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Without a question, above anything else, there is nothing Castiel would not do for his family. He loves them, loves them more than he'd loved God, and that is entirely the reason heaven can no longer be his home. For every single one, he'd give his life; for every single one, he has.
Things have gotten complicated; Castiel is just now seeing that.
That's not Sams fault, or even Dean's; it's on him. He made the decisions that led him here, and for once, he won't allow himself to regret them.
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Or the one in which Castiel has faith in all of them.
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When he wakes, he has no idea who he is. Not his name, what he looks like, or why he’s flat on his back, staring up at the stars littering the night sky.
The first thing he learns about himself is that he has shitty instincts, especially if his first one is to protect the blue-eyed man currently stabbing someone in the face.
Or, the story where two strangers can’t agree on much and know even less, but they’re both fairly certain that they’re in love.
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Dean’s extended period of self-discovery and inner reflection, of addressing all those fleeting little notions of his that maybe weren’t so little or fleeting after all, had culminated in one inescapable, terrifying fact.
He’s in love with Cas. Hopelessly, completely, embarrassingly in love with him.
They’ve just never had what they needed to explore this before, never had time, solitude, a real moment to breathe.
But they have it now, Dean thinks. He’s made damn sure of that.
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18 Jun 2026
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Dean swallowed drily again, feeling his tongue heavy and weird inside his mouth, but he still managed to say, “Seriously, Cas, I... I need this. I really do. And you’re the only one who can do it. You’re the only one I trust to do this.” The hunter’s voice sounded far too hoarse, still lacking the confidence he wished to convey, and he licked his lips, looking down, focusing his gaze on a particular spot on the sheets. He fiddled with a loose thread he found there, feeling that difficulty to sit still for too long making itself known once more. He cleared his throat, and tried again, “And this is the easiest way, too. It just solves everything. You can check the damage Michael did. You can try to dig up some memories, to see if I can remember how I got this scar. And you can make sure that... that he’s really gone.” His voice did fail this time, throat feeling dry and tight, and he swallowed again to try and fix that, but it did very little to help.
The slightest hint of a feeble, empty smile tugged the corner of Dean's mouth upward, words coming out far too low and weak when he added, “Three birds, one stone, right?”
As if this really were that simple.
Set during 14x03, "The Scar".
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When Castiel gets kidnapped by four mediocre witches with one brain cell between them, a spell keeps Dean from being able to touch him. A journey to fix this mistake has a few snags along the way, and Castiel never expected to play a role where he's divorcing Dean, nor did he expect to have Dean taking a stroll within his subconscious, but here he is. A tale of cheeky witches, a matchmaking kitsune, and a yearning for contact leads Castiel to one unrelenting conclusion:
Just a touch can change a mind, leave a mark, and say more than words ever will.
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