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• Two graves (one gun) by Momorues

  Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)  

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  18 Oct 2024

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  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Todd Anderson/Neil Perry
  • Todd Anderson
  • Canonical Character Death
  • Heavy Angst
  • Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Tragic Romance

  Summary

  If god really existed, Neil would still be alive. If god really existed, and Neil’s death was his decision, Todd would’ve turned up dead too, because he couldn’t live without him.

  Or, what Todd feels after Charlie tells him Neil is dead.

  (Reworked on March 3rd 2025)

  Language:

  English

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  1,105

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