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there may never next time be by inmoonlightigetseasick
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.
Ilya is alive.
Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.
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AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.
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16 Jun 2026
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Different. Better. by lisliliya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander is dating a man.
The man is not Ilya Rozanov.
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By the second period, it was clear even to fans in the farthest, cheapest seats that something unusual was taking place on the ice.
“The Centaurs haven’t looked especially in sync all season, but this is something else,” one commentator said. “Rozanov and Barrett do not look like line-mates tonight,” the other commentator agreed, disbelief in his voice.
“Seems like Rozanov’s forgotten which team he’s playing for.”
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It went on like that well into the final period, until Barrett finally had enough. One more snub, one more chirp, one more empty lane Rozanov should have covered, and Troy was on him. Gloves hit the ice.
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What if Troy Barrett met Shane Hollander first?
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15 Jun 2026
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On Pins and Needles by draculastarion
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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Shane’s jaw drops. “Rozanov?”
Jesus Christ. He hasn’t seen Rozanov since the Olympics, which was five years ago. As far as he knew— because he’d never actually learned where the fuck Rozanov disappeared to— Rozanov had stayed in Russia instead of coming back to the USA to play out the rest of his contract with Boston.
And yet, here he is. In fucking Florida, in a fucking tattoo shop.
After securing his third Cup with the Metros, Shane makes an appointment at a reputable studio in Florida to commemorate the win with a tattoo.
His tattoo artist is Ilya Rozanov.
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15 Jun 2026
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Gay During That Goal, Too by batsbeerandbaddecisions
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.
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12 Jun 2026
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if only a prayer by absolutelyhollanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 May 2026
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“I think you are my best friend,” Ilya says softly.
Shane feels a smile pull his lips. “I know you’re mine.”
Ilya nods. “I think we should keep doing this. If you like.”
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across more than a decade, Shane and Ilya move from boys at an academy to men in the league, carrying with them a relationship built in quiet moments, fractured by circumstance, and defined by everything they cannot quite let go of.
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11 Jun 2026
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Only You (Could Ruin Me Like This) by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jan 2026
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That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.
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A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.
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29 May 2026
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love in exile has nowhere to go by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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“We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”
It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.
He can’t breathe.
(Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)
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14 May 2026
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there you are, my morning star by ingberry
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Dec 2025
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In a move that shocks the hockey world, Shane Hollander ends up signing to the Centaurs at the same time as Ilya Rozanov. Not only do they have years of rivalry behind them, but they've also shared a night neither of them can forget.
Or, a soulmate AU where their soulmarks grow stronger as their bond grows.- Language:
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- 7/7
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10 May 2026
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When Simon comes by on a random Tuesday night, heartbroken because of someone new, Wille doesn’t have enough self-preservation to turn him away. It’s like stepping right into a burning fire to allow Simon back into his life, four whole years after Simon walked out of it without a warning.
Especially because Wille, for some damn reason, still hasn’t managed to move on.
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24 Aug 2025
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Wille never returned to Hillerska after Christmas break and never spoke to Simon again. Fourteen years later, on Wille’s 30th birthday, they meet again by chance.
Simon’s first instinct is to get as far away from Crown Prince Wilhelm as possible. But then inexplicably, he finds himself wanting something different. Something wrong.
He wants fucking revenge.
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03 Aug 2025
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Simon Eriksson had always been a troubled boy. And not in the cheesy, cliche ‘bad boy’ way, like he was parading around town with a motorcycle and worn leather jacket. In the 'he has absolutely no regard for himself or others’ type of way. In the 'he doesn't care if he hurts himself or others' type of way.
Wilhelm Bernadotte had always been the good boy and, quite literally, in the cheesy, cliche way: sweater vests and straight A's and in the front row at the church where his dad preached at every Sunday.
The two boys couldn't have been more different- they weren't supposed to talk, to form a friendship.
They weren't supposed to fall in love because Wilhelm was already fine with living his life the way he wanted until he died and Simon was fine with destroying his.
But they did anyway. They fell in love even with the little time they had left together.
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A Walk to Remember AU
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02 Aug 2025
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Public Bookmark 137
Mystery Work
Part of f1
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by Isa_yr
21 Jul 2025
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dead draw
/ded•drô/ noun • the position in which no player has any chance of winning.-
These people have known each other forever. Some were friends that turned into rivals, others rivals that turned into friends. And then there's Simon and Wilhelm, who hate each other (not really) and seem to be afterthoughts at this tournament.- Language:
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11 Jul 2025
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07 Jul 2025
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Lemons, or loving life through the fear... not after by despassurlaneige
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)
06 Sep 2025
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Inspired by work of Damon Baker
Wilhelm has recently moved across the courtyard from Simon Eriksson. After meeting him sunning on his balcony, reading in his underwear, Wilhelm prompts an invitation to his apartment and a request to help Simon satisfy a craving. Though he doesn't want to get too neighborly or familiar with anyone, he has more he wants to say to Simon. That's surprising.
Simon Eriksson loves his life. Maybe there are some things missing from it, but he is content in the little world he's created for himself. His needs are met, mostly, and he feels safe. He's consciously set his personal boundaries (to protect himself) but letting someone else in doesn't mean he has to cross his boundaries himself.
Simon doesn't date. Wilhelm hates dating. Dating is artificial. Why bother to hide their worst behavior, for someone else's sake, when they have no desire to change for their own?
This is an explicit story for adults only.
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27 Jun 2025
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What Simon hopes to find on his summer road trip: Peace, quiet, lightness, a less stressed-out version of himself.
What he finds instead: A stranger who seems even more desperate than Simon to get away from everything.Wille has absolutely no idea where he wants to go when Simon graciously offers him a ride in some random Italian town. He figures he can start by following Simon... pretty much wherever, for as long as he'll take him along.
It seems that car trouble might be the least of their worries as it gets harder and harder to ignore their mutual attraction. And ignore it they must, because nobody needs further complications. Right?
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15 Jun 2025
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Leaving military service and taking up Crown Prince duties full-time has left Wilhelm stressed, frustrated, and extremely miserable - and that's without even mentioning the massive sexuality crisis lurking under the surface. He turns to camshows to help take the edge off, and maybe explore some of those repressed feelings a little bit further.
It was never meant to lead to an all-consuming obsession, falling in love, and a whole load of shit hitting the fan.
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14 Jun 2025
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Wille has a problem: He has too much sex, and it makes him feel like shit. Simon, as the helpful roomie that he is, advises him to take a sex-break for a few months. Though it does help him, it also makes him unbelievably horny, and sometimes in a shared apartment, situations arise…
Luckily, Simon and Wille are quite creative, so one could argue that they aren’t actually having sex
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07 Jun 2025
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Thou Wilt Whisper, "No Pang Shall Be Mine" by Signedmeraki for willefluenza, chewybones
Fandoms: Young Royals (TV 2021)
08 Mar 2025
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“But I thought the whole idea was that God didn’t make mistakes?” Simon’s voice challenged him, his hand lifting Wille’s head to allow their eyes to meet, eyes watery, begging, pleading with him not to do what they both knew he was trying to.
“My parents certainly seem to think he made one with me,” Wille instinctively leaned into Simon’s touch, the tears still trickling down his cheeks wiped away by Simon’s thumb.
Simon hummed softly, “They’re wrong then,” he pressed a kiss to Wille’s hand, reciting what Wille distantly recognized as a verse from Song of Solomon, “You are altogether beautiful, my love; there is no flaw in you,” his voice dropped to almost a whisper, “You’re not a mistake, Wille.”
Honor thy father and mother
There was no room for queerness in the version of Wille’s life that his parents had demanded from him. The contract he had signed, agreeing to deny his sexuality, chained him to their faith - to their ideals of religion. But how could he kneel before God when his soul ached to worship at the temple of Simon’s body; with his hands, his tongue? For what was worship if not holy, sacred addiction? What was love if not a free fall from heaven into hell?
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Bookmarked by Isa_yr
05 Jun 2025
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After Rosh drags Simon and Ayub to a party in an attempt to woo a girl, Simon finds himself very tipsy and very attracted to a cute boy, who unfortunately turns out to be a prince. Against his better judgment, he agrees to a totally casual game of drunk chess.
What the hell was he thinking and who knew that a single game of chess could be so sexy?
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- Part 1 of Smoke Before Fire Universe
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31 May 2025