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"I told you I don't belong to anyone."
"And I told you to quit lying to me, or did you come here to explain why you're pretending to be a beta?"Or
Neil just wants to play Exy before he dies but the world has other ideas.- Language:
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29 Jun 2026
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Five Moments in Neil's Cryptic pregnancy.
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28 Jun 2026
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He turns, ready to abandon the dance floor and their friends once and for all, and then stops dead in his tracks.
There’s a man at the table, with Andrew. He’s leaning on it, both forearms flat, putting his back into a suggestive arch. He’s talking to Andrew, eyes lidded and entirely too much tongue escaping his mouth, and Andrew…hasn’t asked him to leave.
Neil watches, frozen, as Andrew takes the man in, and then responds, only for the man to lean in even closer.
Neil can understand the connections he has now, the friendships he’s built, the fact that he has people to rely on outside of himself.
There is a quiet truth he knows. One that Andrew and him circle around so tentatively, that understanding of why Andrew asked him to stay, and why Neil needed to hear it so badly in the first place.
This though, this is something Neil Josten doesn’t quite understand, but Abram has always been so intimately acquainted with jealousy.
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- Part 2 of Stop Running For Nothing
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27 Jun 2026
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Neil Josten has never nested, doesn’t know what it is, because of his time on the run and inability to feel safe. Nicky explains, Andrew guides, the team helps.
Neil feels safe and happy during an upcoming heat for the first time ever.
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27 Jun 2026
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“And what about you? Do you hold more value to me at some bottom-ranked team?”
Neil hesitated slightly, before saying “I believe so, my lord.”
A mirthful look crossed the other man’s face as he glanced out on to the court.
“I disagree.”
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In which Neil would do anything to protect his family. If protecting them meant he could never go home again, so be it.Series
- Part 2 of sometimes to run is the brave thing
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25 Jun 2026
