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    It was Kris. The second he recognized them, he wasn't scared. Just quietly stunned. Kris?! Here? Now? Right when Berdly had been overwhelmed by the trials of his heart?? He set his claws to his chest a moment, heart fluttering at this unexpected special event flag.

    It was kind of. Magical. Like seeing a deer through the trees. Or finding a secret in a game that had only just come out.
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    It's the night that it rained in Hometown. Kris is walking home a long time past their bedtime when they hear a bird with too much on his mind sing a lonesome song. A story about teens close to tragedy having a nice time for a little while, liking the weird kid from your class instead of the nicest girl you know, taking time away from yourself, shared history, festival plans, birdsong, and how it feels to have someone choose to spend time with you, specifically, on purpose.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    GENUiNELY REALLY GOOD. i did not expect a silly kerdly fic to actually tackle kris' burdens head on and use it to reframe their relationship with berdly in a way even i hadn't thought of. berdly being just a . normal kid. who's really weird but also dorky and stupid and entertaining, making it so even though kris obviously loves susie and ralsei, their ties to the prophecy adds a layer of complication to their relationships that their relationship with berdly doesn't have. it's sooo cool.
    a lot of the gaming references went over my head to be honest (#FakeGamer) but it never deterred me. i loved how nerdy berdly was in this. i feel like the author truly understands him and how his brain works. it's genuinely so peak. the way his dynamic with kris is written is so engaging and amazing and wow wow. it's a breath of fresh air. and the author's style of writing mimics toby's writing which makes it very immersive haha. like i could totally imagine this happening in game.
    overall a very good fic. omg. the amount of tropes crammed in here was very enjoyable lol. i love it , S tier fic

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    “If it helps…” Akira spoke up suddenly, his tone morbidly amused, “I forgive you, for shooting me in the face.”

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    In the Third Semester Akechi tries to keep Akira at arm's length. Unfortunately Akira is stubborn and Akechi's too much of a hot mess to really keep it up.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    wow wow... a short but very devastating read. huge fan of how akechi's feelings for akira are described. i lovee when people try to tackle his complicated mess of feelings in the most nonsensical, paradoxical way ever. because they really are like that. hating someone because you love them so much. wanting to be so close so you push them so far away. ouhh. so good !!

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    "You're free to vent," Goro answers quickly. He's at the edge of begging him to say more, to show him more how similar they are.

    But Kurusu shakes his head. "I appreciate your offer but… I'm fine now." Is he? "I overcame my circumstances and now… here I am." Is he even aware of how sad he sounds? How can Goro hear the scream for help behind his composed act?

    "Is it really better?"

    Kurusu doesn't respond immediately. He plays with the straw, staring at his cocktail. "I wonder."

    or Roleswap Akeshu have a nice evening in Jazz Jin despite some heavy topic.

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    21 May 2026

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    beautiful fic!!! i've always loved the idea of muhen being akechi's guardian in a roleswap au so this was wonderful to read :) i loveeee swap fics/aus that keep the character personalities the same, i believe they're far more interesting because they let you explore how a character might fair in a different environment or under different circumstances and i think this fic handles that well enough! i get annoyed with roleswap au fics at times due to mischaracterisation but nothing in this fic has turned me away , it's a lovely read.

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    Akechi’s eyes were wide in disbelief - then he laughed; a sharp, ugly noise.

    “Oh!” he leaned back on his heels, his vicious expression softening into a mocking smile, “I forgot. This is new for you, isn’t it? Fighting alone?”

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    Akira has a near-fatal encounter in Maruki's Palace. Akechi... barely takes it well.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    omg. the way the tension is written is sooo good. the way akira understands goro So Well, understands his mannerisms, his body language, his Mindset. it's so peak... goro's frustration over his fear and, by extension, his care for the well-being of akira. omg. i love this fic.

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Akechi doesn't really bother hiding his bad habits in front of Akira anymore and Akira, as usual, cares more than he lets on.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    short and sweet. i like the hc of akechi smoking. since sojiro doesn't really know much about their relationship, i wonder if he thought his smoking habit rubbed off on akira instead :(