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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    "The thought of his body rotting from the inside out sends alternating hot and cold shivers of terror down his spine. It's gotta be one of the most horrific ways to die he can imagine."

    Or: Someone fucked up badly and Tachihara has a very bad time. So have the Hunting Dogs, trying to fix whatever is wrong with their youngest member, and the Port Mafia trying to figure out whatever happened to one of their Black Lizard commanders.

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    15 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    His brother had always been the child their family had wanted. His brother was kind, he was humble, he was brave. His brother always had been too brave. He’d acted like going to war was some saintly, heroic thing; like it wasn’t willingly stepping into the jaws of a cruel fate, letting it tear him limb from limb. Tear until nothing remained but memories, and a pretty, empty grave.

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    on tachihara, grieving, and identity.
    oh, and final words never spoken.

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    14 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    If he opens his eyes, he still has an extremely low vision, but at least light is coming in. How fortunate, right? He should be grateful. He should be so grateful that his entire face wasn't completely destroyed, that he has the opportunity to get better, that he didn't fucking die the way Teruko or countless of others did, that he was spared from the vampirism, that he gets to return home.

    But he's not. How selfish of him.

    tachihara survives, but now he has to learn to live with the consequences
    for day 2 of bsd disability week: blindness

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    14 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    They all made the same choice, as well. There would have been nothing more to say, had he not returned.

    “I wish he’d stayed dead,” Teruko says dully.

    (When everything is over, what is left of the Hunting Dogs?)

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    14 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    “Get ready. We leave in five minutes.”

    Atsushi raises an eyebrow and an expectant look in his eyes.

    “Please.”

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    Akutagawa refused to die. Not out of a desire to live. But out of spite and jealousy for someone else to take his place as his boyfriend.

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    13 Jun 2026