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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    He wouldn't blame MJ if he called off their date by slamming a door in Peter's face the moment he saw the brunette standing outside his apartment. Unfortunately, being Spider-Man came with its downsides, one of which included a very finicky schedule.

    Everything with MJ was so new. Not to mention unusual. For starters, Peter had never dated a guy before. It was both familiar and foreign at the same time, he found. Aside from that, Peter also simply hadn't felt this way in a long time. Not since—

    Not since Gwen.

    It still hurt a bit to think about her. Like a scar that was still sensitive to touch.

    MJ wasn't Gwen, though. Peter wouldn't let things end the same way again. MJ didn't know about Peter's double life, and Peter intended to keep it that way this time.
    Unfortunately, this meant MJ was less likely to be understanding when Peter was as late as he was now.

     

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    A short oneshot of Peter worrying about how Spider-Man affects his new relationship with MJ. Especially considering he's out of practice in dating seeing as it's been around three years since Gwen died.

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    19 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 66

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    Peter gets a migraine, Mj helps him out.

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    19 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    MJ Wilson is fine. He is perfectly fine.

    It doesn’t matter that he got into an argument with his boyfriend. It doesn’t matter that he can’t tell his dad, because Sam Wilson would absolutely rip Peter Parker a new asshole over this — and if Sam told Bucky about it, Peter might actually need witness protection.

    It doesn’t matter that maybe MJ had been too much. That maybe he was being clingy and overbearing, and Peter was just finally starting to see it.

    It doesn’t matter that Peter left flowers on his bed, either. Stupid, beautiful flowers that MJ doesn’t know how to interpret.

    None of it matters.

    Because everything is fine.

    MJ can just change. He can make himself easier to be around. Easier to love. He can be quieter and less intense. He can stop being so needy.

    He doesn't really want to hide who he is anymore.

    But Peter is worth it.

    Isn’t he?

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Something churns across Luca’s expression. It’s schooled away a moment later; Luca stares a little blankly at them for a brief moment before he shifts, getting off Shane’s lap, stepping back. “I need to go,” he says. He fishes visibly for an excuse. He settles on: “I’m not feeling well.”

    Ilya opens his mouth, and then closes it. “You’re not feeling well?”

    “Headache,” Luca says. He steps back again. “I’m sorry.”

    “Luca,” Shane tries.

     

    or: mix tuna melt and ‘will you come with me to the cottage’ in a bowl and make it hollanovaas

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    The International Prospect Cup, 2008— Canada’s Shane Hollander, Russia’s Ilya Rozanov. Vying for third place against the United States, Switzerland’s young phenom, Luca Haas.

    When Luca Haas is drafted to the Ottawa Centaurs two years after Hollander is drafted to the Metros and Rozanov is drafted to the Raiders, chance has it that he becomes good friends with both. When both start talking about the other— about Montreal Jane and Boston Lily— Luca puts two and two together. And so, like a good friend, he listens, meddles when it is appropriate— and Hollander and Rozanov become Shane and Ilya.

    Somewhere along the way, he falls for them. Somewhere along the way, he swallows it down into a faraway crevasse of his body for the sake of their happiness. (What he doesn’t know is: Somewhere along the way, they fall for him, too.)

     

    or: the one where luca haas grows up alongside rozanov and hollander

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    18 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 3

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    sequel of 'assuredly yours' / part 3 of sure of you

    “Now that Ilya and Shane have given themselves to each other with these vows and the giving and receiving of rings, I now pronounce you as husband and husband.” Says the officiant with a smile on his face.

    Ilya looks at him with a questionable expression on his face. “Now?”

    “Yes now.”

    Ilya didn’t hesitate to pull Shane onto a long rewarding kiss that he knows will secure their devotion forever. Every moment with him is simply just the best thing that happened in his life.

    His husband forever.

    He felt Shane smile in between the kisses, without pulling from it, he felt the movement from Shane’s lips.

    “Я люблю тебя, Илья. Всегда и навсегда.”

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…

    Incredible.

    "I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."

    "Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"

    He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."

    - - -

    or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.

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    18 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 88

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    Hayden’s tics returned three days into the 2021-2022 season. It was his first season without Shane in eleven years.

    Or: Hayden Pike has tics and abysmal self-worth. Being signed onto the Montreal Voyageurs does not help that fact. What does help are the people in his corner.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    HARRIS Fun fact: by the time someone has done a Big Year, they've been birdwatching for 24 years on average. How long have you been birdwatching?

    ILYA There are loons that live at the cottage. I have seen them many times.

    Cut to: footage of loons diving and surfacing on a lake.

    ILYA They are not scary at all.

    Cut to: footage of Ilya jumping at the sound of a loon call and yelling for Shane.

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    Or: Shane and Ilya attempt a Big Year of birdwatching across Canada and film it to raise money for the Irina Foundation. It goes about as you'd expect.

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    18 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 45

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    Casey Hicks and Wyatt Hayes understand each other on, like, a cosmic level. It seems like common sense to invite Casey out with the Centaurs after their latest game against each other. But then Casey introduces everyone to his fiancé, and it immediately becomes obvious that not all queer hockey players are the same.

    or - Wyatt has a friend, Casey's more in the closet than he thought he was, and Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander discover that some people just out there living their authentic queer romcoms.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Hayden Pike's mother left when he was seven. She didn't come back. This, really, was not important, because Hayden built a family and a life and was happy - until it was important, when Laura Newfield (formerly Pike) reached out with a letter and an address. For Hayden, the question was whether whatever his mom had to say to him after all this time could tell him something about the parts of himself that he didn't quite understand and had never wanted to understand. How this ended up with him and Ilya Rozanov on the road to find these answers together, he wasn't entirely sure.

    or - Hayden goes on an odyssey of exploring his relationship with his mother, with Ilya as his guide.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Carter’s parents have always teased him about his tendency to take in strays. It started when he was three years old and brought a rabbit with a broken leg from their yard to his room, claiming that since it was hurt, it needed his bed more than he did. The animals changed over the years, ranging from birds with damaged wings to a three legged puppy from the shelter he volunteered at in high school, but the feeling of needing to protect something so lost and vulnerable never went away.

    He felt the same looking at Scott’s boyfriend alone on the ice.
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    After a historic cup win, none of the Admirals know quite what comes next. They do know two things:

    1. They’ve all got their captain’s (and by extension his boyfriend’s) back.
    2. It’s time to party.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    On very bad nights, Lyosha lets himself look. He pulls up KHL scores, reads articles about Dynamo’s powerplay. After a while, he wanders into articles about ex-KHL players who play for the MLH now. He’s a Dynamo diehard, of course, and prefers the KHL, but he’s a casual Valery Garipov fan, and it would not be a surprise to anyone that he occasionally keeps tabs on how the Puffins are doing. It would not be a red flag, to anyone watching.

    The Puffins are not doing so well, as it happens. Not like another team, that leads the league and dominates conversations, to the point that even articles about the Puffins can’t help talking about them. To the point that sometimes, sometimes, there are even stray pictures. Nothing that Lyosha will ever linger on. He is his father’s son. He lives in Moscow. He has a daughter who is fifteen.

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    17 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 32

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    Desperation clawed at him like a starving predator. He wished that it would swallow him whole, crack him open for scraps, as he’d ripped himself to shreds long before. He hoped that when they found his body there were teeth marks where his bones had been gnawed upon – proof of being wanted.

     

    or: miya atsumu, and the festering rot of being unwanted

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    17 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 76

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    “Is why I say when, Pike, keep up,” because of course Ilya Rozanov would have time for snark amidst his own mental breakdowns. “I am scared. I don't want him to leave me when he sees I am— this.”

    Fuck. They were doing this.

    Ilya needed water and around three kilos of grease if they were doing this. Hayden himself probably needed a lobotomy.

     
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    or: ilya rozanov is an emotional drunk. naturally, this leads to a heart-to-heart with hayden.

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    17 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 64

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    Drunkenly, Hayden had confessed that he wished they'd gotten along sooner and Shane had turned his big, brown Bambi eyes at him in full force, and said he'd thought they always had.

    He must've made a face because Shane had rushed to assure that, either way, Hayden had never treated him like the others did and neither of them had the words for it but they both knew what he meant.

    They'd ended up crying about the power of friendship or something equally moronic because Ruby and Jade were on a My Little Pony kick and alcohol made them emotional.

     

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    or: hayden pike, growing up, and his friendship with shane hollander (in all the ways he failed and all the ways he didn't)

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    17 Jun 2026

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    At the center of every epic romance, there is one question: how far are you willing to go for love?

    Ilya Rozanov would do anything for Shane Hollander. He would even learn to tolerate his greatest foe— Hayden Pike.

     

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    or: ilya's husband misses playing with his best friend so he fixes it
    (a fic on hayden and shane's head bump thing)

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    17 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 80

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    They’d had an argument once, on the bus to Toronto. After they’d both showered, Shane had informed him, in a clipped tone, that he’d booked a separate hotel room, and that the space a night before a game might be what’s best for the team. Ilya, equally mad about something he can’t even remember now, had agreed.

    Shane had ended up at his door again twenty minutes later, with his mouth curled into a snarl, eyes glassy. “Were you really going to just let me go?”

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    17 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 28

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    "fuck you", shane snaps back before he can think about it.

    "yes, that is what i'm talking about", ilya replies calmly.

    shane feels like he's missed a step on his way through this conversation and fallen so hard he's hit his head.

    "i—i'm a beta", is the only thing he can think of to say.

    ilya raises his eyebrows, looking at him like he's an idiot. "i am aware of that, yes."

    "but you still want to—" shane almost stumbles over the words, "fuck me?"

    ilya's gaze travels from his face down his body, lingering pointendly on his groin, and then back up again. "i want", he says. "do you?"

    (or: shane meets a strange wolf during one of his scouting runs. he doesn't know that it's the beginning of a love story.)

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Hayden only recognizes the signs because he’s seen them in Ilya.

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    16 Jun 2026

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