JustATruthRay
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would you fall in love with me again? (even after what i've become?) by JustATruthRay
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
30 Jun 2026
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…alone. Again.
They were supposed to be used to this by now. And yet, still, they weren't.
The Fount pulled at his hair, tugging it closer as he lifted a blanket with a dash of magic over themself. Even after all these years, the weighted pressure of the blanket Healer had so ever graciously given them was still there.
He missed Healer's warmth.
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Fount of Knowledge begins to doubt their life and choices he's made throughout his years — including falling in love with Healer Cookie. Healer’s there to let them know that he loves them, always, over and over again.Series
- Part 5 of Ray's ShadowVanilla Fanfics 🎭🌻~
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the quietest voices have the loudest minds (they weep the loudest, too) by JustATruthRay
Fandoms: Cookie Run (Video Game)
21 Jun 2026
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It was just any simple day in the Vanilla Kingdom. When wasn't it?
Pure Vanilla was happily content with living day by day alongside his partner, Shadow Milk. Each morning was filled with cuddling and shared breakfasts, afternoons of the Master of Deceit resting as a snake upon the Wielder of Truth's shoulders. Evenings especially were filled with conversation about their day, dinner, and holding each other as they both retired to bed.
Except, recently… Well, for the past month or two, Shadow Milk had been strange as of late.
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Shadow Milk is hiding something from Pure Vanilla. His healer instincts kick in and they chat.
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- Part 4 of Ray's ShadowVanilla Fanfics 🎭🌻~
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Even after saving Shadow Milk during the Dark Enchantress War, Pure Vanilla doesn't let go of the fact that he lost her as well. Months go by, and Shadow Milk is eventually fed up with Pure Vanilla's sulking and grief.
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Shadow Milk can't stand seeing Pure Vanilla upset any longer and takes matters into his own hands.
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- Part 2 of Ray's ShadowVanilla Fanfics 🎭🌻~
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[This fic takes place after BY-15 but we don't have the Canon fact that the Beasts are all gone and Shadow Milk went to an insane asylum.]
Even in this seemingly perfect world after the war with the one Pure Vanilla always wanted to understand, he still lost someone else meaningful to him. He also goes through a "bird period".
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Pure Vanilla is still in depression plus he's got instinct problems. Shadow Milk is here to cheer up his bird.
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- Part 1 of Ray's ShadowVanilla Fanfics 🎭🌻~
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Whatever the hell I choose to write
Just my ShadowVanilla fanfics and oneshots here for your convenience.
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After a long day of following his duties as the king of the Vanilla Kingdom, Pure Vanilla decides to go look for his other half. He finds him at the bar of Crow's Inn, drunkenly complaining about the Cookie of Truth. So, he decides to chime in.
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Pure Vanilla learned many things about Shadow Milk after they moved in together.
He was good about keeping the toilet seat down, for one. He liked anything with oats and blueberries, was able to be polite when he needed to (requirements: have one of the ex-guardians of the Silver Tree within 10 miles), loved performing in town and was well versed in multiple sign languages. He could also read braille fluently, but Pure Vanilla wasn't sure if that was his own talent, or what he'd gleamed from merging souljams.
Pure Vanilla also learned, a lot later than he'd expected, that the Beast was prone to... Spells, of sorts.
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- Part 1 of (mostly) sdvn wordvom
- Part 1 of shami POTS au
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20 Jun 2026
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"In art, chiaroscuro (...) is the use of strong contrasts between light and dark, usually bold contrasts affecting a whole composition." (Wikipedia).
How long can a lie remain a lie before it becomes a justification to linger? For how long can one lie about motivations before the lie becomes their truth?
Shadow Milk Cookie makes good on his threat that Pure Vanilla Cookie's kindness will be his undoing. He arrives in the Vanilla kingdom asking for help, lying that his followers have turned on him and his magic is gone. This lie wraps him up in itself until he is completely enmeshed, unable to tell where the lie ends, and where his true motivations begin. That lie becomes an excuse to linger.
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- Part 1 of Chiaroscuro
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A final thought came to him.
Eventually... He would slip into his permanent drift.
Not sleep. Not death. Something slower. Quieter. A dream that never ends.
In it, perhaps, he could build the world he never had. A world untouched by betrayal, unburdened by power.
Or maybe… he’d dream of what came after. Where he no longer had to be good or wise or anything at all.
Perhaps he’d see them again there, Eternal Sugar, Mystic Flour, Burning Spice, Silent Salt; shadows of themselves, softer, kinder.
But maybe not.
It didn’t matter.
The dream would be his.
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Shadow Milk is torn between further corruption and redemption. But comfort is easy to fake. Paradise is easier to build when it’s built on lies. Maybe he’ll make his own.
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“I want you to claim me. Really claim me.”
Pure Vanilla is happy to oblige.
(Or: Shadow Milk’s insecurities catch up with him late one night, and Pure Vanilla decides the best way to prove his devotion is to worship Shadow Milk until he believes it.)
Bookmarked by JustATruthRay
14 Jun 2026