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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    Trinity can feel the stolen scalpel burning a hole in her pocket. Fuck it. “Wanna get a drink?”

    Hope flickers in her chest and it must show on her face because Mel falters. Trinity kicks herself. Last thing she needs is pity from Miss Ren Fucking Faire. She squares her shoulders.

    “Look, Melon, if you need to get home, feed your fish or whatever, I get it. Don’t let me stop you.”

    Mel’s brow furrows in confusion. “I don't own any fish,” she says. “Actually, Becca won one at a carnival once when we were kids but, funny story-”

    Santos interrupts. “What I mean, Mellow Yellow, is you don’t have to humor me. I’m a big girl. You can tell me to kick rocks.”

    “Oh.” Mel frowns. “You have a very strange way of communicating.”

    Trinity and Mel hang out after the Fourth of July shift. It’s all downhill from there.

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    I have created a version of Trinity that is so piteous, I want to punch myself in the head.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Trinity Santos is three hours into a double shift, alone in the break room, when her phone buzzes with an unknown number. A stranger has sent a photo by accident, a red dress, an ornate mirror, a bare back, and is immediately, catastrophically mortified about it.
    Trinity is polite. She says she deleted it. She saves the contact as 'very hot stranger 🔥'.
    That's where it starts.

    Wrong number. Slow burn. Enemies to lovers. SMAU-adjacent.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    The drawings stared at Trinity with their crayon and marker and 2B pencil, warm and unjudgmental. Sometimes, when shift really sucked, she’d head to her locker and look at them, and they’d help.

    No matter what anyone screamed at her, no matter what awful shit her mind cooked up at 2am, Santos had been a good doctor for those children. Some days, it was the only thing that kept her afloat.

    or, Trinity Santos and the pediatric cases that make her.

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    01 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    García wears the saddest disposable scrub caps known to mankind. Trinity decides to intervene.

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    Yolanda García has spent years pretending small things don’t matter much. Unfortunately, Trinity Santos keeps noticing them anyway.

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    28 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    The Trinity Theorem - Core Tenet
    Trinity Santos’ presence during a Yolanda Garcia surgery consultation correlates to improved outcomes for all participants. This is due in part to three operating principles.

    Whitaker gives Ogilvie, Joy and Al-Hashimi a rundown on one of the most important cheat codes in the ED.

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    18 May 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 48

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    Santos, after a head injury, watches from the OR gallery as Garcia performs a complex spleen-preserving surgery

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    17 May 2026

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    “I know you mentioned a raincheck,” Santos begins, and then she gets a little lost.

    (She has the next words ready.

    She’s been practicing them in her head for the last few minutes.

    Still, they’re caught in her throat like a sip of water going down the wrong pipe.)

    But Garcia is patient.

    So unbelievably fucking patient.

    "But I don’t—want to be alone,” Santos admits with a slight grimace, trying to sound chill and casual even though this isn’t chill and casual at all. But her voice comes out audibly strained because that was just enough of a lie to make her squeeze her eyes shut and bite her bottom lip way too hard. “I probably shouldn’t be alone tonight,” she corrects with what little air is left in her lungs.

    “Okay,” Garcia says, simple and gentle and effortless, and nods toward the passenger side. “Get in.”

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    15 May 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark 17

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    "Samira, you are a great doctor," Ellis speaks, her back to Mohan as she surveys the patient, passively herding the other woman out of the room. When she turns, headfirst to look back at Mohan, body following to face her fully, "But you need to know when to turn it off," Ellis continues, meeting Mohan's wide-eyed stare head on, "Go home."

    Samira watches her go, biting the inside of her cheek and shuddering through a purposeful inhale. Her shoulders slump and then her neck follows, head ducked through the exhale. ‘What if I can’t?’ she imagines asking Ellis, ‘what if I don’t know how?’

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    or Samira gets a taking-care-of

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    10 May 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 47

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    "We could have a child.  If we wanted."

    "But you do not want one," Benedict noted, his stomach sinking.

    “I did not say that," Sophie corrected, turning towards him and taking his hand in hers, playing with his fingers. "I know I want to be a mother, someday.  Someday soon, I think. But I do not think I can be only a mother and wife.  I need other things to occupy me, something beyond running our cottage and doing chores.  I need something ...”

    She cut herself off, clearly frustrated by her inability to explain.  That was alright; Benedict understood her completely. "You need something that you are passionate about.  Something that drives you, like my painting does for me."

    Sophie struggles with how to occupy her time now that she's no longer a maid. Benedict does everything he can think of to help.

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    07 May 2026

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    In Filipino/Mexican cultures, food is a love language and even though everyone thinks their relationship is just casual, the ED's food envy is eventually what reveals just how serious Garcia and Santos are.

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    5 Dishes + 1 That gave them away
    (Cause Hell hath no fury like a woman who is hangry and just found out someone helped themselves to the lunch her partner prepped for her).

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “How would you feel about me getting the strap out?” Yolanda asked between pressing kisses to Trinity’s neck.

    “You have a strap?” Trinity’s mind raced with the different scenarios that statement could lead to.

    Yolanda’s lips continued traveling up the line of Trinity’s neck, “I do. And I would really like to fuck you with it.”

    Trinity’s mind went blank with a combination of shock and heady arousal, “You want to fuck me with it?” She blinked, trying to process the suggestion. It felt too lame to say out loud, but she really, really liked the idea that Yolanda would be her first for something. For this. The thought made her heart race with just how badly she wanted to give this piece of herself to Yolanda.


    Trinity learns to let herself be taken care of.

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    16 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 69

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    “And Googling me was the best way to do that, right?” She says sarcastically, one of her legs is shaking now, the chair rattling beneath her. She feels like a cornered animal.

    Langdon shakes his head, “In my defense, I wasn’t looking for what I found.”
    Trinity swallows dryly, “So, what? What do you want me to say?”

    Langdon looks at her carefully, “Well, I was hoping you would tell me that the headlines were taking things out of context. That you didn’t break your ankle on purpose, and your coach wasn’t… what he was, and that your friend didn’t kill herself because of the sport,” He sighs, “But, I think your reaction answers that,” He presses his lips together and smiles sympathetically.

    Trinity keeps her eyes on the computer, “Put your daughter in soccer.” And with that, she pushes her chair out and turns to walk away from this conversation.

    —or: Trinity learned a long time ago that secrets are safer than people. Unfortunately, the internet doesn’t agree.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Santos smiles. “You know, I meant what I said.”
    “What’s that?”
    Santos turns her head to meet Garcia’s heavy gaze. “I think you might kill me.”
    Garcia glances down to her jaw and then to her lips before coming back to Santos’ eyes.
    “I think you might kill me first."

    A simple apology leads to mind-blowing sex as Santos and Garcia become obsessed with getting each other off. Part smut, part character study, part Santos growing, and healing, and experiencing all the pain and joy of letting herself be known.

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    09 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 45

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    A new crop of interns and medical students begin in the emergency department. They interpret some things incorrectly.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    When she'd gone to Robby, she wonders whether he'd been able to smell the desperation buried beneath her hesitance, the overwhelming stench of decaying need giving itself away. Believe me, believe me, believe me. It's all she'd ever wanted. Maybe no one had to die this time.

    Or: Trinity Santos rediscovers the meaning of team.

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    03 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 206

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    06 Feb 2026

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    Mira's okay. Mira's okay. Mira's okay.

    Zoey’s okay. Zoey's okay. Zoey's okay.

    You're okay. You're okay. You're okay.

    It just didn't feel right—didn't feel like she meant it enough. Her mind kept drifting restlessly and she couldn't focus on the words, on what she wanted them to mean.

    She took an unsteady breath and started again.

    Rumi has lived with rules all her life, rules that only apply to her and don't make sense to anyone else, so it isn't weird that she keeps developing more.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Two unfamiliar players stood across the net. The taller one was hard to miss. She was taller than the rest of the team, lean and muscular, with a high ponytail of pink hair that somehow looked more dangerous than cute. The girl beside her was shorter, but no less intense. Her hair was braided tightly down her back, and her jersey clung to the kind of arms that made Zoey do a double take.

    She smiled and gave a casual wave, trying to be charming. A simple, friendly hello.

    They didn’t wave back.

    They didn’t do anything, actually, just looked at her. Then a coach called them over, and they turned away without a word.

    Zoey blinked, her hand still mid wave. Rude.

    enemies to friends to lovers rivals volleyball au

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    21 Oct 2025

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    She wished she could be sitting with the girls, eating dinner, laughing and crying about what a mess this day had become.

    She wished she could apologize for not being fast enough, press her forehead to the cracked wooden floor and plead for them to forgive her.

    The starved animal at her core whined and thrashed.

    She wished she could be normal.

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    22 Sep 2025

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    In a world of campaign rallies, curated smiles, and suffocating expectations, Rumi has spent her life playing the perfect niece, until a spark of rebellion leads her into the orbit of Mira, a fierce community organizer, and Zoey, a magnetic underground rapper. As Rumi navigates the tangled web of identity, power, and forbidden love, she must confront the woman who raised her, the secrets she's buried, and the truth that freedom doesn't come from fitting in… it comes from breaking free.

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    Chapters:
    31/31
    Comments:
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    19,698

    09 Sep 2025

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