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    “Please,” he says finally, voice breaking as he gives in. “Fuck, please, Rozanov, I’m gonna—”

    Rozanov pulls all the way back, mouth releasing his cock with a noise that makes Shane’s hips rock up into nothing.

    “Rozanov,” he begs again.

    “Hmm?” Rozanov asks, kissing Shane’s shaking thigh gently. “You need something?”

    “You— fuck— you said I could come,” Shane says, trying to keep the accusatory note out of his voice.

    “Mhm. When you say my name, yes?”

    “I did!” Shane insists, just a hint of a whine in his tone now. Rozanov smirks at him.

    “Oh, sweetheart,” he says. “My first name.”

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    Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.

    Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.

    *now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*

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    14 Jun 2026

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    “We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”

    It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.

    He can’t breathe.

    (Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “I will get the next round. Shane, do you want anything?”
    Shane tilts his head up to smile at him.

    “Hey!” Wyatt crows, “Just Shane? What’s up with the favoritism?”

    Ilya squeezes Shane’s shoulder again when he tenses. “My beautiful husband is very neurotic and likes specific drinks. You all are, hm… basic bitches and drink only beer. It’s easy, I get you another pitcher and you are happy.”

    “Hey, you don’t know that! Maybe I want a cocktail.”

    Shane's first outing as a member of the Centaurs.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    <3 <3 <3

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    “But we have always kissed, we -”

    “I know.” Shane says, face blushing crimson. “But like I said, I don’t want to do that anymore. We can still see each other, because I like what we do, but we have to keep that part out of it. Please.”

    Ilya breathes in and out. He tries to be rational. Shane’s requesting that something change in their arrangement. It should be a simple answer. Yes. Of course. If that’s a boundary he wants to set, then Ilya should obey it.

    But the feeling of loss is so overwhelming he can barely stomach it.

    or, after Vegas, Shane doesn't let Ilya kiss him anymore when they hook up. Ilya doesn't take it very well.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    So he’s there in the hotel room, and Ilya Rozanov has him pushed up against the door, and he’s saying all sorts of filthy things that should send Shane running and instead very much make him want to drop to his knees, which is also a relatively new feeling—and he won’t quit grabbing Shane’s face.

    It's the first time Shane realizes it’s going to be something that irreparably alters him for anyone else. It feels like a betrayal, somehow, that this is happening on home soil.

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    29 May 2026

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    After the tuna melt meltdown, Shane meets Rose Landry, has several deeply inconvenient revelations, and decides to do the only sensible thing: win Ilya back with sincerity, logistics, and a frankly alarming amount of emotional effort.

    Ilya, meanwhile, mistakes every tender gesture for the kind prelude to an inevitable goodbye.

    Or: Shane is living in a romcom. Ilya is living in a Russian tragedy.

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    25 May 2026

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    After making up a fake boyfriend so his teammates would stop setting him up on dates, Shane is suddenly faced with the task of finding a real one on short notice in order to avoid humiliation.

    Shockingly, his old rival, Ilya Rozanov, is willing to do what it takes to help him. Even if that means pretending to be in love with Shane for a full weekend.

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    18 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.

    There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.

    (Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)

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    16 May 2026

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    Just before Shane’s 30th birthday, his entire world comes to a screeching halt. A stupid mistake in Florida gets him outed, traded, depressed, enraged. And to make matters worse, Ilya Rozanov is right there to witness his entire crash and burn.

    OR, Shane doesn’t get hurt playing against Boston, and Ilya does break up with him. Flash forward four years, and Shane finds himself playing for the Ottawa Centaurs, where Ilya has been captain since 2019.

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    15 May 2026

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    “It’s Rozanov, they’re bringing on Rozanov,” he said in a rush.
    For a long moment, Shane couldn’t hear or process anything. The world had narrowed then expanded too fast, like he was falling. At some point Hayden started talking again, but he couldn’t understand him. There was only the darkness overhead and the ringing in his ears.
    “Shane? Shane, you still there?”
    The words filtered through slow and muddy, echoing. Shane’s mouth was dry, his tongue thick, but he managed, “Yeah. I’m here.”
    “Okay. You’re not gonna have a panic attack, right? Cause that would be bad probably, for your head I mean, and I just think—”
    Shane stopped listening again.
    Rozanov was coming to Montreal. He’d be in the same locker room, skating on the same ice, living in the same fucking city.

     

    Three years after Shane broke it off (not that there was anything to break off), he gets a concussion and the Metros bring in Ilya to fill in for him. A breakup and makeup fic inspired by Jane Austen's Persuasion.

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    01 May 2026

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    Something’s wrong with Castiel—more wrong than usual. Grumpier, restless, touch-sensitive. Dean pushes, and finally Cas confesses: every couple of years, an angel’s wings molt. It’s painful, raw, and nearly impossible to manage alone. Worse, the wings are sensitive—dangerously so. Preening them the wrong way could trigger more than just relief.

    Dean offers to help.

    What starts as a careful, quiet act of care spirals into something neither of them planned. Something intimate. Something needed. Something sacred.

    Dean’s hands learn the language of feathers. Cas learns what it means to let someone in. And together, they find softness in the space where pain gives way to pleasure—and trust turns into something more.

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    01 Jun 2025

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    "I don't get you," Dean spits. "I don't get what you want. Just — just tell me. I'm a big boy, I can take it."

    "I did tell you!" Castiel exclaims. "I told you, and then I died!"

     

    (In which Castiel is rescued from the Empty, Jack gives up the powers of God to be a kid again, and Dean overcompensates.)

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    30 Dec 2024

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    Prince Castiel arrives back later than intended, quickly riding directly to the stables instead of just handing the horse off.

    “Let me help you, your highness.” A deep voice practically purrs as warm hands grip his waist.

    He’s slid out of the saddle by strong arms, his backside dragged slowly down the muscular front of the stablehand assisting him. Cas sucks in a breath as his whole body is momentarily pressed tightly to the other man’s, his tight riding pants leaving no room for misinterpreting the rigid lump briefly rolled against his ass. The stablehand releases him and steps back, green eyes glittering as he grins.

    “Thank you.” Cas says, turning to go. “Shit, I won’t even have time to bathe before dinner.”

    A short yelp bursts out of him when a hand squeezes his ass firmly. He whirls around, glaring, but the stablehand is pointedly busy with his horses tack. He shoots another caviler grin at Cas.

    “Better hurry, don’t want to be late for dinner, your highness.”

    Cas decides he doesn’t have time to deal with roguish castle staff and hurries away.

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    13 Aug 2024

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    Just after Purgatory, but before whatever's next, Dean has a broken angel to put back together.

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    13 May 2024

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    Cas wakes up on the coast of Maine. He makes his way home.

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    25 Nov 2022

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    That title is a lie, there’s nothing romantic or fantastical about prince Castiel's life whatsoever. Married off to king Dean for political reasons, his role is to manage the castle and help raise prince Ben, the son of Dean’s first wife. Lisa was the one Dean truly loved, her loss years ago bereaved the entire kingdom. Castiel is a pale replacement nobody cares for much unless they have a problem or something to complain about. Castiel, for his part... well, it was stupid to fall in love with his husband, but he’s always been a dunce and an embarrassment according to Michael. Why change now.

    Then Dean’s sister by marriage, Queen Eileen, decides to show Castiel what his true place in the castle is…

    … and maybe he is in a romance and a fairy tale after all. Just a little bit.

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    26 Oct 2022

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    Castiel is in love with humanity. At least, so long as he's not the one experiencing it.

    A lighthearted smutty romp wherein Dean helps Cas navigate the tricky minefield of human needs.

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    22 May 2021

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    Dean is a Prince, and even in the 21st century he’s expected to make a good match (unfortunately for Castiel, marrying your local librarian and best friend apparently doesn’t count). The announcement of Dean’s upcoming arranged marriage to someone he doesn’t even know hits Castiel hard.

    But late in the night during his bachelor party in Las Vegas, Dean leans over to Castiel and asks him a question. Castiel knows he should say no. But the next morning, Dean and Castiel wake up with matching rings on their fingers.

    With an international incident only one mistake away, Dean and Castiel begin trying to get an annulment in secret - but slowly realise that neither of them wants to spend the rest of their lives apart.

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    04 Dec 2020

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    This is a live example of how an author can create linked footnotes in their work with only a little bit of HTML and no workskins required. This is best viewed by clicking "Entire Work". While I've included the actual coding in bold and italic once you click "Hide Creator's Style", there's a more detailed explanation here.

    EDIT 6/28/17: The third chapter now shows how to use anchor links as an index/table of contents.

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    25 Sep 2020

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