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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Dean was pretty sure that he'd die sooner rather than later in the hands of his own husband, Michael. A push, with a little more force, stronger than all the previous ones. Dean’s head would knock on the wall, his skull would fracture for the last time. He'd finally be free from his life.

    Then Castiel came into his mess, with his sincere smiles and kind words.

    And he rescued Dean from this fresh hell.

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    11/11
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    10 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    Response to Briston's prompt over at BlueSky.

    Former Secret Service agent Castiel Novak takes on the job of a bodyguard to star sensation Dean Winchester. But will things stay professional as he becomes too close to his charge?

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    44/?
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    10 Mar 2026

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    The world's already over and they're already dead. All they're doing now is marking time until the end.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Chuck is gone, Jack is dead, and Cas has left the bunker. All that remains for Dean is hunting, but even that backfires when he’s hit by a witch’s curse. The curse has him traveling through Cas’ past, doomed to witness his worst moments without being able to help.

    By sheer luck, Dean finds a way to communicate with Cas, leaving him notes across time in an effort to make up for past mistakes and let Cas know he’s loved and valued. But will it be enough to change things for the better between them and end the curse that’s keeping Dean trapped?

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    Chapters:
    16/16
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    02 Jan 2026

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    02 Nov 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 93

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    Life long platonic best friends Dean and Cas are stuck in shit jobs, with no opportunities on the horizon. They’re behind on bills and can’t climb out of the hole of debt they’ve found themselves in. The night of their ten-year high school reunion, they find the water and heat shut off in their apartment. What’s worse, is that at their ten-year reunion, they’re reminded of how far they could have gone and how little they’ve done with their lives.

    But, a chance encounter with a pornstar gets Dean’s brain working. What if the answer to all their financial issues is making their porno? Together, Dean and Cas, along with their friends Ash and Charlie, set off to make a porno. However, as Dean and Cas know all too well, luck is never on their side.

    With cast and crew, a great script, and support and encouragement, everything seems to goes smoothly. Until Dean and Cas realize they’ve caught feels for each other. Will their sex scene ruin twenty plus years of friendship? Or will it be the catalyst to something more?

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    Chapters:
    16/16
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    01 Nov 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 22

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    A one shot collection that fills in the gaps of Castiel's journey and his relationship with Dean.

    Intentionally canon compliant, but with a Destiel twist using my own head canon for things canon doesn't discuss or leaves vague; bridging the subtext to actual text.

    Two of the Explicit entries, one for violence and one for smut, can be skipped if preferred. In the third one during S9, the Explicit scene can be skipped. The 'chose not to use archive warnings' is for major character deaths in the violent skippable entry and are not real deaths of that character.

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    31 Oct 2025

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    There is no such thing as a guarantee when it comes to war.

    The outcome's known. Why try?
    Return your rusty sword to battered sheath,
    bow your head and bend your stubborn knee. Why
    take the field when you cannot win the war?
    But Harry -- he went down to Agincourt.
    --Harry Takes the Field by bratfarrar (AO3 link here.)


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    29 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 6

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    One-chapter shorts, all rewrites of episodes in the series. Each story, of course, is about Dean and Cas. Happy endings, and tragic endings. But love wins it all.

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    3
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    16 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 77

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    Dean receives a phone call that elicits a response he's not so eager to repeat - Seriously a panic attack? Him?
    Cas is in the hospital and his condition is critical. Sam and Dean spent the entire night on the road towards Idaho - Everything just seemed to fall into place after that.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    364
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    03 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 27

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    Dean and Cas are now safe and together, retired from the hunting life. Some days it is easy to be in this new life, some days it isn't, but no matter what, they still have each other.

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    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    40
    Kudos:
    89
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    3,256

    02 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 35

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    So it’s been a year, right?

    A year since Castiel confessed to Dean in the dim light of the dungeon. A year since the words “I love you” passed his lips and landed on Dean’s face, the green of his eyes widening at the admission.

    A year since the Empty showed up and swallowed Cas up as he looked at Dean, eyes unwavering, tears flowing down his cheeks. Feeling holy.

    A year, and Castiel wouldn’t change a damn thing.

    —-

    Titled after Matthew Connor's "Roadhouse", that you can listen to and download HERE (for real though, Matty wrote a Destiel song and it's awesome, but go give him a spin on Spotify as well because he's SO GOOD)

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    Words:
    842
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    245
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    35
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    1,158

    29 Mar 2025

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    It’s been several months since the events of 15x19, and the world is at ease. Dean Winchester isn’t, though.

    It takes a drunken night and a conversation with Sam for the Winchesters and a newly depowered Jack to start working on a way to get to the Empty to bring back Castiel, their angel best friend. After several weeks, the team enlist the assistance of the new Queen of Hell and find a spell. With Rowena’s help, Cas is finally back, alive, and for a moment everything looks brighter. Jack and Sam are ecstatic, and Dean’s had enough time to figure out what he wants to tell Cas. He’s ready to speak his truth.

    Except, Cas doesn’t seem to recognize Jack, and the first thing he does is ask Dean how he’s managed to get rid of the mark. He doesn’t remember that Chuck, the flimsy prophet he met years ago, was God and that they just beat his ass. Actually, there’s a lot he doesn’t remember… Including telling Dean he loved him before getting taken by the Empty.

    Now starts a different quest- figuring out what’s keeping a newly human Cas from remembering the past 5 years by their side, and helping him regain the memories he’s lost.

    Of course, as is custom for Winchesters, nothing goes as planned.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
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    Comments:
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    29 Mar 2025

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    From the top of his 29 years-old, Castiel Novak has everything he could ever wish for. His band has been successful enough for the past decade that he's traveled the world several times, can have anyone he wants in bed every night, and can fund his sins without a blink of an eye. On top of that, he has plenty of friends and some resemblance of a family left.

    That’s until Castiel’s twin brother dies in a tragic car accident, leaving him the sole legal guardian of Jack, his 2-year-old nephew, and Claire, his 7-year-old niece. Castiel has always been a great uncle, but there’s a difference between being the cool uncle they see once a week, and being a parent. How is he supposed to deal with this, on top of his own grief, and to keep the band and what’s linked to it running?

    Enter Dean Winchester, experienced personal assistant who's basically seen it all already. But will he be enough to keep Cas clean, and his new family safe?

    Between growing friendships that blossom into something else, maintaining sobriety and making sure the kids are happy and cared for, what could go wrong?

    Everything.

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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
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    29 Mar 2025

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    It’s 2001. Dean Winchester is a detective within the Intelligence Unit of the Chicago Police Department. Bon Jovi’s “It’s My Life” is on every radio of the country, the Cubs haven't won the World Series in almost a century, and Georges W. Bush just got elected President of the United States. Dean has been dating Cas, his high school sweetheart, for almost ten years and together they raise a daughter, Claire, who’s about to turn 1.

    Life, all things considered, is good.

    It’s 2021. Dean Winchester wakes up from 20 years in a coma after taking a bullet into the head on a case gone wrong. 9/11 happened almost 20 years ago, the world is on fire, the Cubs won the World Series five years ago, and Bon Jovi put out 6 albums since “It’s my Life”. Dean’s baby daughter just turned 21, his brother married an incredible woman and has two kids he doesn’t know, and his boyfriend... Well, Cas is still by his side, but there’s stuff he’s keeping from Dean.

    Of course, this would be enough to fill Dean’s plate if he didn’t also have to figure out who put a bullet into his head, 20 years back.

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    Chapters:
    9/9
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    14,941

    29 Mar 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 56

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    "We're born with millions
    Of little lights shining in the dark
    And they show us the way
    One lights up, every time you feel love in your heart
    One dies when it moves away"

    ~ A collection of timestamps (pre, post and during PL), Patient Love verse

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
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    8,250

    29 Mar 2025

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    Castiel Novak is 27 when he suddenly loses his twin brother Jimmy, and his whole world turns to ashes. How do you deal with losing half of yourself when your whole life always revolved around the two of you, like yin and yang and black and white? How do you deal with a broken soul and old demons looming over you with no one to hold you back anymore?

    After 10 years as a Navy Special Warfare Operator and more than a dozen deployments in both Afghanistan and Iraq, a battlefield injury forces 28-year-old Chief Petty Officer Dean Winchester to choose between being stuck behind a desk for the rest of his career or going back to civil life. When he learns about his friend Jimmy’s death, Dean makes his way back to Kansas with his heart in his throat and broken pieces at his feet.

    Things are already complicated and painful enough as it is, but when former lovers Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak meet again after 10 years of radio silence and a galaxy of wounds and scars solidly standing between them, it feels like both a curse and a blessing has been placed on them both. Is there any hope in putting back their broken pieces together after a decade, and how do you deal with grief and broken dreams?

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    Chapters:
    21/21
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    328
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    1,154
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    25,239

    29 Mar 2025

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    “The whole Cain-and-Abel thing,” Dean blusters. “Us dead. Whatever. I'll kill Sam. Sam will kill me. We'll kill each other. Okay? You pick. But, first, you gotta put everything back the way it was,” Dean continues, and this, this is why he’s Chuck’s favourite. Even at his lowest, he’s still making demands. “The people, the birds, Cas. You gotta bring him back.”

    Even at his lowest, Dean still lets himself hope for something.

    It’s fascinating.

    “We're surrendering,” Sam finishes their little speech. “We're giving up.”

    Chuck nods, as if he’s thinking it over.

    But the eager glint in his eyes gives him away.

    “Okay. Dean, kill Sam.”

    *

    Chuck takes the Winchesters up on their offer in 15x19. Dean, Cas, and Jack deal with the fallout for their relationships. It gets worse before it gets better.

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    945
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    27,007

    18 Mar 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 32

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    Sam is missing, and the only person that Dean can think to run to—halfway across the country—is Castiel, a detective now employed by the Los Angeles Police Department. But Sam's disappearance isn't a result of him running off into the sunset, unlike Castiel thinks. Dean heads to Los Angeles on a hunch, hoping that Castiel can use his connections to find where Sam might be—only, the rot runs deep within the department, and what starts off as a garden variety break-in turns out to be something that if provoked, could get both Dean and Castiel killed, and end with Sam becoming the head of an organization neither of them knew existed.

    But, how can Dean stop what feels inevitable before it even begins?

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    114
    Bookmarks:
    32
    Hits:
    1,997

    18 Mar 2025

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