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“Do you have trouble sleeping, hyung?” he asked, worry seeping into his tone.
Chan startled, shocked to see he had forgotten all about the bottle of sleeping pills sitting right in the middle of his living room. “Ah— yeah, sometimes,” he replied, handing one of the mugs to the younger man who accepted it gratefully, wrapping his fingers around the ceramic to warm them up after having been outside all afternoon.
“Be careful with those, hyung,” he said, taking a sip of his hot chocolate. “I heard it’s really easy to overdose with them.”
Guilt welled in his stomach, settling like a rock. “I will, Jisung-ah,” he lied. “Hyung promises.”
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Chan is ready to end it all when he— quite literally— bumps into a frantic Jisung who gives him a reason to stick around a bit longer. Before he knows it, Chan has a whole group of people he would die for instead of in spite of.
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The topic starts to dwindle down and Seungmin’s tears slow, but one thing sticks with Chan the rest of the time they spend filming their segment.
Seungmin said, “I just like you despite all of that,” meaning there’s so much wrong with Chan, but he still cares about him anyway.
“I’ll do better,” Chan had promised after, like he had so many other times over the years, hoping at some point it’ll actually stick.
By the end of their talk, Chan feels stripped bare, fragile, and raw, but he can’t let any of that show with the cameras on his face, so he just tries to smile and move past it. He’ll internalize it for another day—another night when he can’t find sleep no matter what he does. He’ll torture himself with thoughts of every little thing that’s wrong with him, but that’s what he deserves after getting it so wrong time and time again.
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14 Mar 2026
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Seungmin wakes up at 7.30am - usual time. Changbin - grunting and groaning on the other half of the bed - doesn't go to turn off his alarm. odd.
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26 Feb 2026
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All his life Jake had dreamt of Tsu'tey and Tsu'tey had dreamt of Jake.
After the death of his brother, Jake is finally given the opportunity to travel to Pandora. There isn’t a moment to think, no time to hesitate, as Jake sends himself careening across galaxies in the hope that Tsu’tey is real and waiting for him when he arrives.
The Tsu’tey he finds, however, is not the one he knew before his cryo-sleep, but one hardened by war and loss and hate. Together they will learn to fight, for themselves, for each other, and for the people they call home.
*Chapters 1-48 of this work have been updated from their original versions (2016-2021) as of January 2023*Series
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30 Dec 2025
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Everyday, Cypher feels the same guilt and pain from losing the most important thing in his life all those years ago.
Omen is bound by rage, confusion, and anguish. He can’t remember what made him this way.
But they make it together. Or do they?
(smut is introduced in chapter 7)
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