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Halo by Suoulvr
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
19 Apr 2026
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Sometimes he thought about dying.
Can “sometimes” mean every day?
He doesn’t know.Nirei thinks he wants to die. Maybe.
He longs for too much. He desires too much.
And yet, he wants to die.They look at him. They greet him.
And he smiles.He thinks about the pills he used to steal from his mother so he could sleep, even if just a little.
To die, even if just a little.They touch his hair.
They kiss him.He thinks about how his ribs tighten, as if they wanted to crush something soft and fragile inside.
He breathes the same. He smiles the same.They laugh with him.
He laughs with them.
And he thinks about the balcony in his room.
The height.
The fall.The air hitting his face.
They desire him.
He despises himself.
Or they despise him, and then he tries to desire himself.
Nirei is miserable.Series
- Part 3 of Nirei angst
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Morning by Suoulvr
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
25 Aug 2024
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Less than an hour to go, and Nirei could pull out his stomach with his bare hands, draw an X on his throat and rip out his vocal cords, pull out every single eyelash, and rot in that room.
He was sure that if his mother saw him like this she would let him skip school, maybe he should pretend he was sick, he had always been very sickly and there was a chance his mother would believe him.
Or he could go back to begging her on his knees, throw away the last dignity he had left, cry and puke his guts out.
"Dear, it's time to get up!"
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- Part 2 of Nirei angst
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Dying by Suoulvr
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
22 Jul 2024
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He's good at reading people and it's sadly obvious how they look at him with pity, the same look they give to the people they help, he shouldn't be the one receiving the same look, when he's supposed to be at their side, to be at the same level, to be their ally.
He knows this because Suo or Sakura would never receive a look like that, even if Sakura caused an imminent need to help him, not even when they were helping Anzai with his unfortunate situation. Nirei could never see that kind of look directed at any of his classmates except him, it hurt him, just a little, it felt like a needle stuck in his skin, small and harmless, it could almost be ignored, but it never goes away, in fact, in the moment someone touches the
needle, the pain returns.Or
How Nirei spends his entire life thinking about dying.
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- Part 1 of Nirei angst
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Kuroo's house was quiet, contrary to what was expected from the safe and reliable image he had formed over the years, Kuroo's house is really quiet, although it was the least he expected after years of screaming, broken glass and pillows to minimize the arguments, after all his family of four ended up becoming Kuroo and whoever was there, Kuroo and the few times his father tried to act like what that man was, his father, Kuroo and his grandparents when they found the time to be with him, or most of the time Kuroo and kenma, games, not very quality food and meaningless disputes, but still silent, kuroo wished that it were nostalgic for when it was a noisy house, but along with the noise came violence. And maybe it was a bit boring and lonely, he preferred silence a thousand times.
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Or basically kuroo dealing with silence, the reasons for it and the consequences of it
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Reo was used to inappropriate touching, it was a constant thought in his mind that weighed heavily, cutting off his breathing and making his eyes blurry.
or how Reo burns from the touch of others.
Recent series
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Nirei angst by Suoulvr
Fandom Wind Breaker (Anime), Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga)
19 Apr 2026
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angst about Nirei Akihiko from WIND BREAKER!!
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Summary: Suo Hayato, who had left Bofurin without a word, suddenly reappears a year later.
Sakura refuses to call it a return. Nirei's apparent joy seems to hide something else. And Suo — he thought everything was fine, but beneath the surface, currents may be stirring.
This is a long, clumsy, stumbling process of drawing closer to one another.Flowers wither — that is a fact. Flowers bloom again — that, too, is a truth.
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18 Jun 2026
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to have known you from the very beginning by Jojo07
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
09 Jun 2026
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Nakamura was curled up in the boys restroom crying his eyes out when someone came into his life, changing it forever.
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-What if Nakamura met Hirose during elementary?
Bookmarked by Suoulvr
15 Jun 2026
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No encuentro la forma de dejar de amarte by inregeneratione
Fandoms: ガンバレ！中村くん!! | Ganbare! Nakamura-kun!! | Go For It Nakamura! (Manga)
11 Jun 2026
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Ahora que Hirose tiene novia la realidad le ha golpeado de una forma que, aunque sabía que llegaría, nunca esperó que lo devastara tanto.
Con todos estos sentimientos dentro de él, ¿existe siquiera la posibilidad de dejar atrás su amor por Hirose Aiki?
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Una exploración de los sentimientos de Nakamura inspirados en el capítulo 12, pero me vi en la necesidad de darle algo de soporte emocional de quienes lo aman.
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15 Jun 2026
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Because love can burn like a cigarette by LesbianAdrianChase
Fandoms: 약한영웅 | Weak Hero (TV)
28 May 2026
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"Do I look like I give a fuck, Go Hyuntak?" He stood back up and faced him. "It's almost funny, why would I be upset to hear about how pouty you got from me abandoning you." He chuckled, tilting his head slightly sideways.
Hyuntak frowned deeply at that, and Seongje went ablaze inside of his chest.
"What the fuck are you on about?" He barked, sounding way too much like a startled puppy. The way his eyes twinkled with something between anger and embarrassment just did it for Seongje, he couldn't hold back his teethy grin from appearing."It's almost cute, seeing you try to deny it." He put a hand on his cheek, tapping it twice with no real force. "Were you so worried that I forgot about my dear playmate, mhm?"
;three years later, Hyuntak crosses paths with Seongje. This time though, whatever he felt for him in the past starts looking like something entirely different.
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14 Jun 2026
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right handed (right eared) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Weak Hero (Webcomic), 약한영웅 | Weak Hero (TV)
07 Jan 2026
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At some point during the summer of their senior year in high school, Go Hyuntak stops hearing anything in his left ear.
The change happens gradually. Halfway through the year, he starts turning up the volume on his earbuds while listening to music. Near final exams, he gets used to walking on Baku’s left side so he can hear with his right.
In the third week of July, Geum Seongje gives him one good slap on the cheek and his hearing is gone before the initial sting has even dissipated.
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- Part 1 of weak hero collection
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- English
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- 45,355
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11 Jun 2026