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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    While attempting to infiltrate and disband Atillius, one of the galaxy's most brutal and notorious alien gladiator rings, Spock and McCoy are taken and trafficked into the organization.

    Kirk and the rest of the crew manage to rescue them months later, but when they do, they find that neither of them are the same anymore.

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    "The healers told him that the psyche was a delicate thing, that it might be hard to understand exactly what was going on in his first officer's head after such intense trauma.

    Jim thought it wasn’t hard to understand at all. It was quite simple when you looked at it this way; Spock, forced to fight to the death for his and McCoy's life day after day, had lost his mind in the process. He'd become Atillius's perfect killing machine, and in the end, it had driven him insane."

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    26 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    Spock is imprisoned on an alien planet for crimes committed by the Federation. While there, he is subjected to horrific abuse.

    Okay, here's the deal. I wrote this many years ago, and posted it on fannation under a different name. Now fannation doesn't exist, and people have wanted to be able to read it, so I'm finally putting it on here. I write very dark things sometimes when I'm in very dark places, and god, this is dark. It is very heavy, and basically is just full of rape and torture and psychological torture. It is an utter angst-fest. I'm sure the story has multiple issues, but I wrote it so long ago I don't remember the details any more. It's done, it's dusted, and now it's on here. Be aware if you read it that it is very, very heavy.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    AMAZING spock torture and hurt/comfort fic (big hurt but very good comfort too)

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    21 Jun 2026

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    genuinely just peak rly good smut suprisingly aweet funny as hell set up

  4. Public Bookmark 95

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    Spock's been a little forgetful, lately. Tired. But it's nothing important.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    genuinely just so brilliant drugging fic w spock haunting my brainnn

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    13 Jun 2026