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A fight over a horror movie turns into silence. A week later, a case forces Sam to face a fear he’s buried for years. Dean finally understands why Sam hates clowns — and why he should’ve asked sooner.
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Slightly canon divergent from various and sundry villians cos when sam said he felt helpless i thought this up and also the actual scene pissed me off bc they could have addressed his trauma but they DIDN'T
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"We accept the love we think we deserve"
Sam learned that from Johns fists, his knife, his boots.
Dean teaches John a new lesson.
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After the cage, Sam cant tell dean and lucifer apart. Dean cant fix it. Bobby cant save either of them.
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There are worse knives than hooks and fire. Lucifer found one
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Some things may seem unforgivable, but sometimes, those things are not as they seem. Sometimes, the whole story turns out to be far worse in a completely different and unexpected way.
"He — he was my brother, my baby brother. And I realized that after I lost him."
Rated for swearing and sensitive themes. Not a death fic. Story told in Dean's P.O.V (second person).
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09 Jul 2026
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Sam and Dean take on a new case that confronts them with a dangerous Wraith. While Dean worries that Sam's mental "wall", which protects him from his dark memories, could collapse at any moment, Sam struggles with his repressed memories. But it´s not Lucifer who haunts his dreams – it is a deeply buried, decades-long suppressed childhood trauma. The past catches up with Sam in a way he never expected, and both brothers have not just to face the monster but also the demons within Sam.
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08 Jul 2026
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After Dean tells Sam to pick a hemisphere Sam doesn't think there's any point for him to keep going. At the same time instead of Dean being taken to a world where Sam said yes to Lucifer he is transported to a room to watch Sam on a screen as Sam debated whether to kill himself. (Songfic)
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Whumptober Day 6 prompt: Made to watch.Series
- Part 6 of RandomFandoms Whumptober 2023
- Part 4 of Suicidal Sam
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04 Jul 2026
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There is only one demon left in all of Hell and Earth. Sam decides it’s time to finally kill it. So he seeks out his brother, sure that Dean will do what needs to be done and end him.
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03 Jul 2026
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strap in gamers i've had a hell of a year and i can and will project literally all of it onto sam winchester
content warnings will be in the end notes of each chapter like always, read or ignore at your own discretion
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23 Jun 2026