SleepySelfLoathing
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Please, Let Me Under Your Skin by SleepySelfLoathing
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
29 Jun 2026
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After their emergence from the arcane, Jayce and Viktor’s lives have fallen into a routine. Jayce works in the nearby village, and Viktor does his best to conceal his monstrous appearance from anyone who might see it.
But when Jayce’s health takes a turn for the worse, Viktor has no choice but to step into the light and confront the consequences.
And perhaps he can confront himself as well.
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My Bad Habits Don't Heal by SleepySelfLoathing
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
17 Oct 2025
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In this timeline, Jayce fails to keep his promise. Viktor, gracious and benevolent, accepts him into the commune with open arms and cures him of all his wounds.
Only, in this timeline, the rune in Jayce’s wrist isn’t acceleration. It’s obstruction.
In this timeline, the healing doesn’t take.
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The Wrong Kind of Wanting by SleepySelfLoathing
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
22 Jun 2025
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Jayce groans. This whole train of thought was supposed to distract him from his body, and here it is, imposing itself unwanted and omnipresent.
Put in the crudest, roughest form, Jayce wants to get on his hands and knees, crawl across the floor, and kneel at Viktor’s feet.
And it’s hard to kneel when his leg is fucked.
A rumination on the subject of bodies and desire, as observed by Jayce Talis at three in the morning.
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The Joys of Collaboration by SleepySelfLoathing
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
09 May 2025
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Hypothesis: With enough effort, it is possible to impregnate a cisgender man by using a strap on.
The root of all scientific discovery is experimentation, and Jayce and Viktor are determined to be very good scientists.
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"I'll keep you updated. In the meantime, go back to sleep. When you need to worry, I'll tell you."
"Heh." Ryland ran his hand down his face. "It's terrible you know that it actually makes me feel better. What would I do without you?"
"Explode at a colleague at a conference and get expelled from academia and become a middle school teacher." Eva said, promptly.
"Wow, you've thought about that way too hard." Ryland laughed. "Middle schoolers might not vape in class, though. Maybe I should switch."
"Let's not joke."
or: fourteen conversations where ryland grace doesn’t realize eva stratt is a time traveller
Bookmarked by SleepySelfLoathing
30 Jun 2026
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False Friends by IvyLee
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
07 Jun 2026
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In linguistics, a false friend is a word in a different language that sounds similar to a word in your own, but differs significantly in meaning. No word in any Eridian language could possibly be mistaken for English. But Erid absolutely has false friends.
In his right mind, Grace would easily identify the mistaken assumptions inhibiting his integration on Erid. They are:
1: A molecular biologist and a sapient rock can cobble together translation software that reflects the etymological nuance of an entire alien language.
2: Eridians are enough like humans to have an area 51 and look forward to using it.Unfortunately, Grace hasn’t been in his right mind in years.
Or: a ‘Return to Erid’ story where Grace struggles to touch down alone.
Series
- Part 1 of The Gift Receipt Rockimatic Universe
Bookmarked by SleepySelfLoathing
09 Jun 2026
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Striking a Chord by startingatmidnight
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
04 Apr 2026
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Living on a spaceship with an alien that exclusively speaks in song can really recontextualize karaoke for a guy.
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Bookmarked by SleepySelfLoathing
08 Jun 2026
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better than your best by Goldmonger
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
15 May 2026
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“Rocky, I’m here, okay? Come back to me, pal, please.”
Of course I will, I think, drawn to that voice, that strange, wobbling voice, which I care about without knowing exactly why, and I should – it makes me angry, not knowing – I should know –
Bookmarked by SleepySelfLoathing
04 Jun 2026
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The Chain (Keeps Us Together) by ifonlyiwaswittier
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
13 May 2026
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“If you could be any astronomical object, what kind of astronomical object would you be and why?”
“Rocky cannot be astronomical object. Rocky can only be Eridian.”
“Humor me, pal, I’m dying of boredom over here.”(or, snapshots of the fourteen days that Rocky and Grace spent making the chain in orbit around Adrian)
Bookmarked by SleepySelfLoathing
01 Jun 2026