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His hair had felt dry and his skin raw. The smoke from their shift had seeped into his muscles and was infecting his veins. The lights were too bright. The sirens too loud. His bones had felt brittle and his brain wouldn’t shut the fuck up no matter what he tried. Over and over his thoughts ran through his head and stirred up all his doubts and insecurities that he’d found himself swallowing back tears more times than he cared to count.
Then Eddie had held out his hand to him in the locker room at the end of his shift and Buck had taken it because taking Eddie’s hand was as easy as taking a breath.
Buck needs his mind to turn off for a little while and Eddie is happy to help with that.
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Buck knows it’s not sustainable by the fourth night, when he wakes up sweating and unable to breathe, one hand clutching his ribs where she’d stuck him the first time with the cattle prod and the other reaching to turn on the lamp at his bedside.
It’s been one week since he got back, so four sleepless nights puts him firmly in the "more bad than good" territory. What the hell is he supposed to do about all this shit? He alluded to therapy when he talked with Eddie at work the other day, but he’s not going to do that. Therapy is totally hit or miss for him. He’s been to two therapists, one was a miss, one a hit, which means he’s due for another miss.
He’s sure as hell not going to talk to Maddie about it, because that’d be, like, super triggering or something. She just got over her own kidnapping a few years ago. And who else, Eddie? Eddie had a traumatic experience in New Mexico as well; he doesn’t need to be responsible for Buck’s too.
But the fact of the matter is, something’s got to change. So, Buck decides to start self-medicating.
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or canon compliant up until s9ep14 (DIY), after that it's just angst and hurt and maybe occasional comfort
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It was a shitshow, to say the least. Despite, what he’d told Bobby all those months ago, he did not have a handle on the problem. He had the opposite. He had zero handles, and he was too embarrassed to bring it up. It was definitely an issue, but it wasn’t too serious. And it didn’t affect anybody besides himself.
But it was definitely affecting him in a bad way. Hard day at work? Go have sex to feel better. Bobby yell at him for screwing up again? Find an old guy to tell him he’s good for something. See a happy family on a call and remember he hasn’t spoken to Maddie in seven years? Blackout so he doesn’t have to be reminded of that gaping wound.
It was really bad. Yeah. But like, privately bad. Secretly bad. Except for his roommates, who were starting to get pissed about him stumbling around drunk with his guests. So, he started to look for a new apartment in earnest.
And just when he was starting to think things were getting actually concerning, and pretty soon he wouldn’t even remember what the point of anything was, who walked into the fire station, looking perfect and attractive and ready to change Buck’s life?
Eddie fucking Diaz.
or: Buck's sex addiction taken seriously.
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“Good boy,” Eddie croons. “Such a good hole for me.”
Buck shivers, staticky tingles running through his body, higher brain function long gone. He’s soft. It hurts; he can almost hear his pelvic bones groan from the stretch. He can’t help but mewl and mewl like a hungry kitten, pleasure racing in sharp waves through his skin.
Eddie shushes Buck, hands tightening around him. “Let me use my fleshlight, baby. Fleshlights don’t speak.”
Eddie’s hand leaves his back to come down on the curve of his ass, making it bounce once, twice. Buck cries, his heartbeat pounding in his ears.
Eddie smacks him again. “Open your pussy up.”
Buck gurgles something at the words, feeling like a used toy.
Eddie drops his hold on him to run a hand through his hair, to take Buck’s hands in his. But instead of holding them gently like he normally does, he leads them down to Buck’s cheeks, making him spread them wide with the help of his forceful fingers.
“That’s it. Such a good pussy.”
Buck flushes a deeper shade of red. His gaping rim flutters.
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For day 2 of Bottom Buck/Top Eddie Week 2026. Buck almost got fired for fucking on the clock. He turns to Eddie for help.Series
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“Sex pollen,” Buck heaves out, shaky and flushed.
His cunt is wet and puffy, shiny under the overhead light. Eddie wants to put his mouth back on it so badly it hurts.
“Sex pollen,” Buck repeats, swallowing audibly. “Would you like to try?”
“If you stop trying to wake the kids, we can do whatever you want.”
“I’m no—” Buck cuts himself off when Eddie spreads him open with his thumbs, spitting directly into his hole. He gasps, whispering, “That’s cheating. You can’t do that.”
Eddie smothers a smug smile before going back to Buck’s clit, rubbing it with his nose. He slides his tongue inside Buck as deep as it can go, licking at that angle that makes Buck lose his mind a little, a hot wave of lust skittering up his spine at a harsh tug on his hair. Eddie thinks he could come just like this, mouth on Buck’s hairy pussy, groaning at the sharp sting in his scalp.
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For day 3 of Bottom Buck/Top Eddie Week 2026. Buddie experiment with sex pollen. Buck comes so many times he probably won't be able to feel his legs for a week.Series
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