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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Shane's favourite time of the day is when he can crawl back into his apartment where he finally gets peace and quiet after a busy day juggling work and med school. His routine is sourly interrupted when a new neighbour moves in next door, being as loud as he is infuriatingly handsome.

    Or,

    Shane Hollander lives a quiet life, Ilya Rozanov wants nothing more than to make him scream.

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    17 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    It wasn't that Ilya'd never seen Shane sick before, or helped him through it. Well, maybe not in their early years. A younger Shane would probably die before letting Ilya notice he wasn't feeling well. Ilya wasn't much better, back then.

    But being married and living in the same house (fucking finally) left little space for hiding things like that from each other. While Ilya was still working on letting Shane take care of him when hurting, old ghosts of his past slowly fading away against Shane's tender worrying, his husband was actually a pretty good patient. Aside from the hating-being-sick part, Shane mainly just got a little bossy and a lot clingy when not feeling good. He craved physical comfort in a way Ilya happily obliged.

    It was just that he absolutely suffered through whatever illness he had, and Ilya had never seen him this sick before.

    Or: Shane suffers at the hands of a suspicious chicken sandwich. Ilya suffers alongside him. He's somehow still incredibly perfect at taking care of him.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander loves his daughter Hanako more than words can say, but she’s a sensitive kid, and he’s tied up in knots about her switching schools for their big move to Ottawa. He soon realizes that she has a guardian angel watching over her in the form of her first-grade teacher. That angel begins to interest Shane far too much for his own good.

    Ilya Rozanov has made himself a new home outside Russia, and found the joy of his life in teaching. There's no time to face his fears when his days are filled by craft glue, storybooks, and healing boo-boos. That plan is about to get flipped on its head by the new little girl in his class who won’t stop crying — or rather, by her incredibly charming father who Ilya can’t manage to get out of his head.

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    03 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 51

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    Edging, followed by overstimulation, followed by really sweet aftercare because these boys deserve it.

    This is basically porn without plot followed by aftercare. It has not been beta read, it has barely been proofread, I haven't written anything since I was 14, and then I watched this show over Christmas, and my fingers started itching immediately but I had to wade through the hell that is the SQE (British bar exam) first.

    On that note, if I failed said SQE, it is because of this show, because while I was not writing fanfiction, I sure as hell was reading it.

    In any case, it is done now and I can be at peace until results come out. Be gentle with me, I have no idea how good or bad this is, but I needed to write something about this show to get it out of my system.

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    28 May 2026

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    25 May 2026

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    All fics in this series are standalone and may be read independently or in any order.

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    14 May 2026

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    Ilya’s phone buzzed, and the screen lit up with a notification. He sighed and shifted his bags to one hand to grab and see who the fuck was texting him so soon before a game. The screen said “Jane,” and the annoyance faded.

    Jane: Attachment: 1 image

    Ilya’s bags fell to his feet.

    He gripped the phone in both hands, holding it to his chest as his head tipped back. Fuck.

    There, on his screen, was a mirror selfie. Hollander. In a fucking Boston Raiders shirt. Hours before Montreal was supposed to play against Boston.

     

    OR

     

    Ilya Rozanov loses his mind over Shane Hollander in a Boston Raiders shirt. It's just a casual hookup though. No big deal.

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    11 May 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    10 May 2026

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    “…You want to?” he asks.

    Shane blinks. “What?”

    “Kiss someone.”

    The question makes Shane’s brain short circuit.

    Shane swallows. “I mean—yeah.”

    “Then why haven’t you?”

    “I don’t know.” Shane shrugs again, shoulders tight. “Timing. People. It’s just… not something I think about like that.”

    That’s not entirely true.

    He does think about it. Just in a different way. Abstractly. Like something other people do, but not he himself.

    Ilya watches him for a long moment.

    “I could show you.”

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of Thanks For Supporting <3
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    27 Apr 2026

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    An unexpected snowstorm forces Shane and Ilya to spend the night at Shane’s parents’ house.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    It's Shane's first season as a Centaur and he can’t help but feel like it’s still Ilya’s team, not his. When he gets sick midway through the season and is instructed to quarantine away from his husband to avoid both of the team's star players being out of commission, he wonders if the Centaurs—and Ilya—would be better off without him.

    Or, a sick and miserable Shane who misses Ilya but doesn’t want to burden his husband or his team

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    25 Apr 2026

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    5 times Ilya was rough with Shane, and 1 time he was so gentle, Shane didn’t know what to do with it.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    He stays awake a little longer, tracing his fingers over the contours of his peaceful face, watching as Shane relaxes fully into the mattress, warm and safe and taken care of in a way he wouldn’t allow anyone but Ilya to do. Because that’s exactly what this is. Ilya could poke and prod and guide as much as he wants. It’s this surrender from Shane that really matters, the willingness to let go and grant Ilya the permission to take over. It’s sacred between them. Ilya will never take it for granted.

    Or: 5 times Ilya takes over, and 1 time Shane asks him to take over
    nonsexual dom/sub themes 

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    22 Apr 2026

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    “You’re very handsome,” Shane said.

    Ilya sighed, already smiling. “Baby…”

    “What?”

    “You already told me that.”

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    Shane doesn’t drink often. He definitely doesn’t get drunk often.
But one end-of-season party, a few too many drinks, and a very amused husband later, he ends up discovering that alcohol makes him… unexpectedly affectionate.

    Ilya, meanwhile, discovers that drunk Shane is equal parts adorable, clingy, and extremely honest—and he’s not complaining.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

    ________

    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    With Shane integrating into the Centaurs, their relationship out in the open, and the eventual addition of Troy Barrett to the team, things are looking up for Ilya. His team might actually have a chance to win the cup this year.

    Unfortunately, their new players come with increased pressure and scrutiny from the league, and when they face certain threats from Crowell, the Centaurs close ranks and make an important decision to protect their own.

    Their decision has its own repercussions, and as the Centaur omegas face increased targeted harassment, Ilya has to figure out how to be the alpha his team needs and chorale their heightened instincts, including his own.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
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    21,320

    15 Apr 2026

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