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    “I’m gonna fuck you again now, Shane.” Ilya shifted to lie on his side, pulling Shane with him so that he was spooning him, his hard cock slotting between Shane’s legs in front of him.

    “Oh fuck,” Shane whispered as the head of his cock poked at his abused entrance, pulling away ever so slightly.

    Ilya simply pulled him back, pushing up his leg to expose him further. He then quickly used his hand to position himself before pushing just the tip inside. He returned his hand to Shane’s meaty thigh to keep him open.

    As expected, Shane keened as Ilya pushed forward into his ass.

    “Oh my god, Ilya,” he gasped. “It’s so much.”

    Ilya leaned in to kiss Shane’s neck.

    “I know, baby, I know,” he whispered in his ear. “But you can take it.”

    Ilya watched closely as Shane whimpered and bit his lip again, trying to suppress another whine.

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    Or, Ilya wakes up at 2 a.m. horny as fuck, sees Shane asleep, and decides to make it everyone’s problem.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Shane could deny it – he could try to pretend the man in the audio whimpering for more isn’t him, that it’s a scam, that it was fake or edited. He could get lawyers involved, or take it to the press before anything leaks and control the narrative himself. But he doesn’t know how much more the blackmailer has, and he can’t risk Ilya getting outed or deported or – well, he can’t risk Ilya.
    *Shane and Ilya don't get caught at the cottage. But they still get caught.

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    24 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander just loves to be filled up. Ilya Rozanov lives to please his man.

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    11 May 2026

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    A seemingly innocent question: How big is it, again? A lie: Is nine inches, you know this. And two horny boys who can't help but goad each other into more and more ridiculous acts.

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    How one simple question leads to Shane Hollander getting stuffed fuller than he ever could have dreamed.

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    03 May 2026

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    “It needs to be airtight,” said Shane, folding his laptop and laying it on the bedside table. “It can’t  be—we can’t just put out a statement, ‘Oh, we’re friends now.’ We need to be seen together. In public. Becoming friends.” He took off his glasses, set them on the laptop.

    “Yes, I know,” said Ilya. “We decided. I will approach you.”

     

    (Set at some point post-Season 1. Shane and Ilya need to establish the start of their "friendship" in the public eye. Naturally, this becomes seeing how hard they can covertly flirt with each other. Naturally, that becomes sexual roleplaying as a version of themselves that didn't have an almost decade-long situationship.)

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    24 Apr 2026

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    “Wait, I could totally see that,” Connors says. “She wears reading glasses and he’s, like, obsessed with them. Sometimes on the road, he calls her from the bathroom and I hear him begging her to put them on.”

    “The glasses! I heard that too.” Shit, it must be a fetish, right? She doesn’t just happen to be old. Rozy likes that she’s old.

    Or: Cliff figures out why Ilya’s keeping his Montreal girl a secret. She’s not a girl at all...she's an elderly woman. Or maybe an elderly man?

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    25 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 66

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    Ilya could already feel in his body that this was going to be a long day. Everything in his body, from his bones to his muscles to his organs, felt impossibly heavy in a way that he was all-too familiar with.
    His heart yearned to properly console his husband, discuss what was upsetting him, but he had too much fear that he would say the wrong thing and give Shane more stress. Breathing was easier than speaking, a rarity for Ilya Rozanov.

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    a study of what happens when ilya has a bad depression day and shane's autism causes him to get overstimulated at the same time. what happens when neither of them can be fully there to catch the other one because they need to be caught themself?

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    05 Mar 2026

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    "Look, it’s not like Shane hasn’t thought about it before.

    He’s bitten his lip, pillows, blankets, around the urge, especially when Ilya sinks into that devastating place where each word is both sympathetic and commanding.

    It’s always harder when Ilya asks 'you can do this for me, can’t you, solnyshko?'

    Instead, he always moans and nods his head. Forces his mouth closed after he breathes out a yes."

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    26 Feb 2026

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    The next day at practice, he was sure everyone could tell. He felt wobbly on his skates, unsteady like he hadn’t been in years. Not since early childhood.

    “You good?” Hayden asked when they sat down together for a water break. “You seem off.”

    Shane hoped he hadn’t noticed him wincing. “Yeah, my uh, my back kinda hurts.” It wasn’t entirely a lie: his lower back did feel tight, in addition to everything else. “I think I just slept weird or something. I’ll be fine.”

    “Go see Dr. Whitaker if you still feel bad tomorrow. Gotta be in good shape by game time, right?” Hayden asked, patting his shoulder affectionately. He looked worried, which made Shane feel fleetingly guilty.

    “If I do, I’ll go see him, but I’m sure I’ll be fine. I am fine. Promise,” he said, then leaned over so they could knock their helmets together like always. For friendship, for good luck.

    “Okay,” Hayden said, sounding unconvinced.

    He played well the next day - better than usual, even.

    He could feel the lingering ache of Ilya inside him for the entire game.

    Or: a series of ways and times Ilya left a lasting impression on Shane.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Things were good this morning. Shane woke him up gently and they stayed in bed a bit, just sharing warmth and soft, unhurried kisses until it was time to get up; Anya excitedly barked and jumped around them until Ilya opened the bay window to let her outside where she did her business before returning to beg for breakfast like they never feed her; Ilya grumbled about the food Shane prepared but he ate it anyway. This morning was like most of the mornings they’ve had since they got married and Ilya had seemed as excited about practice as Shane had felt.

    Ilya’s grip on the steering wheel tightens. “Not now,” he says, and it feels like a slap to the face.


    September 2021, married Shane and Ilya are now playing on the same team, and the things it does to Ilya.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “I want you to remember how you felt earlier, downstairs, before it was too much,” Ilya pumps his fingers in and out now. “Remember how needy you were, yes?”

    “M’not–”

    “Yes, you are, Shane. Is good. Is so good. I love when you are needy. Because I love giving you what you need.”

    “Yes,” Shane starts panting and grinding into the mattress as he rides the pleasure Ilya’s providing.

    “Feel needy and give it all to me, Shane. Let it out. You are safe. I’m right here.” Ilya goes to kiss Shane’s cheek again but Shane turns, taking him by the lips instead.

    “Fucking kiss me,” he exhales desperately right up against Ilya’s mouth.

     

    OR; shane gets overwhelmed and ilya gives him exactly what he needs, bottom prep included

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    “Is just a thing I do to help him,” he said quietly. Troy cocked his head.

    “What do you mean?”

    Ilya sighed, glancing around to make sure that Shane and everyone else were out of earshot.

    “He gets… quiet sometimes. Can’t talk. When I see he’s getting like that…” Ilya looked up and pressed his lips into a line for a moment before continuing. “He feels good when he helps me. So sometimes, I maybe pretend to need more help.”

    ---

    Troy knows that Ilya knows much more English than he was pretending to earlier that night. He suspects that it had something to do with Shane. After all, most things that Ilya Rozanov does have something to do with Shane Hollander.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    For some people, experimenting with their wardrobe might entail adding new accessories or crazy shoes to their closet. Maybe it involves finding new statement pieces you would never wear, except when going out to a fancy party.

    For Shane Hollander, experimenting with his wardrobe simply includes the color yellow.

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    Ilya Rozanov is extremely chill about Shane’s new article of clothing.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    "Ilya," he says, and knows even as he says it that he's doing it wrong. That he doesn't sound at all serious about it, winded and belly up on the couch with his boyfriend taking up all the space in the world over him. "Get off me."

    Sure enough, Ilya snorts and doesn't move a muscle. "Say it like you actually mean it," he shoots back, "and maybe I will."

    Shane and Ilya experiment with resistance and with trust.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Ilya loves being Shane's dog. He hopes he's good enough to earn it.

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    • Part 2 of Dog
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    03 Feb 2026

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    Shane was there. Center on the bed. His Jersey bunched up his chest being held by his hand, his panties damn near see through from where his cock was leaking, and his other hand shoved behind him. He looked already gone. Throughly fucked, and on his way to another realm. He was on his knees, straddling Ilya’s pillow, his hips moving- grinding -in small aborted movements. His bottom lip caught between his teeth, his face dusting pink with exertion, and his eyelids fluttered as he looked at Ilya.

    “Ilya,” he moaned once he saw his boyfriend in the doorway. “Please..”

    Shane rewards Ilya for winning a game with a few nudey photos and a surprise visit.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    It’s a miracle, Shane thinks, that Ilya loves him. And not on any conditions. He didn’t have to barter his way into getting Ilya to love him. He didn’t have to do anything, really, except love Ilya back.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    “I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”

    “Like what?”

    “Like you own me.”
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    or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    “What is word for this?” Ilya brought his own thumb up to press it against Shane’s, applying more pressure to his lip. “Liking things in your mouth.”

    Shane flushed a deep red, face heating up as he pulled his thumb away. “I—it isn’t…”

    “Hey,” Ilya pressed a kiss to Shane’s hair, reassuring him. “Is nothing to be embarrassed about.”

    Or; Shane has an oral fixation and Ilya wants to indulge him in every possible way that he can.

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    19 Jan 2026

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