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    “I’ll make you a deal then.” Shane arched an eyebrow, and Ilya continued, “If by my 23rd birthday, you are still a virgin, I’ll have sex with you.”

    Shane spluttered, swinging his feet out of Ilya’s lap as he sat up. He knew he must look insane, eyes wipe and mouth gaping, but Ilya could not have just said what Shane thought he said.

    “Are you insane?”

    “Well, yes, but that’s besides the point.” Shane couldn’t help his bark of laughter despite his heart still hammering a hole through his chest. “We trust each other. It gives you time to find your own experiences, but if not, well, you know I’ll take care of you.”

    “I–,” Shane started, not sure how to process this new information. That Ilya would even want to have sex with him. He needed to say no - fuck no - because then their relationship would change and Ilya was the one thing that had been constant for most of his life. He couldn’t possibly. He needed to say no, but instead he found himself saying, “Sure.”

    or; if shane is still virgin at 23, ilya will take his virginity. spoiler alert: he is

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    20 Jun 2026

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    It wasn’t a word that Mel would personally have come up with, but Trinity had a name for what Langdon had turned into after his divorce. 

    Fuckboy. 

    As Mel sat across from Frank at a dim sum and noodle restaurant down the street from the hospital, a place that at some point had become their restaurant, listening to Frank recount the details of his latest hook-up, Mel couldn’t help but turn the word over in her mind. 

    “She gave surprisingly good head,” Frank said, between bites of a dumpling. “Oral wasn’t really something Abby and I had done in years. If we had sex at all it was sort of perfunctory missionary to reset the clock. God. I missed blow-jobs.”

     

    “Well. I’m glad it went well. Getting your needs met is important,” was all Mel could manage. Truthfully, hearing the details of Frank’s escapades generally turned her stomach, but there was so much more to their friendship she loved that made swallowing this particular notch in her throat worth it. 

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Comic book nerd and longtime fan of The Away Team (TAT), Shane Hollander, finally gets the chance to see his favorite rising punk band in person! But when a small mishap leads to him coming face to face with his favorite band member, their bassist and song writer, Ilya Rozanov, everything changes for him.

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    18 May 2026

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    “…You want to?” he asks.

    Shane blinks. “What?”

    “Kiss someone.”

    The question makes Shane’s brain short circuit.

    Shane swallows. “I mean—yeah.”

    “Then why haven’t you?”

    “I don’t know.” Shane shrugs again, shoulders tight. “Timing. People. It’s just… not something I think about like that.”

    That’s not entirely true.

    He does think about it. Just in a different way. Abstractly. Like something other people do, but not he himself.

    Ilya watches him for a long moment.

    “I could show you.”

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Luca Haas has never wanted anyone. Sebastian Rambeau has wanted Luca since he was seventeen. An All-Star Weekend drinking game cracks Luca open in front of a dozen players, and the loudest mouth in the league follows him onto a dark balcony and turns out to be someone else entirely. Twelve days later, Ottawa plays New York. They collide on the boards and kiss in a hallway and learn that wanting someone you compete against is its own kind of sport.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “Aww, don’t be embarrassed Haasy. Just don’t tell him about your Ilya Rozanov poster and you can definitely pull this swimmer boy!” Ilya said.

    The only thing more mortifying than getting caught watching borderline thirst traps of your crush is having your hockey idol (and childhood crush) talking about your dating life.

    Luca closed his eyes, his blush no doubt crawling up further from his neck all the way to his forehead.

    “Who’s Haasy gonna pull?” Harris asked, walking into the barbeque with a crate of cider and Troy by his side.

    “Oh, kill me now”

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    Or during a summer trip to Colorado Springs Luca meets Matthew Vasquez, American Olympic swimming prodigy, energetic extrovert, and a sucker for those beautiful blue eyes.

    What ensues is a beautifully chaotic montage of text flirting, sunscreen thirst traps, jumbo tron sightings, hickies, and sweet morning afters. Prepare yourself for truckloads of fluff and angst and yearning as the youngest and most beloved member of the Centaurs learns how scary and freeing and uniquely intimate it is to give your heart over to someone else.

    Or Luca Haas falls in love

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    12 Apr 2026

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    A retelling of Shane's parents discovering them at the cottage, with a touch more domestic bliss and a touch more angst.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is struggling to make ends meet. After his best friend Hayden sets up a dating profile for him on a sugar baby website, he learns that there are some men who will pay for anything - even companionship.

    ** EPILOGUE ADDED 02/20/26 **

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    21 Feb 2026

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    ──★ ˙🏒 ̟ !!

    5 moments where Ilya teases Shane about being boring not knowing that Shane felt hurt + 1 moment where he explains that he loves boring.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    It took Shane till the afternoon to ask, which meant he had probably been thinking about it silently all morning, turning it over in his mind.

    “What do you like about it?”

    Shane wants to be shown off. Ilya wants him to get what he wants.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Shane and Ilya already know each other’s bodies, habits, and scars. Yet, there are still things to be discovered in marriage. Music becomes the place where Shane still hides, and where Ilya realizes there are rooms in his husband's mind he hasn’t unlocked, not because Shane kept them secret, but because no one ever asked to listen.

    or; Shane Hollander's music choices and Ilya's discovery of Shane's autism and their shared experiences post-cannon.

    Here is the Spotify Playlist for anyone interested!
    https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2t9O9XqtauF0q0XeB0yVoC?si=xfXmI9OnTXyuoQDRhJDD9A&pi=obZKC4olTduKH

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    23 Jan 2026

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    “Hm. So, let me understand what you’re asking.” Ilya’s voice was calm, collected. His eyes, however, shined with what Shane recognized as… anger? “You’re asking me if I wish that you had more sex before we had sex, yes?”

    Shane loves to read Google articles about himself and Ilya. When he comes across an article cataloguing all of Ilya’s past hookups, Shane worries that he isn’t enough for Ilya.

    Ilya has a lot to say on the matter.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    God, he was having a freak out and it was gonna be a bad one.

    “I can’t do this I can’t do this. I can’t I can’t. why?! I can’t! I can’t.” Shane was sobbing. He could breathe he couldn’t hear.

    His whole body was burning. Not like on fire, but it was tingling. Like an energy was trying to escape him from all directions. Like anxiety was trying to seep out of every pore in his skin.

     

    Or Shane has a really bad meltdown during a game.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    It was 3:00 AM. Kip was exhausted, his body hummed with a pleasant, bone-deep ache from the last few hours, and he was absolutely starving.

    He padded over to the refrigerator, a stainless steel monolith that looked complicated enough to launch a shuttle into orbit. He tugged it open.

    "Jesus, Hunter," Kip muttered, bathed in the sterile LED glow.

    It was a nutritional wasteland. Rows of bottled water (fancy brand). A carton of egg whites. Spinach. Unsweetened almond milk. A lonely container of blueberries sitting next to a bunch of perfectly yellow bananas. This fridge was designed for peak athletic performance, not for a human being who had just burned a significant amount of calories in bed.

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    5 times Kip took ownership of Scott’s kitchen + 1 time it belonged to both of them.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    A few days before Shane’s seventeenth birthday, he told his parents he’d broken up with Elise. “It just didn’t work out,” Shane said, not really looking at either of them; instead, he was staring at the TV, obviously not really watching the hockey game he’d put on. There was a faint rosy tint to his cheeks.

    Or: in which Yuna and David try to figure out what's going on with their son through the years while trying to be good, supportive, non-overbearing parents.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Charlie is early for his weekly hook-up with Nick. But why is the table set for a fancy dinner? It can't be meant for him, can it?

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    29 Dec 2025

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    “This is Penelope. She moved into the house across the way. She’s allergic to nuts, but she has her EpiPen.”

    Five times Bridgertons decide to stop eating nuts, and the time Colin realizes he’d given them up a long time ago.

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    29 Nov 2025

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    Penelope meets someone from Colin’s past and Colin reassures Penelope of his love for her.

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    25 Nov 2025

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    Kinktober Day 4 prompt- Virginity

    Nick is still a virgin at twenty-one. He's waiting for someone special. On the night he gives up hope, Charlie falls into his lap.

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    25 Nov 2025

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    Stranded on an icy planet with a dozen other women and taken in by a tribe of giant purple aliens, Penelope Featherington is resigned to a lonely, mateless existence. Everything changes when an unmated male returns to his family to prepare for the brutal season.

    * Companion fic to Agatha’s Game *

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    20 Oct 2025

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