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A flap of a butterfly's wings four years in the past ultimately leads to a future storm.
Or, after a tragic "suicide," a mother purchased a doll from an antique store and gifted it to her son for comfort.
This changes everything.
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In the present, Kel still knocks on Sunny's door.
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31 May 2026
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Selfishly, he imagines Till’s voice, gentle as it whispers into his ear.
‘I love you, Ivan.’
He cannot bear the sound, and tears pour unfalteringly from his eyes like shooting stars. Ivan wishes he were normal. Human. Loveable. Capable of love.
OR Ivan's Ivanism and Till's feelings
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02 Jan 2026
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It Started With A Call by Maple_Leafing_Stationary (Funnelcakepop)
Fandom Wind Breaker (Anime), Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga)
19 Feb 2026
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It starts with Sakura getting a call from his little brother telling him that their parents are dead.
It ends with Sakura’s little brother coming to Makochi. For good.
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15 Dec 2025
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ivantill high school au. read in order :)
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24 Sep 2025
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Are you willing to destroy your body for someone you love? To carve yourself apart just to be seen as enough?
Are you prepared to carry the scars, the pain, the price that never fades?
And when it’s over, was it ever truly worth it?
Do you regret everything you’ve lost?
Would you go back, if going back meant facing the same emptiness again?This is not just the story of Ivan’s desperation, this is the slow unraveling of a man who hated himself too much to live as he was, and the cruel weight Till must bear in loving him.
Because love alone cannot stop someone from breaking, and sometimes, saving a person means watching them shatter in your arms.Main Story – For What I’m Not
First Sequel – For What I Am, With You
Second/Final Sequel – Borrowed Flesh- Words:
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14 Sep 2025
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03 Sep 2025
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A no Milgram AU with 010305060708 family.
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24 Aug 2025
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The Words You Gave To Me by PieWritesFics
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Mar 2026
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A fusion xover of My Hero Academia and Bungou Stray Dogs
Alongside a Japan dominated by Quirks and policed by Heroes, there exists the Special Administrative Region of Yokohama which has separated from the Japanese government. Ruled by their own laws, politics, and administration, it functions as another country where the Quirkless can seek refuge from discrimination in the outside world.
In Yokohama, Heroes are unwelcome, Villains unheard of, and usefulness is determined not by a quirk of genetics but by skill and merit. But the Tripartite Framework is new, and the HPSC is circling.
In this environment a Quirkless boy finds safety in the shadows of the Port Mafia when the shining light of Hero Society proves blinding. At the same time a young man without a home is saved by the stranger he pulls from the river, and discovers he holds a power that others had kept hidden from him all his life. Under the tutelage of the infamous Soukoku, Izuku and Atsushi will learn self-worth even if it kills them. Along the way, they'll gain a family they never would have expected, the courage to sometimes be selfish, and the knowledge that even in the Mafia saving people can still be just a little bit wonderful...- Words:
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12 Aug 2025
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Ivan didn’t dignify his retort with an answer. His fingers brushed over the leather on his sheath.
“Touch him again,” Ivan’s voice came out flat. Not a threat. Not a request.
His thoughts reprimanded him; telling him not here, Ivan ignored it.
He just needed a reason.
Till sniffled, pain blooming into a headache as he cradled his forehead. Freddie cackled, finding his discomfort funny. He lunged forward, his arm shooting out ready to gather a fistful of Till’s hair.
Ivan got his reason.
His katana made a sharp, clean sound as it withdrew from his waist. It happened so fast, no one processed the motion–until Freddie’s arm was rolling on the floor and blood was gushing out of where it used to be.
This story is now available in Russian, translated by like_a_black_sorrow
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09 Aug 2025
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hypnopagnia: [hip-noh-PAY-nee-uh] noun
A liminal state of consciousness between wakefulness and sleep, marked by blurred perception, dreamlike imagery, and heightened emotional or sensory experience, a drifting between dream and reality.
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01 Aug 2025
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“When I get famous, I’ll steal you away from them. Then you can study something you actually like. Not this… Business shit.”
“I’ll be the great Till’s little housewife?” Ivan teases, and that grabs Till’s attention away from his frustration. The frown on his face turns into fond annoyance.
Despite his expression, Till’s response is genuine, “If that’s what you want,” he says, before smiling, small and soft, “or you could study the stars. Teach me what they mean the next time the sky’s clear enough to see all of them.”
Ivan softens, looking at Till with the warmest look in his eyes, “You don’t want to just learn them yourself?”
“Things are better when you say them.” Till says, earnestly. Ivan is gripped with affection, and the need to pepper kisses all over his face.
(But he can’t. He hasn’t been able to for months. It’s starting to drive him insane.)
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Ivan tries to survive college with his only support system miles away from him. It goes as well as you think.
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18 Jul 2025
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The Orange Phoenix Re;Born by sometimetobeogre
Fandom プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
26 Jun 2025
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Akito has a great life. He has his singing, a supportive boyfriend, and an unbelievably talented singing group.
How can he continue to have that life if his past keeps stabbing him in the back?
A series about transgender Akito and his journey to self acceptance.
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10 Jul 2025
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(please stay) i want you, i need you by justiceforfreddie
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
26 Jun 2025
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It’s been 3 years since Ivan quit the band to pursue a solo career, and now he has no choice but to tour with his former bandmates after their newest album goes viral.
It's just too bad that their lead singer still really hates him.
Or, Ivan navigates the trials and tribulations of becoming friends with benefits with his ex-boyfriend (surprisingly, being in love with him after all this time makes it all the more challenging).
Translated in русский
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- Part 1 of For Always, Forever
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30 Jun 2025
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26 Jun 2025
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"Here. You take it. I can make do." He offered it, like it was perfectly normal to just give away scarce food.
Nobody just gave things away. Not here. Not now. This thought sparked a weird knot in Till's chest, a conflicting blend of relief (potatoes!) and deep suspicion. His brow furrowed slightly. "Why?" he managed, the single word coming out harsher than he intended.
Ivan's smile, without a single falter, didn't even twitch. "Just being neighborly, I guess," he replied, his eyes actually crinkling at the corners. "And I know how tough it can be to get fresh food these days. Especially if you're not from around here." His gaze knew more than it should, which just made Till want to recoil. "You went to SNU too, didn't you? I saw your bag outside."
He then gestured towards Till's scuffed backpack slung over Till's shoulder, a bright red luggage tag still dangling from a zipper. "And the name tag, of course. Till Lee. Nice to finally put a name to the never-not-annoyed face."
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Ivan and Till's forced cohabitation, a total mess of weird feelings and things going sideways.
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25 Jun 2025
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19 Jun 2025
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let's shake this poet out of the beast by sir_numso169
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
29 Dec 2024
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Always and forever, in any universe where it may permit, he would always fight with no regard of what may become of his body, of his personhood, all for the slight chance that he may nick the skin of his offender with his dying throes.
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Till, all that he was, all that he wasn't, and all the things he was meant to be.
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26 May 2025
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11 May 2025
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alien stage fics :D
*i feel the need to say that all of these were written pre-mizi crash out patreon comics, so excuse the ooc-ness for mizi from her perspective. whoops
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10 May 2025
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fairytales arent just dreams (they're wishes too). by orphan_account
Fandom プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
24 Sep 2022
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03 May 2025