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    There was one truth knitted to his soul, following him around through both lifetimes. Shang Qinghua was unloveable. No one who knew his true nature could ever love him.
    He had accepted this truth a long time ago. But having to face it over and over again was just too hurtful.

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  1. Public Bookmark 98

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    It is him.

    Hua Cheng knows it is him, because he would know him anywhere, in any place and at any time and in any state. Knows the slope of his jaw and the silken strands of his hair, and the soft ivory of his skin and the curve of his shoulders.

    Because he sees him in everything that is good and precious and divine; because he has been running after him, praying to him, talking to him in the private comfort of his mind for as long as he can remember.

    Because it is him, and Hua Cheng’s soul would know his in a thousand lifetimes, under a million different stars, in the dirt and the mud just as well as on the streets of the divine capital.

    Because Hua Cheng has loved him, will love him, does love him ever since he can remember.

    Xie Lian is never banished from heaven, so Hua Cheng finds him there after he ascends himself at Mount Tonglu, and becomes, as always, Xie Lian's most devoted believer.

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    30 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    Xie Lian owns and runs an unconventional coffee shop in the heart of a bustling city. When everything inevitably falls apart, a mysterious someone steps in to help.

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    25 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 53

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    Hua Cheng blinks at him and then gently takes his wrist and moves it an inch away from his split lip.

    “Gege was worried?” He asks.

    “Of course I was.” Xie Lian huffs. “You- disappeared! I had no idea if you were even alive, and-”

    “I’m sorry.” Hua Cheng answers, and – smiles. What is he so happy about?

     

    Xie Lian’s life is a mess. Hua Cheng’s life is, somehow, even worse. Luckily, sometimes two negatives make an affirmative.

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    21 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    "These are all your siblings?" Hua Cheng asks Qianqiu.

    Qianqiu nods, grinning. "Well, foster siblings, technically, not that that matters. That's our dad behind you."

    Hua Cheng raises his coffee cup to his lips, all to nearly spill it all over himself. Not that it matters? That's… that's something he's never heard before.

    ("Hah! You'll never really be part of this family. The lady will take you away once we get sick of you. See how long you'll last.")

    "Hi," the man behind him laughs. "I'm Xie Lian. I'm sorry about Banyue."

    It's only then that Hua Cheng actually turns around to get a look at Qianqiu's father—foster father, and when he does, he nearly drops his coffee again.

    Ah, fuck, he's pretty.

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    14 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    It's 1986 and for Xie Lian, a deaf college student, the world keeps getting bigger. For the first time in his life, he’s putting himself out there and experiencing things his overprotective parents would never imagine, including four consecutive dates with Hua Cheng, a 21 year old Harley enthusiast whose laid back personality and fluent sign language make him irresistible.

    As overwhelming as his newfound independence is, Xie Lian is happier than he's ever been.

    All of this changed on November 12th, 1986 — the day he disappears without a trace.

    Xie Lian is kept bound in his captor’s basement — a man he cannot identify due to the mask he wears. When he manages to escape, he discovers he has been missing for nearly four years, and nothing in his life is the same. Worst of all, his captor remains a free man unless Xie Lian can find a way to identify him.

    Though his entire world has turned upside down, one thing remains the same: Hua Cheng’s affection for him. Together, they work through the events of the past four years to help Xie Lian come to terms with his trauma and find a way to catch his captor. It becomes clear before long that until the man is caught, Xie Lian is far from safe…

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    16 Mar 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Damn masterpiece of an AU.
    Fav fic in 2024 tgcf fandom <3