Mess_of_Mind



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  1. Rec 54

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    “So tell me, Thomas,” Lawrence said at last, each syllable dragging through the still air like the tolling of a distant funeral bell, “what is it your heart desires so fiercely it casts all reason into shadow?”
    Thomas faltered—but only for a heartbeat. When he spoke, his voice was low, resolute, tempered by neither fear nor hesitation.
    “He’s my best friend,” he said. “And I’ll see the world burn before I give up on him.”


    Written as part of TMRSS '25, inspired by my giftee’s prompt:
    TDC movie canon divergence where they rescue Minho, Sonya and Aris, but Newt gets captured, and they break into WCKD HQ to rescue him. (happy ending where Newt gets cured please) (bonus points if Teresa survives too)

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    ch 10. gua benci monolog sok drama.

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    thomas learns to watch newt—to count him, track him, hold the line when the world begins to break. when the flare threatens to take newt somewhere violent and irreversible, thomas refuses to let him go.

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  3. Rec 29

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    Years of searching for the cure, praying to the universe to give the humanity one last chance; then, finally, appeared the possibility for their future—Thomas—his pure heart and his utter devotion to the boy.

    The easiest way to break someone was to attack what they held dearest—and that was how she knew Newt was the key to Thomas’ mind.

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    Movie Divergence AU where it’s Thomas and Newt who get kidnapped by WCKD instead of Minho.

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    overall good. what i question, though, kok kayaknya gada tnada2 newt ptsd jg? gtw ya se yg ku pahamin di ch 12 yg udh bahas selesainy, yg digambarin pny trauma tuh thomas dn yg digambarin sabar dampingin tuh si newt. gd narasi kebalikannya gtu, ato ktk mrka sama2 bgn dlm keadaan abis nightmare. ini klo crita straight, jdiny si newt kyk fl yg biasany ddeskripsiin sbg ... mgkn ga slave, tapi asisten or perawat domestik ny s cwo, ykwim?
    tapi yg bagian awal2 pas mrk d torture d wckd suka sih, bagus mnrtku, makany ku lnjt baca pas itu. cmn ya itu, pas nyampe d ch terakhir bgt mengheran.

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    The first night in the scorch but Newt is more shaken up then he wants to admit, Thomas Notices.

    Dedicated to my lack of sleep and the Newt keychain i got today.

    Based of a flashback of sorts from my fic 'if i leave somebody else will love you.' but you dont have to read it to get whats happening.

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    Newt gets put on some pretty strong pain meds. So obviously he confesses to Thomas in his delirious state.

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