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  1. Rec *

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    J.J. reminded himself every morning to be thankful. To be thankful for life, to be thankful for being a successful defensive man on a successful hockey team, to be thankful for his family and most importantly - to be thankful for the brothers he accumulated by playing the sport that he loves. However, in this continuous basking of thankfulness and gratitude, J.J. has sometimes found himself feeling empty. He was told many times that he was a complex puzzle, full of excitement and whimsy but very hard to put together. On many days, he felt completed; all the pieces matching together - creating a picture of beauty, wonder, and sometimes grace. But there were plenty days where he felt the piece or pieces were missing. He sought day in and day out to figure that out.

    or the J.J. looks for the missing piece and finds it in Carter Vaughn.

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  2. Rec *

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    In 2007, 16-year-old Ilya Rozanov travels to Ottawa to win gold. Again.

    Canada hasn’t forgiven him after the Junior Olympics. Shane Hollander least of all.

    When Ilya is assigned to billet with the Hollanders for the World Championships, the rivalry moves from the ice to the dinner table. But beneath the bruises, the pressure, and the weight of growing up, something else begins to grow.

    **Basically me turning Heated Rivalry into a wholesome, found family, heartstopper-esque, YA spin-off**

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  3. Rec *

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    Going no-contact with Curtis Barrett had been surprisingly easy.

    Not emotionally, at first, but physically easy in the sense that Troy didn’t even need to actually block his number or monitor his socials. His dad never rang, or messaged. Not a single thing since that night when Troy had finally stood up to him, looked him square in the face and told him he was gay and Curtis had just stared in bewilderment, anger, disgust, and watched him go.

    Which is why when Troy takes his phone off plane mode as they walk through the airport after touching down in New York, he stops in his tracks as he sees a notification for two missed calls. From his dad. One voicemail.

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    A fic about Troy still trying to find himself despite being an openly gay, engaged man, and how his past doesn't stay in the past, but this time he's got love on his side.

    Featuring Ilya being the best bisexual buddy, Harris is incredibly smitten, loving queer-platonic-friendships, and discussions of Buffy villains.

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  4. Rec 69

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    “You know…” he said slowly, reaching his delicate fingers up to touch Ryan’s cheekbones. “That palette would really work with your coloring. You’d wear those pinks well.”

    Ryan furrowed his brow. “Really?”

    “Mmhmm,” Fabian hummed, shifting to grab Ryan’s forearm. It was hairier than Fabian’s, so he started massaging Ryan’s hand instead, pressing his fingers into the tendons and smoothing out any tension. Fabian drew lines with his fingertips to show what he wanted to do. “Can I swatch a little here?”

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  5. Rec 46

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    People like him for what his hands can do. A guy his size, with hands that big, and the son of a boxer too? He was born for this. At least that’s what people keep saying.

    He does his best to be gracious. When somebody gives you a compliment, it’s rude not to say thank you.

    Ryan thought he knew what it meant to be a man. Then Fabian came along and unraveled it all. He did it piece by piece, and all it took was his hands, his mouth, his eyes. An exploration of masculinity and love through the body.

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  6. Rec 8

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    It's 2025. The Women's Professional Hockey league is about to start its third season, but Sonia Salah can't stop thinking about her disaster playoff night years ago. The league is too little late.
    But this isn't what shakes her. It's what Fabian says to her at Amy's graduation dinner that does that.
    A story of hurt, regret, and healing a fucked up sibling relationship.

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  7. Public Bookmark 15

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    "I watched— a video," Fabian mumbled. His fingers resumed their movement, tracing a restless path from the middle of Ryan's sternum to his clavicle and back.
    A video? Porn, maybe, Ryan thought. They'd talked casually about online sex work before, but never in depth. Had Fabian watched something in the time they'd been broken up, and now felt bad about it?
    Fabian shut his eyes. Ryan felt the brush of his lashes against his chest. "It was a video of, um, some of the..." He let out a shallow sigh. "Some of your fights."
    Ryan stilled. For a few seconds he was sure he didn't even breathe.
    "Oh," he said. It came out thin, almost a wheeze.

    Or: Fabian tells Ryan that he watched, or tried to watch, that Top Fifteen Fights video. It does not go well.

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  8. Rec 15

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    “Your dress is beautiful, by the way,” Rose said.

    “Thank you.” Svetlana shot her a conspiratory look. “Do you know what it means to wear red at a wedding?”

    Rose only knew that it was frowned upon to wear white if you weren’t the bride. “No?”

    Svetlana came closer and whispered into her ear, “It means you’ve slept with the groom.”

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    Rose and Svetlana meet at Shane and Ilya's wedding, bond over being the grooms' exes, and then... bond some more. In bed with each other.

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  9. Rec *

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    Shane Hollander was considered one of the calmest guys in the league, the least confrontational. He hardly got into fights. If there was an all-out brawl, he would join in to protect his guys, but he wasn’t an instigator, except for the one time he truly tried to fight Scott Hunter. And it was Scott Hunter for godsake. He gave media trained answers and hardly argued with refs. His social media was clean cut with no controversial posts.

    But that didn’t mean that Shane didn’t get angry. Wouldn’t defend the people he loved. He knew how to chirp back. He played hockey his whole life and knew how to throw a punch. Maybe he wouldn’t try it against an enforcer or anything, but he could hold his own if he wanted. It’s also not like his husband didn’t spend multiple hours after they got outed making sure that Shane could handle all the extra attention they were about to receive on the ice.

    Five times Shane Hollander defended the people he loves, plus one time they defended him.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Yuna doesn't like him.

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    20 Apr 2026

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  11. Rec *

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    Rozanov: my dick stopped working
    Rozanov: this is an emergency
    Rozanov: you and fabian fuck, but you are on medication.
    Rozanov: tell me your secrets

    Ryan stared dumbfounded at his phone. He scrolled up through the text thread, confirming he hadn't missed something. But no. His knee bopped up and down with the dots at the bottom of his phone, waiting to see how Ilya was about to change the trajectory of his selfcare day.
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    or Ryan meets Ilya after a series of SOS text messages regarding side effects to his new medication. As uncomfortable as Ryan is talking about his own libido struggles, he's touched to be the one Ilya is confiding in. But Ryan's never had a heart to heart about something this personal with anyone besides Fabian, and Ilya isn't exactly known for being an open book.

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    16 Apr 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 36

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    It's Harris's birthday, and Troy is actually great at giving gifts.

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    Featuring High School Musical 2, Troy learning of and accepting the existence of fanfiction, and the objectification of Shane Hollander.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    “I’ve always been kind of weak in relationships.”

    “Troy— ”

    “I need someone stronger than me. Dallas and Adrian were. But they weren’t people I could trust — and I never trusted Dallas, really.”

    Troy thinks Harris has an inkling about what he needs. That he needs a master. That he needs someone to guide him. Harris is so sweet about it that it looks almost nothing like how it looked with Dallas and Adrian — but it’s the same principle.

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    Excerpts from Troy's life aged eleven to twenty-six years old, focusing on his relationships with Adrian Dela Cruz and Dallas Kent during his time with Toronto.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Ilya: He should buy lottery tickets because he is the luckiest man on earth 
    Ilya: He should get on his knees and thank god everyday that he got to fuck you
    Shane: Oh my God stop
    Ilya: What? I do that

    Or: The man who topped Shane in Mexico posts about his experience, Ilya contemplates murder, and the other queer NHL players get caught in the crossfire.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Scott can’t stand Ilya Rozanov. Sure, Rozanov is a generational wunderkind, but he’s also annoying as hell and always ready with a chirp.

    “Do you have a spot in the nursing home yet, Hunter? I am hearing from my grandma they go fast!”

    “Are you getting tired? It must be past your bedtime already!”

    “What kind of skating is that? Is your arthritis acting up again?”

    Scott’s age is Rozanov’s favorite topic, but now that Scott has come out, he shudders to think about what Rozanov will throw at him this season.

    Or, 5 times Rozanov makes fun of Scott for being old, and 1 time he makes fun of Scott for being gay.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Shane smiled as he typed a response, then settled back on Ilya’s chest. “You and my mom have to meet up while you’re in town, Sveta. You’d get along so well. You should sit together at the Admirals game.”

    Sveta hesitated. She’d briefly met the Hollanders at Ilya and Shane’s wedding, but they were so swarmed by people offering them congratulations that she hadn’t really talked to them. If it had been Ilya who asked, she would have laughed at the idea. “Really, Ilyusha? You want to introduce me to your in-laws? Are you going to tell them about all the times we hooked up? All the clubs we’ve been to together? How much vodka we used to drink together?”

    But it was Shane who asked, and Sveta had grown to understand just why it was so hard for Ilya to ever say no to him. He was so earnest and sweet. Shane made her best friend happy, and if this would make him happy, she could do it. Probably.

    “Yeah, that sounds nice,” she said quietly.

     

    Or, Sveta believes she is ill-equipped to impress her best friend's husband's parents. She is unfamiliar with Yuna Hollander's game.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Ryan Price has contingency plans for aliens, penthouse floods and the occassional emotional breakdown (his own). Finding Ilya Rozanov in his apartment - door code proudly abused and cooking food - still comes as a greater shock.
    Ilya on the other hand would summarize the evening in four efficient steps: Use Code. Cook. Couch. Cry internally (optional).

    Or: Ryan and Ilya are absolute shit at friendship... and somehow they are perfectly happy anyway.

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    19 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 84

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    Sapphic Graphic Presents: The Wilds Unofficial Season 3

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    15 Aug 2025

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  19. Public Bookmark 33

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    Mike and Armando have an unconventional bonding moment.

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    09 Jul 2025

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    The girls find themselves in an all-too-familiar situation. For the second time in one summer, they've been left behind on an uninhabited island with a bunch of strangers and no way home. With the possibility that nobody’s coming to save them this time, it's up to them to save themselves. But how will they fare when they have much more than survival to worry about?

    After two months of doing this on her own, Leah finds herself in the position of being seen as a leader—but maybe not by everyone. And as old thoughts start to resurface, she gets the feeling that something isn’t right here.

    Fatin’s got a problem. A tall, blue-eyed, brilliant problem that she’s finding hard to ignore. Torn between being a source of support and wanting more than just friendship, for the first time she finds herself struggling to go after what she wants.

    A canon continuation, picking up from the end of season 2. Heavy focus on Leah and Fatin.

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    09 Jun 2025

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