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    "Don't want you to sleep with Tommy again," Eddie slurs when he gets close enough.

    Buck startles, unsure where that came from, and gives him an offended look before shaking his head, laughing. He ignores the voice in his head saying now that the competition's out of the way. "You backslide one time and your friends never let you forget it. I do have some dignity, you know."

    "No, no, 's not that," Eddie protests. "Don't want you sleeping with any of your exes. Anyone. Well, one person would be fine."

    "One person, huh?" Buck asks, amused. "And who would that be?"

    Eddie shrugs. "I'm right here. I'm very" — he hiccups— "v'ry flexible, y'know. I stretch every morning."

    OR: Five times Buck and Eddie lose sleep over each other + one time they don't

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    28 Apr 2026

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    This is all perfectly applicable to friendship. Friendships require effort. Intentionality. Sometimes you have to watch a minute long Instagram video about attracting men to figure out how to get your male best friend to come back to your house and fall asleep on your couch again. Or in your bed. Either one.

    Whatever Buck's comfortable with. Eddie's not picky.

    Eddie will take whatever proximity Buck is willing to offer and be grateful for it, and if that sounds desperate then fine, it's a little desperate, but it's friend-desperate, which is a completely different thing than regular desperate.

    He replays the video and takes mental notes, formulating a plan that is simple: get Buck's attention. Spend more time with Buck. Stop feeling like his ribcage has been hollowed out with a melon baller every time he goes forty-eight hours without hearing Buck laugh.

    Easy and straightforward. He’s got this.

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    Five times Eddie tries to show Buck how much he misses him; plus the one time he just says it.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    “You don’t get to say I stood there and smiled,” Eddie growls into his mouth. “You don’t get to pretend I’m not fucking gutted.”

    “You’re leaving me!” Buck gasps against his lips. “You’re leaving and you didn’t—”

    He steps forward again and Buck leans back, head knocking against the wall, his entire frame vibrating. He tries to find his words—some mix of I’m sorry and you didn’t give me a chance but none of it makes it past his lips before Eddie shoves him again, hard enough to rattle the wall behind him, an effort to keep him quiet.

    “Don’t,” Eddie snaps. “Don’t you dare make this about you.”

    Buck’s eyes go wide, mouth parting on instinct, throat aching from everything he’s choking back. He’s so close to saying it anyway, whatever it is, whatever would push this over the edge, but he doesn’t get the chance.

    Eddie’s fingers skim Buck’s lower lip, pausing there. “Open your mouth,” he rasps, cutting through the last of Buck’s defenses, “and shut the fuck up.”

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    Eddie's moving to El Paso, and Buck goes through the five stages of grief while sucking his dick.

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    27 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    In a motel room in the desert where nothing is real...

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Buck and Eddie have a movie night.

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    26 Apr 2026