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He can imagine the sight clear as day: patrol agents have the car surrounded. Sniffer dogs are snarling and chomping at him. Mickey’s loaded gun is in the glove compartment. Neither of them reach for it. But someone pulls a trigger, and there’s no glass to separate Ian from the blood this time.
In reality, Ian’s not in the car. The gate lifts, and Mickey passes over.
Losing Mickey is a practiced ritual at this point, as is losing Monica, but Ian doesn’t know how to wrap his mind around losing both forever at the same time. Mickey to “heaven,” Monica to Heaven.
Ian hopes they’re both in heaven, at least.
ian, religion, and bipolar disorder, a character study.
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04 Mar 2026
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Mickey Milkovich comes home.
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03 Mar 2026
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Ghost, under threat of another psychological evaluation from both his CO and therapist, has been forced to partake in a penpal programme with another soldier in order to "practise empathy" and "re-establish human connection." He hates it until he doesn't.
MacTavish willingly volunteers for the SAS's new penpal programme because what the hell, it could be fun. And when his penpal ends up being adorably emotionally constipated, well, that certainly doesn't hurt.
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11 Jan 2026
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The physical pain was fucking slight in comparison to the internal agony that twisted through him once he was relatively out of sight. The disgrace choked him–the longing. The wishing. The wishing that was just as shameful as his inability to perform basic fucking tasks.
Wishing, wishing that he knew what’d made Ghost pay attention to him that night. What had made him offer himself that one precious time. Wishing he knew how to recreate the circumstances.
Because all he wanted was the affection that he didn’t think Ghost would ever offer him again. Could ever really offer him. Soap wondered if he’d imagined the whole thing. He wondered if he begged…if he begged, would Ghost tell him?
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22 Dec 2025
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Mystery Work
Part of fuuuuuuck
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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20 Nov 2025