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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Shane Hollander meets Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov outside that skating rink in Regina, Saskatchewan, and his inner dialogue becomes a little.....

    obsessed.

    But, it's not like Shane's a stalker or anything, okay? He just watches every clip of Ilya he can find, and he prints out all those newspaper clippings, and he watches all those Russian interviews, and he fantasizes about being the air that touches Ilya's lips, and, and....

    But he. Is not. Obsessed!

    OR: Stalker Shane meets the object of his affections for the first time. Literally just the first scene of the show, redone with a more unhinged Shane POV.

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    27 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 74

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    Shane has always known that he's different. Bad different too, because kids are cruel in their honesty, especially when you're as talented as Shane is. He even makes peace with it (or pretends to). Alone at the top.

    And then Ilya Rozanov happens. A natural disaster that enchants Shane from the first minute of the first tape. Lightning in a bottle let loose on the ice, and he's so beautiful that Shane wants to cry.

    When they meet for the first time, it's like seeing the sun for the first time, and neither can fight their gravity during draft. Their meeting in the gym changes everything - because Shane is not alone in his obsession, and Ilya never knew how to back down. First names are maybe a lot less scary when you're barely 18 and already halfway in love.

     

    or love at first sight masquerading as teenage obsession. a gym session straight from a boston couch (it makes sense i promise). soulmates (?)

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    27 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    On his third set of breaths, Ilya takes a jerky step forward and leans his forehead to Shane's.

    “Ilya,” Shane whispers. 

    Ilya nods into his face, it makes Shane's forehead squish a little awkwardly, but it is a small price to pay when Ilya is relaxing, bit by bit.

    (Or, Shane notices Ilya trapped in a conversation with one of his old hook ups, he takes him somewhere a bit more private to take care of his boy.)

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    27 Jun 2026

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    “Curtis, let me get this straight,” Ilya said, still half asleep. ”Are you telling me I grow up in Russia, I worry whole time about dangers of being gay, I risk those dangers and my job when I am outed, am only safe after I marry my husband, but am lucky enough to never have formal trouble with tyrannical regime, only to officially be reprimanded by suburban Canadian neighborhood code for the property I own?”

    “No one is trying to stop you from being gay Mr. Rozanov.”

    “Hollander-Rozanov.”

    “We just ask that you follow the neighborhood’s bylaws about how you display it.”

    “Funny,” Ilya said dryly. “Putin told me the same thing.”

    OR Shane and Ilya Hollander-Rozanov are a lot of things, including bitchy gays. As they put up with less bullshit in married life, their petty side shows more. Never come between a professional ragebaiter and his bitch wife.

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    27 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cap 2

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    "Shane felt himself ascend out of his body. So overcome by Ilya working him all night, and then taking him like this with no effort to get Shane off, just to use him. Just to show off how Shane was perfectly shaped, perfectly put on this earth for Ilya to fuck. How Shane’s whole life, his success, his career, his family was just a byproduct of being wholly and entirely Ilya’s. Of his knowledge that if Ilya wanted to keep him down here in this basement with this crowd for the rest of his life, Shane would be just fine because even in his most forlorn state, Ilya knew exactly how to care for him and protect him, how to bring him right to the edge and then effortlessly sweep him up and walk him right back."

    OR

    As they prepare for their second season of being married and playing together, Ilya plans a special date to confirm a few suspicions about some kinks Shane has been harboring. Through an exclusive dinner, show, dance, and darkroom, Shane learns more about himself and the millions of ways Ilya knows and loves him.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Ilya may seemingly have forgiven Troy’s homophobic and racist past. But Shane hasn’t forgotten. And he sure as hell isn’t gonna forgive Troy as easily as Ilya has.
    A what-if where Shane stands up for himself, with the help of his friends, and Troy earns his forgiveness instead of it being handed to him because he’s the poor white gay boy.

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    27 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cap 7

  7. Rec 17

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    Shane tangles their fingers together in the dying evening light. He brushes little kisses along Ilya's thumb absentmindedly as he seemingly focuses on the trees in the backyard. "You're good with them," he finally murmurs. Ilya grunts.

    "The kids. You were good with them today. Like I think they might want your jersey over Hayden's for Christmas." The snort leaves him before he can reign it in, and Shane elbows him. "I'm serious. I… I really liked watching you with them. And the kids from the pool at All-stars last year? It makes you think, you know."

    It takes everything he has not to turn to stone right there on the couch.

    "Shane—" he sighs.

    Shane rolls over to face him full on. "Do you want to have kids?"

    And all Ilya can do is swallow back the confession a decade in the making. Shane does not understand the landmine he has stumbled upon. Does not realize he holds a knife to the stitches keeping Ilya's deepest wound closed.

    But his moment of reckoning has come. Tears fall silently as he tries to think of a way to tell his boyfriend that he had a son, but he was never a father. That if they did ever have a child, there would always be the one that came before.

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    27 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cap 2

  8. Public Bookmark 52

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    26 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Obra 2

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    What if Ilya has a panic attack in the locker room after getting the news of his father's death after the Winter 2017 Montreal @ Boston game and no one can figure out what is going on? What if, while scrambling for answers, Cliff Marleau has the brilliant idea to call Jane?

    Or,

    What if Shane and Ilya's deeper emotional connection begins just before Ilya leaves for his father's funeral in Russia instead of on a phone call while they are separated by oceans?

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    26 Jun 2026

  10. Rec 13

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    26 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Voy por el 5

  11. Public Bookmark 3

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    Damian no sabia como volveria a encajar en la vida de su familia, habian pasado años desde que no los veia y por más que intentaba interactuar con ellos sin provocarlos, los resquemores de el pasado aun vivian en su mente y su corazón.

    Nada surge de la noche a la mañana, nada se repara y queda igual que antes.

    Damian simplemente tenia que intentarlo. Y su familia tambien.

     

    O pequeños momentos donde Damian se fue integrando a su familia despues de años de su desaparición.

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    26 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cap 1

  12. Public Bookmark 34

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    Danny may be weird but the attention that he was getting from Damian is borderline otherworldly.

    It all started pretty normal, they would occasionally lock eyes across the quad or bump into each other at Danny’s favorite coffee shop and Damian would just happen to leave an untouched coffee, which happened to be his exact order, on Danny’s desk.

    But then Damian (tried to) bug Danny’s laptop one day while he walked away from it at the campus library.

    OR

    Damian has a crush on Danny and Danny tries to confront him but ghost physiology gets in the way

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    26 Jun 2026

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    It was a beautiful ceremony, the parents would gush to each other afterwards while their children took pictures with their classmates and cried about how much they would miss them.

    For Damian, it went about as well as expected.

    xxx

    AKA my excuse to play with blorbos from my medias and put them in a college setting because who's gonna stop me (also this ship has me in a chokehold)

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    26 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cap 7

  14. Public Bookmark 4

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    “Fucking teach me, Shane”, Ilya breathed into his neck. He felt Shane shiver underneath him.
    “What?”
    “All these bad dates you go on when I'm right here. Teach me how to make you feel good. Please.”


    Inspired by the tweet by @honallov:
    "virgin ilya who is (not so) secretly so obsessed with his roommate shane and he gets jealous so so easily when shane goes on dates and one time shane comes home from a shitty date and ilya is like please please please I could do better just teach me I'll be good"

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    26 Jun 2026

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    After the game where Scott chirps at Shane, Scott realises how his chirp sounded and knows he needs to make things right. Unfortunately the Admirals are playing the Raiders tonight and a certain Russian captain is pissed off.

    Ilya makes Scott regret the day he was born and gives him a taste of his own medicine. For Shane.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    26 Jun 2026

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    "You signed with the LA Kings?" she demanded. "What were you thinking? You know the plan. We'd go to the draft, get first pick, and go to Montreal."

    "What are you even talking about?" Shane shot back. "If I got first pick, I'd go to Boston, not Montreal. And I don't even want to go to Montreal."

    "Why?" Mom asked immediately. "They're one of the best teams in the league. One of the Original Six."

    Something inside him snapped, and before he even realized it, he switched to Japanese.

    "I don't know," he said, his voice tight. "Maybe because they're full of racists and homophobes. Do you even understand what I'm saying? Or have you become so white you forgot your own language?"

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Cap 1

  18. Public Bookmark 58

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    Ilya smirks. "To make each other come?"

    Still caged in by Ilya's arms, Shane squirms. "Yes. That."

    "Yes, I am aware. Is one of my favourite parts."

    "Well, uh, I was thinking," Shane shifts on his feet, blushing all pretty across his cheeks as he considers his words. "What if... you didn't... do that."

    "Didn't call you?"

    Shane looks aghast at the mere suggestion. "No! No, no, I mean, uh– what if you didn't... come?"

    "For four days?"

    At the end of the hockey season, Ilya is invited to Cliff's 4-day long bachelor party. He's not exactly looking forward to being away from Shane, but his husband keeps him going with unique, sinful ideas each day. There's just one simple problem – Ilya isn't allowed to come.

    Written for Sub Top Ilya Week, Day 7 – Phone Sex and Sexting, Orgasm Control

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Hayden stares, the sight in front of him not quite computing.

    There is the couch. There is Shane on the couch. There is Shane on the couch, sleeping on his back with one arm wrapped securely around the waist of another person sleeping on top of him. The waist of another man sleeping on top of him.

    A man.

    As in, not Boston Lily.

    As in, not a woman at all.
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    Or, a prank goes awry and Hollanov is outed even earlier. At least everyone can agree that it’s still entirely Hayden Pike’s fault.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    In late 2012 when Shane has a meltdown and frantically tells them to call Lily, for the first time Yuna’s ever witnessed, Shane is coaxed out of one of them instead of just suffering through until the exhaustion wins out instead—and all by some mysterious, apparently very well attuned to Shane, 'Lily'.

    She hadn’t meant to see the number before she’d pressed it and fumbled the phone up to Shane’s ear. It was simply a byproduct of the situation, something Shane had asked for her to do.

    …Memorizing it and then texting that number to thank Lily for their help was not something she’d been asked to do. But she worries so much about Shane, and Lily is a reassurance. Not a pry for details but the simple, verifiable confirmation: he’s okay.

    Lily, on the other hand, very much enjoys being able to make oddly specific 'your mother' jokes to Shane much more often now. (And maybe the whole family piece of it, too.)

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    26 Jun 2026

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