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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    In a world where wings mean so much, something to be proud of, something to show off, something to protect and love and treat with care.

    In this world, Atsushi just wishes he never had wings in the first place.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “Please.” The crouching child picks at Dazai’s pant leg. “Don’t leave.”

    Dazai examines the gaps between the railing. “Comparing our sizes, you would more likely slip into the river.”

    “… I don’t mean by accident.”

    And Dazai knows exactly what the boy means and he can’t help but grin. His grin disregards the age of the ears listening. “So, you know what I’ve been wishing for all my life,” the mafioso answers darkly…

    (in which two ADA members are reverted to their younger selves; Atsushi, when he is eight years old and Dazai, before he loses his friend.)

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    26 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Akutagawa thought he knew exactly what kind of person Atsushi was.

    He was wrong.


    When the Armed Detective Agency and the Port Mafia are forced to watch the memories of Atsushi Nakajima's life, they expect to learn about the tiger.

     

    Instead, they find a child locked in cages.

     

    A boy who starved.
    A teenager who believed he was a monster.
    A survivor who never learned how to stop apologizing.

     

    For the first time, the people around him are forced to see every scar, every secret, and every reason Atsushi smiles like someone waiting to be abandoned.

     

    Somewhere between the orphanage, the blood, and the tiger, one horrifying realization becomes impossible to ignore:

    Nakajima Atsushi survived things that should have killed him.

    And no one ever noticed.

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    24 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 29

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    He felt ... .so hot. When Atsushi breathed, his throat felt raspy like he needed to cough. Sweat seemed to drip down his forehead and be slick to his white hair. Raining down his face. Atsushi feels long, slender hands gently lift off the blanket covering him. Dazai was never one for sentimentals. Maybe a smile or pat on the shoulder, or a word of encouragement, but it was….nice, though unusual, for him to be so kind. Gentle.

    “Da…zai-san,” Atsushi slowly mumbles out, voice croaky and Atsushi instantly coughs. It hurts, his throat feeling so dry. His lips were thirsty, and after his coughing fit, Atsushi licks them wet.

    “Sh,” Dazai says, his bandaged hand brushing against his forehead, pushing back Atsushi’s white bangs. “Ah, Atsushi-kun…you’re burning up. How long have you had a fever?”

    Atsushi blinks at his blurry figure, “I have…a fe..ver?”

     

    OR, atsushi and dazai taking care of each other

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    24 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Atsushi has a bad habit of biting his fingernails.

    On this particular day at the Armed Detective Agency, Atsushi is more stressed out than usual. The room is too crowded, and if that wasn't already anxiety-inducing enough, his desire for flesh has decided to flair up today too. Atsushi knows can't eat himself here, not when the agency is watching. Atsushi feels overwhelmed, so Atsushi copes in the unsavery way he did as a child. Atsushi has been told multiple times that it is a repulsive mannerism. Sadly, it is also an unconscious one.

    Or cannibal Atsushi au with mild hurt and mild comfort (a little atsushi-is-a-nail-chewer-hc sprinkled in). They're trying, okay?

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    23 Jun 2026