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Castiel is in love with humanity. At least, so long as he's not the one experiencing it.
A lighthearted smutty romp wherein Dean helps Cas navigate the tricky minefield of human needs.
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17 Apr 2026
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Time to move on. That’s what he had said to Dean, but even as he was walking out the door, Castiel knew that moving on wasn’t really an option. With no hope in this life, he decides to create a new one for himself with a little help from his wife, the djinn queen. A vial of djinn venom sends him to a dream world where all his deepest wishes can come true.
When Dean takes dream root to bring Cas out of the dream he apparently chose to enter, he doesn’t expect to find the cosy, domestic life he walks into. Cas has a cottage, a garden… and a very familiar husband.
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06 Apr 2026
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For some of us, it’s easy, close your eyes, take a breath, and jump. For others, it takes an entire bottle of whiskey, a slow, unreliable internet connection, and years of self-induced isolation on a picturesque mountainside to do what they have to do. What they need to do. Many years after losing his own pack, his family, an act he blames himself for, Alpha-Were Castiel is skilled at not giving himself even the smallest of pleasures, including that of a pack. An alpha needs a pack. It’s written into their DNA. It’s so much more than just having a mate. It’s the pack bonds that make an alpha whole, and the longer Castiel denies himself one, the more he loses of his humanity.
When a drunken, desperate act brings a beautiful, vibrant omega to his doorstep with a disastrous winter storm nipping at his heels, Castiel knows he does not deserve the gift. Sending Dean back down the mountain would be certain death for the young were, but allowing him to stay will undoubtedly change Castiel’s life forever. Maybe it’s time for Castiel to leave his darkness in the past, where it belongs. With Dean standing next to him on the precipice, there’s nothing left for Castiel to do but close his eyes, take a breath, and leap.
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01 Feb 2026
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The same beautiful man sits next to Castiel on the subway every Tuesday morning. There's always plenty of space in the car, and yet they always sit together.
Until one day, the car gets crowded and they have to stand.
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- Part 1 of ZYX's
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30 Dec 2025
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The new colleague at Dean's work was driving him up the walls. Sure, he was hot at hell (Dean was not lusting after him) but he was also an asshole with an attitude. That didn't stop Dean from wanting him but it wasn't like Cas was gay. He wasn't. Totally not. Nothing would come of this.
Then one day, Dean sees Cas drinking from a mug. "I'm not interested in being polite or heterosexual." What could that mean?
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17 Nov 2025