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    Ilya can’t be so separate from it all anymore, can’t get by on hotel room visits and brief phone calls when they’re in different time zones. It isn’t enough. Not anymore. Not when every iteration of the future they could have waiting for them one day had collapsed in on itself when Shane hit the ice.

    Ty moya zhizn', his mother used to tell him. But it isn’t quite enough in this sense, Ilya decides. He looks at Shane, at Emi, and he thinks instead: Ty moya prodolzhenie.

    Not just you are my life, but you are my future.

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    From the waist down, Mer!Cas and Mer!Dean are fish, which means that they don’t have dicks. That doesn’t stop them from having sex and making babies, but it does mean they might get the order a little mixed up.

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    Robby has a BRCA mutation and finds a tumor right after he becomes an attending.

    He doesn’t expect his best-friend and his best-friend’s wife to care.

    That assessment was incorrect.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    Ice and Maverick share a history of firsts over the years. The first time they met, their first date, the first time Maverick looks Ice in the eyes and tells him the truth.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    Robby is fifty-four years old after PittFest and trying really hard not to come to terms with the fact that he is trans, even if it means destroying himself in the process. Jack is having none of it. He will love Robby no matter what, thank you very much.

    There is a terrible feeling in her guts. Dread has settled there like a voracious tick, and the more it grows, the more faint she feels.

    Jack knows. Jack knows. He saw the boy in the mirror. The boy who has stubbornly refused to go away since PittFest. She tried to get rid of him. She really did. She tried so hard, but the more she tried, the stronger he became. Now, she can’t look in a mirror without seeing him. It doesn’t matter what she is or isn't wearing, he is always there. Watching. Judging. Reminding her of everything she is doing wrong.

    But at least, he was her secret. Not anymore though. She is certain Jack saw him. And she is certain this is the beginning of the end. Nothing will ever be the same.

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    27 Nov 2025