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between sex and death and trying to keep the kitchen clean by ftmsteverogers
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Dec 2022
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"I don't get you," Dean spits. "I don't get what you want. Just — just tell me. I'm a big boy, I can take it."
"I did tell you!" Castiel exclaims. "I told you, and then I died!"
(In which Castiel is rescued from the Empty, Jack gives up the powers of God to be a kid again, and Dean overcompensates.)
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Well, I'll Be Damned (Here Comes Your Ghost Again) by goldenboydean
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
05 Nov 2025
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Then: There are rumors of a faith healer performing miracles all over the Midwest. Dean Winchester knows damn well that miracles ain't real and that faith healers are full of shit, but this one... This one might just be the real deal. And he's not the only one who thinks that.
Castiel Novak knows a thing or two about faith healers and although Dean would normally never dream of dragging a civilian along on a case, he could really use Cas' expertise here. Besides, with Sammy off at Stanford and John barking orders at him from three states away, Dean is pretty fucking lonely. And Castiel, with his kind eyes and his uncanny ability to get under Dean's skin in all the best ways, fits into the Impala's passenger seat just right.
Until, of course, it all comes crashing down around them.
Now: It's been five years since Castiel last saw Dean, but when he gets a call in the middle of the night, he recognizes the voice on the other end of the line immediately. Dean is in trouble and he needs Castiel's help. And, well.
Castiel always comes when Dean calls.
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29 Jun 2026
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beloved—my brutal ephemeral monument :
if you are hungry then take note of my fleshycontiguousbody,
my ocean, my confidence scheme—
won't you eat? won't it be well? won't your mouth
tremble fervently at the betrayal of my breast,
my proun, my enterprise?
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12 May 2026
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Another “Cas comes back” fic. Because I believe in happy endings (even if you have to wade through pools of angst to get there).
“We wouldn’t trade you for the world, Cas. And I know you’re into all the self-sacrificing bullshit, but maybe it’s time to just settle down and let people—” he almost says love “—care about you.”
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07 May 2026
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In which Dean is forced to deal with his trauma and come to a reckoning with himself. Also, Cas is there.
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"No one hates you as much as you do," Crowley told him once. That's Dean's whole M.O. right there. His two fundamental truths are that it is his job to save everyone, and that no matter how many people he saves it will never change the fact that he is 90% crap.
Dean knows who he is. Yeah, he's done some good for the world, okay, he gets that. But deep down? The person he is inside is still worthless. Dean will never be good enough, never be any kind of role model. He's never going to shake that, so if that's what this whole seven trials angelic bullshit is about, then he and Cas might as well hold hands and drive off the cliff now.
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27 Feb 2023