel about Caleb, or he you. How, despite the history there, that familial bond you’d grown up tethered by, smothered by, you want him so badly you think you might shake apart with the feeling of it. How it can’t be a surprise to anyone the way he drives you crazy.
Or how you want nothing more than to press up against him in public, parade around on his arm like there’s nothing wrong with the idea of the two of you together.
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23 Mar 2025
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when I met you ( you were runnin' from pain ) by dormant_bender
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
09 Feb 2025
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He wanted to feel her again—how supple her skin felt beneath his touch, the way she trembled when his fingers encircled her wrist, tugging her closer, her heartbeat thundering against the flat of his palm.
Or: an exploration of pain through pleasure.
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27 Feb 2025
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15 Feb 2025
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It starts with an accidental picture.
The two of you dance the invisible line, pushing and pulling, daring one another to cross it.
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14 Feb 2025
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It's about time Caleb paid you back for all those times you've pretended to be in a relationship for him, isnt it?
I love the time in in-between
the calm inside me
in the space where I can breathe
I believe
there is a distance I have wandered
to touch upon the years of
reaching out, and reaching in
holding out
holding in
I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I’ll defend it long as I can be
left here to linger in silence
if i choose to
Would you try to understand
I know this love
Is passing time
Is passing through like liquid, I
I’m drunk in my desire
And I love the way you smile at me
I love the way your hands reach out and
hold me near
I, I believe, I
I believe
this is heaven to no one else but me
and I’ll defend it long as I can be
left here to linger in silence
if i choose to
Would you try to understandSarah McLachlan, Elsewhere
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09 Feb 2025
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It's the first week of Summer vacation and being back home with Caleb is something you've always been used to, — but why is he suddenly looking at you like that tonight?
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09 Feb 2025
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Haunted by Your Gravity by PeachyBunny (RottenAppless)
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
02 Feb 2025
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“Tell me to stop.” he murmurs, his lips hovering just above yours, so close you can almost taste him.
You should.
You know that you should shove him away. That you should remind him of the pain he’s caused you, everything he’s done.
But you don’t.
Because despite everything, despite the war that is raging inside you, despite knowing that this – he – shouldn't feel like home anymore…
He still does.
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04 Feb 2025
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You suddenly think back to your childhood. The memories are oddly tangled, like overlapping chains, bound by secret promises, codependency, and a constant sense of push and pull. Caleb would step away and you would follow, as if you had been trained. Then you would do the same, back away, pout and retaliate, and he would pursue. Back and forth until you wondered who had started it all. Then there was the faded memory of Grandma and Caleb fighting in the kitchen. He’d just had a growth spurt and was impossibly lanky. You had never discovered what they were fighting about, just that Caleb became more subdued after, softer, almost more coy. Then there were the hugs when Grandma couldn’t see. The notes passed under bedroom doors. It was almost like a game that only the two of you could play.
You swallow, feeling almost nauseous. The sensation is similar to when you haven't eaten enough. So you go to the kitchen, yanking open the refrigerator door and pulling out an apple. The skin breaks under your teeth, crisp, yet you find it hard to chew and swallow. The flavor is too sweet, thick and syrupy while all you are craving is acid and venom. You lean over the sink; hands gripping at the edge.
Fuck waiting.
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15 Jan 2025
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When you end up disclosing a mortifying truth to Sylus about your dating life, deep in a drinking session; drowning yourself within a bottle — or three — of alcohol until you black out is the only option left to you to avoid that sharp, intuitive gaze for the rest of the night.
That is, until Sylus throws a counter offer your way, one that sounds far too tempting to your scrabbled brain. Being the brilliant voice of reason you are tonight, you accept.
[A fic where Sylus shows you exactly how good sex with a perceptive partner feels like when you confess your less than optimal dating experience]
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30 Dec 2024
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“You want me to beg?” The way he says it has you clenching around nothing. You hope this isn’t about to backfire in your face because you’re not sure you could live if he were to stop now.
You feign haughtiness as you stare down at him on his knees. “Beg,” you command.
You think he’s not going to do it— that he’s about to call your bluff. You watch as one corner of his mouth lifts into a smile and he throws his head back to laugh breathily. He presses a single kiss to the exposed skin of your thigh and you wait in anticipation. The silence is almost overwhelming. You can hear your heartbeat thudding in your ears and the air between the two of you is heated and still.
And then Rafayel groans, resting his warm face against your leg. “Please,” he whispers.
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03 Oct 2024
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WARNING: PHANTOM LIBERTY SPOILERS
Sol's small gestures mean more than you realize.
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- Part 4 of Horny Woman/Warm Man
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25 Apr 2024
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Sidon mistakes a scent when you're relaxing in one of the pools, not realizing of a small cut on your body. Despite a very awkward and embarrassing misunderstanding when Sidon realizes that you're NOT a bleeding fish, you coax him into using those hunter instincts in him in a slightly different fashion.
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23 May 2023
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Well, you know what they say about the 'net. If it exists, there is porn of it. It's just that Joker never thought that would apply to like, real people that he knows.
At least he's not the kind of guy who will jerk off to that sort of thing.
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01 May 2023