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What 48 hours and minimal sleep does to a mf
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CATACLYSM
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Broadly: an event that brings great changesIn which there is unfinished business in the "processing the suicide you witnessed" department
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In the wake of loss, what else is there to do but sleep?
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A fuck-up at work triggers bad memories and bad habits for John Carter. In the midst of a record heat wave, Carter goes for a punishing run on his family's property, with terrible consequences. Peter Benton to the rescue.
He puts his fingers to Carter’s neck, and is horribly unsurprised at the weak, thready, and extremely rapid pulse he feels beneath the skin. Tachycardic. Very tachycardic.
A hand on John’s forehead is all but confirmation of Peter’s fears. His face is blazing hot, more like touching a furnace than human skin.
Heat stroke.
Bad Things Happen Bingo prompt: Ambulance Ride
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- Part 11 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
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who'd have thought there'd be so much left to lose? by planesandgoggles
Fandoms: ER (TV 1994)
11 Nov 2025
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Peter gets the call on a Thursday in late July, mid-shift. He’s on the next flight out of Chicago.
“Is this Doctor Peter Benton?”
“Speaking.”
“Hello, Doctor Benton. I’m calling from the Frederickson Rehabilitation Center in Atlanta. I have you listed as the emergency contact for John Carter?”
“What’s happened.”
“I’m afraid that a few hours ago, Doctor Carter was admitted to the hospital with some very serious injuries.”
“What kind of injuries, exactly?”
“Doctor Benton, he was bleeding significantly from his left arm and wrist. It appears… Well, it appears he made an attempt on his own life.”
Everything after that is a blur.
Bad Things Happen Bingo prompt: Self-Harm
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- Part 10 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
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First time it happens, he only wakes up in the kitchen.
He’s standing, though, which is what unsettles him. John Carter’s been a chronic insomniac since childhood; sleeplessness was an old and familiar curse. But to come to, standing alone in his kitchen in the middle of the night, the moon so bright outside it was like someone left the porch light on.
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John Carter, after coming back from rehab, finds himself sleepwalking.
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- Part 3 of John Carter Experiences the Horrors
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28 Jun 2026
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Medwhump May Day 31- "Stay with me"
There is no movement, no sound except the constant lament of the bent old woman he shoved away to reach his patient. It's a sound he's heard often after bad news has been delivered.
Too early for that, Benton thinks in a panic, snapping at her to be quiet and pressing his ear to Carter's chest. You're okay, aren't you? Of course you are. You're alright, man. You're alright.
He closes his eyes. Listens. Hopes.
Carter isn't breathing.
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A sequel/alternate ending to Day 26, Overdose.
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- Part 31 of Maisie's Medwhump May 2025
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push me down into the water like a sinner, hold me under (and I'll never come up again) by maisiec33
Fandoms: ER (TV 1994)
26 May 2025
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Medwhump May Day 26- Overdose
Oh God. Oh God.
He's here, he's right here, because of course he is, this is his bedroom- Peter recognises it now and he wishes he didn't, and he wishes he didn't recognise-
Carter.
CarterCarterCarterCarter.
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The intervention doesn't go to plan.
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- Part 26 of Maisie's Medwhump May 2025
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