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    Wei Wuxian hides a thick darkness that presses on his throat and chest behind a bright smile and boisterous laugh. Faced with yet another lashing, Wei Wuxian can’t help but wonder if everything would be better if he was just…gone.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “Do you know what happens when an omega believes they are unwanted for long enough?”

    Lan Wangji said nothing, because he was finally beginning to understand what was happening. Not fully, once his mind took some more seconds to piece everything together. But it was enough for dread to begin spreading through him like a trail of ice spreading through his spine as the conversation went on, as Wen Qing, the best doctor out there, looked directly at his eyes, expecting an answer that he did not have to offer. She sighed to him, still looking right at his eyes before answering her own question.

    “They die.”

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Wei Wuxian is at such loss he can barely breathe.

    To have such a desolate thought at the forefront of his mind feels a bit too much like a disservice; an agonizing useless whisper amidst such a… complete and utter tragedy. What comes next, when the road ahead is empty and the sky hangs low and gray, dull as old ash? When there is no place left in this world that would ever dare to welcome them?

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    When he finally speaks, his voice comes out rough, scraped raw, barely audible over the relentless drumming of the rain. "Lan Zhan. Can I be selfish?"

    For a long, terrible moment, Lan Zhan does not move. His expression does not change, keeping on that same impassive mask he had worn since they met at fifteen.

    "Neither of us has ever been selfish," Lan Zhan says.

    Wei Wuxian reaches up and cups Lan Zhan's face in his hands. "Run away with me?" he asks, and his voice breaks on the words, utterly unguarded. "Leave everything behind and run away with me?"

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “Oh my god! I haven’t seen this in forever!” Wei Wuxian’s voice rang through the apartment. 

     

    From a box that was buried in the depths of his closet, he held in front of him an old cheer uniform. Ten years old and in relatively good condition, a few stitches popped loose and the white had dirt stains but other than that it was still wearable.

     

    Wearable. Hm… Wei Wuxian thought curiously. He held the top up to his chest and assessed the sizing. It looked like he still might be able to squeeze into the top. He threw that half onto his bed and stood up to also look at the bottoms. Also looked a little snug but still doable. He checked the clock on the bedside table. Four o’clock. Lan Zhan would be home in about an hour. That’s enough time to play some dress up and take a walk down memory lane.

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    Wei Wuxian find something from the past and Lan Zhan catches him in it.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Lan Wangji could not say, it will all be over soon. He wished he could, but this would be something they would need to live with, something they would need to heal from. Already, Lan Wangji could see how it was affecting Wei Ying, how it had shaken his already fragile confidence, his grip on his tangible experience.

    He could not say that it would be over, could not pretend that this had never happened, that Wei Ying had not been hurt. What he could do, however, was love his husband. That was all. He didn’t need to do anything more.

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    In which Wei Ying plants a garden, and earth is overturned.

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    04 Jun 2026