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Ilya has always believed love is something you earn by giving pieces of yourself away.
In Russia, it was discipline.
In the NHL, it’s performance.
With Noah, it becomes submission.The relationship starts with praise and turns into something harder to name.
Shane Hollander doesn’t understand why he keeps watching the number one draft pick; only that something about him feels wrong.Ilya knows how to endure.
He doesn’t know how to be loved.
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Twice as Hard by Menty_B_Fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander has a plan: 11 games left, then seventy-three days alone at the cottage to reset. No people, no stress, no suppressants. His body will fix itself.
Except his suppressants are failing faster than he realizes. His new linemate Ilya keeps showing up—in hotel rooms, on his line, in the spaces Shane usually keeps empty. And Ilya notices things. The way Shane's scent is changing. The way he's slowing down.
Shane counts down to the cottage like it's salvation.
But Rozanov doesn't keep his distance. And Shane's control is slipping.
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