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    Regret is a strong emotion. Bitter than pain and grief. Because the infinite what ifs, can ruin somebody.

    So, the boy who smiles brighter than the sun and brings light into the lives of everyone around him, dies an untimely death, a second chance is given.
    A second chance to do what he couldn't. A second chance, so when he dies of age, he has no regrets.
    No regret, and no guilt that had once choked him when he saw the tears of his third year seniors.
    No regret, and no guilt for the losses.

    Because, the sun isn't meant to be hidden behind the dark clouds of regret.

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    28 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    Since their childhood days, baseball had always been a significant part of their lives. Winning the Summer Koshien during their second and last year of high school held a special place in their heart. However, their sole regret was not having the opportunity to compete alongside their senpais on the way to the Koshien stage. This was the one regret that lingered within them.

    Or when Sawamura Eijun, Kominato Haruichi, and Furuya Satoru found themselves transported back in time to their third year of middle school, with a chance to train earlier to win the summer tournament for their senpais.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Sawamura Eijun just wanted more time. Time to play with his senpais defending behind him. But the reality was too cruel. His senpais retirement would be instated in a just few hours and he has to continue playing bearing every regret, every broken promise, every injury, and failure.

    After an incident, Sawamura finds himself thrown back in time when he wakes up in his childhood room in Nagano. He realizes it is only days into the break before his first year of Junior High starts. Sawamura struggles to maintain the act. To pretend he was his old self when he was mentally a 17-year-old boy stuck in his past 12-year-old body. But he takes it in strides. Now he can correct his past mistakes and avenge his senpais summers.

    Then one day, he finds an easy out when a man in a business suit offers him a chance to play for his team. The only issue? The team he was scouted for is located in America.

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    27 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    At the age of thirty-five, Sawamura Eijun had settled into a quiet and peaceful life. However, during a reunion with his former Seidou High School baseball teammates, he sacrificed his own life to save two of his old friends from a tragic traffic accident.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “STOP, PLEASE STOP”

    “I’ll make sure you never even think about baseball again, kid."

    ***
    "I'm aware that Eijun Kun is serious about baseball... but I'm afraid that kind of extreme stress on his shoulder must be completely avoided. Even if his body can handle it, his shoulder will give out and there’s no going back after that.”
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    "What if I switch?"
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    Regardless of how difficult things are, Sawamura Eijun has never regretted anything that made him smile.

    An AU where, before he could even begin to realize his potential as a baseball prodigy, Sawamura Eijun is met with one moment that changes everything. Forcing him far behind the starting line.

    Now, with his body no longer on his side, the boy who once loved baseball without hesitation is forced to confront what that love truly costs.

    Returning isn’t impossible.

    But it isn’t simple either.

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    26 Jun 2026