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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 255,418
- Chapters:
- 55/55
- Comments:
- 15,109
- Kudos:
- 33,366
- Bookmarks:
- 12,210
- Hits:
- 2,043,998
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14 Jun 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Jun 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 296,453
- Chapters:
- 18/?
- Comments:
- 8,902
- Kudos:
- 18,340
- Bookmarks:
- 7,048
- Hits:
- 953,273
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13 Jun 2026
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So Lily is just a buddy? by avid_reader64
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov never hooked up at the CCM commercial.
Now it's 2017. Yuna Hollander is concerned that Shane doesn't have many friends, so she signs him up on a buddy network website.
Shane gets paired with someone else looking for a 'buddy', not knowing that it's his on-ice rival, Ilya Rozanov.Series
- Part 6 of Hollanov/Centaurs Texting/WAG Fics
- Part 1 of Alternate Universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49,834
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 1,544
- Kudos:
- 11,801
- Bookmarks:
- 2,526
- Hits:
- 196,446
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07 Jun 2026
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Never Forgotten (except the sound of her voice) by TheQueenoftheAbyss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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'I have seen your charity in her name, Mama should not be forgotten.'
The note was short and to the point, no love for Ilya from his brother was scrawled into the familiar letters. But there was love for their mother there, and there was the fact that Andrei had sent it at all.
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Ilya's brother sends a parcel containing home video from Ilya's childhood to Canada. Ilya never expected to receive a parcel from his brother after five years of no contact, and He never expected to hear his mother's voice again.Bookmarked by Mesike
28 Feb 2026
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a flicker, a spark by acastle
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
28 Sep 2023
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“She truly is your daughter, Alex,” Henry sighs, defeated.
“Fuck off, sweetheart,” he laughs, a soundbite of the sun. Henry forces himself not to physically react, the term of endearment sweet and menacingly familiar coming from Alex’s lips. It’s been years. “You know they’re useful.”
“Ah yes, eyelashes, truly a formidable instrument in managing international relations.”
Alex grins, and Henry is too late to catch the slightest downward lilt on the corner of his mouth, “Worked on you once, didn’t it?”
Oh, did that ache.
(Much had happened since the time Henry had told Alex to leave. Alex had passed the bar, gotten married, had the most beautiful daughter. And Henry, well. He stayed right where he was.)
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- Part 1 of orion in your fingertips
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 83,067
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 1,310
- Kudos:
- 5,145
- Bookmarks:
- 1,824
- Hits:
- 144,811
Bookmarked by Mesike
16 Nov 2025
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Distracted, he didn’t notice where he was going until he walked straight into another person.
“Oh shit - I,”
“Simon?”
Simon snapped his head up at the sound of his own name. The only thing he seemed to know about himself. The person in front of him was unfamiliar, and he wracked his tired brain to try and make some connection between what he was seeing and his muddled memories.
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Simon Eriksson wakes up from a coma after six months, with no idea who he was in his past life. A story about first loves, last loves and all of the mess in between.
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25 Oct 2025
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A Year of Living by AnchoredArchangel
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
30 Mar 2026
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As far as big romantic gestures go, Alex isn’t sure it’s even possible to top standing on a global stage and practically declaring your love for someone on the tail end of a history-defining speech that will probably be printed in textbooks for years to come.
Never let it be said that Alex is a quitter though. He’s fully prepared to give it his best fucking shot.
Or: the epilogue - because the best part of the happy ending is getting to live in it.
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- Part 7 of The Consequences (of our Actions)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 268,959
- Chapters:
- 7/11
- Comments:
- 1,191
- Kudos:
- 1,257
- Bookmarks:
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29 Mar 2025
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The Consequences (of our Actions) by AnchoredArchangel
Fandom Red White & Royal Blue (2023), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
30 Mar 2026
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It starts, like so many things in Alex’s life, with a list.
A list, a prince, an NDA, a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and a night better than any of the fantasies that preceded it. No consequences. That was the whole point.
Except, like so many things in Alex’s life, it isn’t that simple.
Illicit rendezvous, heartfelt phone calls, transatlantic flights, nights that change them… and a morning that changes everything.
And that’s just how it starts.
- Words:
- 404,154
- Works:
- 7
- Bookmarks:
- 1,549
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28 Mar 2025
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hold on to the memories by winterpine
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
20 Apr 2025
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So he reaches and searches for the prior conversation where he was told about his memory loss and the man beside him. He checks the nooks and crannies of his mind, desperately hoping that it hasn’t failed him. That the effort he’s put into maintaining his intelligence over the years has been worth it because this time, he can be better.
But, he finds nothing.
It’s empty. Blank. Scattered and useless.
Alex looks down at his lap, at his legs hidden by starchy white bed sheets. “I don’t understand,” he whispers, tearfully. “I don’t remember. Why can’t I remember?”
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or, Alex loses the the last five and a half years of his memory along with any recollection of his relationship with Henry
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 82,461
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 990
- Kudos:
- 1,751
- Bookmarks:
- 383
- Hits:
- 51,065
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27 Mar 2025
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When Wilhelm loses his brother weeks before the end of his second year of uni and is left alone with his grief, a pre-booked summer trip around Europe, and no one to take in Erik's place, he finds himself inviting Simon, his former high school best friend (and long-time crush). The only problem? Wilhelm and Simon haven't spoken for two years, and the last time they did, Simon kissed Wilhelm, and everything between them got horribly and irrevocably awkward. But with eight weeks to spend travelling Europe in each other's company, all they've got to do now is avoid anything like that happening again. Simple. Easy.
But, if it did... what happens on the continent stays on the continent, right?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 122,612
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Comments:
- 504
- Kudos:
- 566
- Bookmarks:
- 179
- Hits:
- 17,775
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27 Mar 2025
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When Alex doesn’t say anything, Henry reaches out across the table to tentatively wrap his elegantly long fingers around Alex’s hand. His thumb is resting on the knob of Alex’s wrist, and he swipes this thumb over the skin, almost absentmindedly. Alex can’t think of anything else, revelling in the feeling of Henry touching him again.
“Love,” Henry starts, voice sincere. “I have never needed space from you. I needed space from some… emotions I was feeling, and I’m so sorry I didn’t stop to think about how that would make you feel. Truly, it was nothing to do with you, I promise. If I haven’t thrown our friendship out of the window, I would want nothing more than to go back to how things were before. I mean it.”
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the Henry-as-Liam au.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 60,000
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 491
- Kudos:
- 1,397
- Bookmarks:
- 298
- Hits:
- 43,428
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27 Jan 2025
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maybe stars align (and maybe i call you mine) by gleefulfoxes
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
25 May 2025
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FICTION TO FRICTION?: English Darling Henry Fox tops American Heartthrob Alex Claremont-Diaz in scandalous new photos from launch party of raunchy gay novel
At the lavish launch party thrown for his spicy queer romance novel, author (and Bond Baby) Henry Fox finds himself on the floor with the man who graces the cover, Alex Claremont-Diaz. The model was tapped to be the cover boy a few months back, and he has been on a clear ascent since. The greatly anticipated novel promises to bring the heat, and the photos from the event already have us sweating. The latest interaction has many wondering what the relationship between these two really is. Has a new rivalry come onto the scene, or perhaps are they the next international power couple? Their respective teams have refused to comment on the topic. We will be keeping an eye on Fox’s European book tour for international incidents.
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Alternatively titled: being gay around europe
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- Part 1 of Across the Stars
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 172,193
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 906
- Kudos:
- 1,809
- Bookmarks:
- 594
- Hits:
- 105,741
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20 Dec 2024
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“The first few years, it was a relief to get away from all the stupid family drama,” Alex says, blowing a long sigh. The hand that’s not holding Henry’s slides onto his stomach, a warm, comforting pressure. “Then I started to resent it. It hurt to be stuck out on a mission while everyone celebrated without me.”
“And now?”
A grin slips onto Alex’s face as he walks two fingers across Henry’s bare chest. “Now I have you.”
(Or, 3 times Alex & Henry spent Christmas on missions and 1 when they didn't; or, A Very Nova Christmas Special.)
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- Part 2 of (Super)Nova, Baby
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,336
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Comments:
- 401
- Kudos:
- 1,699
- Bookmarks:
- 215
- Hits:
- 22,591
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09 Dec 2024
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Agent Henry Fox-Mountchristen is an asshole.
Alex is 90% sure those exact words are going in this mission report. Yeah, they’re supposed to be objective when writing this shit up, but that isn’t his opinion. It’s a fact.
(CIA agent Alex Claremont-Diaz and MI6 agent Henry Fox-Mountchristen don’t exactly get along, but that doesn’t keep their respective agencies from insisting they work together as partners. Then a mission in Colombia changes everything, and their relationship begins to shift and grow into something that neither of them ever expected… and something that could have deadly consequences.)
Series
- Part 1 of (Super)Nova, Baby
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 66,745
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 1,354
- Kudos:
- 5,207
- Bookmarks:
- 1,582
- Hits:
- 121,589
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07 Dec 2024
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A Bullet to the Heart by clockwrkpendrxgon
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
17 Dec 2024
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When med student Alex Claremont-Diaz crosses paths with Secret Service agent Henry Fox at a car crash, he finds himself accidentally dragged into a world of peril and mysteries by refusing to abandon the anonymous boy to his fate and taking Henry home to help him. Chaos ensues afterwards, and Alex’s goodwill triggers a series of events that ends up jeopardising not only the two young men’s lives but also their hearts.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 75,169
- Chapters:
- 23/23
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 428
- Kudos:
- 932
- Bookmarks:
- 217
- Hits:
- 36,984
Bookmarked by Mesike
24 Oct 2024
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“Henry Fox is a pompous entitled shithead, who has been spoon fed directly from the stick protruding out of his asshole for far too long to realize that the world isn’t going to just bow at his feet because mommy and daddy were also music legends. He can fuck off. The answer is no. I will sign that contract over my dead body.”
An ice cold tone reverberates through the room in a British accent Alex would recognize anywhere. “That can be arranged, darling.”
Or: Alex is a Rockstar drummer, and Henry causes the rhythm in Alex’s heart to stutter. In other words the greatest enemies to lovers rock and roll has ever seen.
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07 Oct 2024
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Something Borrowed, Something Blue by anincompletelist (soldouthaz) for firenati0n
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
31 Jan 2024
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When June gets engaged, Alex, her brother, and Henry, her best friend, are asked to be the official Guys Of Honor. There’s a month to plan the whole thing, which would be near impossible anyway, only made worse by the fact that being around each other the last several years has only ever led to petty fights and useless competition. Unfortunately, as the two most important men in her life - aside from her fiancé - they don’t really have much of a choice.
Alex has a lot of feelings about this. As it turns out, Henry does too.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 116,595
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Comments:
- 591
- Kudos:
- 1,496
- Bookmarks:
- 532
- Hits:
- 46,466
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24 Feb 2024
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you like a pretty boy (with a pretty voice) by vibrantsaturn
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
21 Dec 2023
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alex @theagcd
they way i would let him [redacted] [redacted] [redacted] me just give me ONE fucking chance that's all i'm asking for i need him in a way that is honestly concerning please i would do ANYTHING i mean it
[1 picture attached]He realises he's fucked up the second his phone starts vibrating crazily. With shaky hands, he unlocks the phone and feels all the blood drain from his face when he notices he's tweeted the fucking thirst tweet about Henry on his main band account instead of his burner account.
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Alex and Henry are in rival bands, and Alex accidentally thirst tweets about Henry on his band account.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,510
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 135
- Kudos:
- 1,795
- Bookmarks:
- 310
- Hits:
- 18,298
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20 Feb 2024
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Email: [email protected]
Channel Name: AustinBoy
Age Restricted?: 18+
Chat enabled?: Yes
Subscriptions: Monthly
Tiers: 2
Tier 1:
> Name: Standard
> Description: Access to chat room, 1 weekly video
Tier 2:
> Name: Bonus
> Description: Access to chat room, 1 weekly video, 1 weekly livestreamOr, a Camboy!Alex AU
Series
- Part 1 of Platinum Record
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,080
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 767
- Kudos:
- 3,728
- Bookmarks:
- 848
- Hits:
- 69,556
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15 Feb 2024
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get him alone by congee4lunch
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
05 Nov 2023
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Alex looks at him, like Henry’s a speck of dirt on his pristine chinos. “Why would June send you to check up on me?”
“Because I’m her best friend and you’re her brother?”
“I always said she has bad taste.”
“Well,” Henry smiles. It feels as placid on his face as it probably looks. “I would say the same thing, but family doesn’t account for one’s taste, unfortunately.”
in which henry fox is june’s childhood best friend and alex claremont-diaz is june’s younger brother. as the years pass, they tolerate each other at best and are downright destructive at worst. until they begin falling into each other's beds.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 103,500
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Comments:
- 1,662
- Kudos:
- 11,448
- Bookmarks:
- 3,343
- Hits:
- 426,097
Bookmarked by Mesike
12 Feb 2024